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the app changed a bit i think,,, where do i find groupchats now? i want to see if one of them is still active the people there were very dear to me and i feel bad for thwm the most honestly

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ahhh i feel so bad for just leaving like that and also for seeming like i dont care about it at all now. it was such a sucky thing to do and now i seem like it isnt a big deal to me... im just really sorry to everyone

(also please do not say that its okay or smth i would feel like i made you say it by this post and also it just. wasnt okay. i shouldve posted something about it and say goodbye at least. it was a bad thing now i just need to learn from my mistakes and not do it again)

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it feels awkward to respond to the month old messages i dont think im gonna do it just. text me again if you see the post and still wanna be in contact i guess

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also im maybe even more sorry for that but i probably dont remember who half of you are because its been a long time and i dont remember usernamws so if you want to be in contact again, it would be nice to remind me who you are or smth

um hello everyone i just got back into this account i honestly just left back then for no real reason? i just unistalled tumblr and bam that was it but im back now i guess. sorry for not telling anyone ive got a lot of messages of people being worried about me and idk why i didnt think about that when i left lol. sorry to anyone who was afraid something happened to me or smth....

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um hello everyone i just got back into this account i honestly just left back then for no real reason? i just unistalled tumblr and bam that was it but im back now i guess. sorry for not telling anyone ive got a lot of messages of people being worried about me and idk why i didnt think about that when i left lol. sorry to anyone who was afraid something happened to me or smth....

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We all know who is responsible for these traps :) ;).

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To everyone who keeps saying “you know what Cas’s last words are gonna be” you can kindly shut the fuck up now. My heart is broken enough as is, but this is just a whole other level of heart break. Y’all really tryin to make me cry out here. What did I ever do to you? I’m just tryin to live my best life but I’m being haunted by these words.

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Don’t you leave him, Samwise Gamgee. And I don’t mean to. I don’t mean to.

—Sam to Frodo, The Lord of the Rings, “The Fellowship of the Ring”

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hm its good that ppl are talking abt britneys conservatorship situation but it seems to be often phrased as "this is a thing for ppl who Cant take care of themselves and she obviously Can so this is fucked up bc She's not disabled/mentally unstable like the Other ppl who are rightfully under conservatorship" and it seems very fucking useless to me to like talk abt it in that way, conservatorship r pretty fucked up in general imo no matter how disabled and /or mentally unstable someone is and having this conversation without talking abt what it means actually to be deemed too mentally unstable/disabled to make your own decisions and how thats used to strip ppl of any agency, and why the concept of conservatorship is rotten at its core. Is fucking useless!

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July 13th of #DEArtfest - coffeeshop au

This is just Gavin and Nines being a mood. 😂😂😂

I thought I won't make it today. Haha! Also, I know this looks more like a bar than a coffee shop because of the lighting. 😂😂😂

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Divination Readings to Support Black Trans Organizations & Defunding the Police

I’m open for reading requests to help raise donations for organizations that are supporting Black Trans communities and efforts to defund the police and dismantle the systematic racism in the American justice system.

For a tarot or scrying reading, please make a donation of any amount to one of the charities or organizations listed below and follow these instructions. $1-$3 = 1 question, $3-$5 = 2 questions, $5-$9 = 3 questions, $10+ = 5 questions.

Campaign Zero supports the analysis of policing practices across the country, research to identify effective solutions to end police violence, technical assistance to organizers leading police accountability campaigns and the development of model legislation and advocacy to end police violence nationwide.

Dignity & Power Now aims to build a Black and Brown led abolitionist movement rooted in community power towards the goal of achieving transformative justice and healing justice for all incarcerated people, their families, and communities.

The Black Trans Travel Fund is a grassroots, mutual aid based organization developed for the purpose of providing Black transgender women with the financial resources necessary for them to be able to self-determine and access their safest travel options.

The Okra Project is a collective that seeks to address the global crisis faced by Black Trans people by bringing home cooked, healthy, and culturally specific meals and resources to Black Trans People wherever we can reach them.

Even if you aren’t interested in a divination reading, I still highly encourage you to consider donating to these organizations and/or other organizations that are also supporting black communities. If you are not able to make a financial donation, you can still support by spreading the word about these and other organizations and raising awareness about the issues they are focused on addressing.

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“Fabulous Duck Picnic” for May, done as part of my birthday ko-fi commission drive (now closed).  Thank you for the support!

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i cant wait for dave to show up in season 2 where klaus tells him that he’s a time traveling cult leader from 2019 and they’ll meet again in 8 years right before he dies-