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kicked out of another chess club for repeatedly sneaking my new piece 'the warlock' onto the board

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Gay USA (1978) Directed by Arthur J. Bressan, Jr.

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Jacob Anderson: Sam is a vampire. He floats around. Like, the way he moves is so Lestat. He has a different walk day to day than he did when I first met him.

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And I'm sure you don't want to hear it. I do want to hear it. All right, you're living it, and I want, I want you to talk to me.

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Fic Update: like a bird stealing bread out from under your nose

Anddddd one more before I fall the fuck asleep. Chapter Four!

Summary:

Eddie makes some forward progress with his therapy.

Snippet:

“So you do want to address it, on some level, I think.”

Eddie takes a deep breath. “I could just say, and live with, the excuse that I was drunk and lonely and a little bit touch-starved.”

“Is that the truth?” Martina asks. 

Eddie swallows. “No.” 

“I’m wondering if the stories you’ve been telling yourself about life and yourself and what you ought to be doing are not compatible with having kissed Buck.”

“I’m not homophobic,” Eddie insists. 

“That’s not what I said.”

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Tagging:

@epicbuddieficrecs @theotherbuckley @sevenweeksofunrepression @slowlyfoggydestiny @buckleybabyblues

@diazsdimples @exhuastedpigeon @aquamarineglitter @loserdiaz @steadfastsaturnsrings

@your-catfish-friend @incorrect9-1-1 @hawaiianlove808 @babytrapperdiaz @watchyourbuck

@lyricfulloflight @tizniz @aroeddiediaz @estheticpotaeto

@buddieswhvre @l0v3t0hat3y0u @mage8

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spring horror is good because of the symbolism of death and rebirth and storms and everything being vibrant but still cold. and summer horror is good because sweltering heat and insects and long days. and fall horror is good because halloween and death and scary movies. and winter horror is good because snow contrasting with blood and freezing temperatures and long nights. btw.

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Fic Update: Any Other Way

So those stills huh? HAPPY 9-1-1 EVE! Here's Chapter 11 (TSUNAMI) for your enjoyment - or pain! Whichever.

Summary:

Buck works to keep Christopher alive during a tsunami. Eddie is desperate to find them both.

Snippet:

He actually drops his phone. It bounces off the wet pavement, fortunate to be in a chunky case. 

“Eddie?” Hen asks, looking at him. “What’s wrong?”

Eddie can’t even look at her. He can’t even move. There is ice in his veins and cement in his airways. He might not move from this spot ever again.

“Eddie?” Hen repeats, bending to grab Eddie’s phone for him. 

“Tsunami,” Chim says, looking at his own phone. “A tsunami hit Santa Monica.”

So he read that right, then. So it’s true.

They…

No.

“Eddie?” Hen asks for a third time.

He looks at her and crumples. 

“Buck took Chris to the pier today.”

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Tagging:

@epicbuddieficrecs @theotherbuckley @sevenweeksofunrepression @slowlyfoggydestiny @buckleybabyblues

@diazsdimples @exhuastedpigeon @aquamarineglitter @loserdiaz @steadfastsaturnsrings

@your-catfish-friend @incorrect9-1-1 @hawaiianlove808 @babytrapperdiaz @watchyourbuck

@lyricfulloflight @tizniz @aroeddiediaz @estheticpotaeto

@buddieswhvre @l0v3t0hat3y0u @mage8

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Challengers (2024) dir. Luca Guadagnino

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i think some of you dont like narratives or stories or characters i think you just like fanfiction tropes

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unrequited pining era buck…..eddie who thinks it’s too late when he realizes his feelings……buck who would wait for him even in death…..eddie who sees buck smile at tommy and his chest aches — he knows what gunshot wounds feel like; somehow this is worse…….miscommunication that gets more complicated, a tangled web that gets more impossible to undo every time they try to fix it because they just can’t seem to find the right words……buck who comes to terms with it, decides he’ll take eddie however he can have him because it’s better than nothing…….eddie who does not know how to say “you can have everything.”

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Star Trek makes me soooo crazy cuz you got Picard saying things like "It is possible to commit no mistakes and still lose."

And Data saying things like "I would gladly risk feeling bad at times, if it also meant that I could taste my dessert."

And Bashir saying things like “You can't go through life trying to avoid getting a broken heart. If you do, it'll break from loneliness anyway."

And Odo sayings things like "It has been my observation that one of the prices of giving people freedom of choice is that sometimes they make the wrong choice."

And I’m just supposed to be normal about it???

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"A world without trans people has never existed and never will"

Poster spotted in Olympia, WA

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So I wrote a little something loosely based on this post I made about Eddie subconsciously associating his future wedding as being with Buck- I haven't written for ages but I thought if I was gonna make it into a fic I'd also have an accidental drunk confession to Buck in there- and this is that. If I ever wrote a whole fic of this there'd be no cheating so dw dw

"It must be nice," Buck says from the floor, "Marr-Marriaging, -having a wedding. I want that, I'd want-"

"I know what you want," Eddie laughs confidently from the empty tub. It feels very zen, lying here with his legs hooked over the circular tub, like lying inside a big cereal bowl. He is so drunk, and giddy and totally at peace with everything, "You want a spring wedding because you want a frankly ridiculous amount of flowers. You want it far enough away from the city that you can see the stars at night, but not so far that it'd cost too much for everyone to travel there. You like the idea of releasing lanterns but you're worried about the environment so you'd probably want - like- doves or butterflies instead-"

"Butterflies," Buck says from the floor, his voice thick, "Eddie, what-"

"M'not finished," Eddie continues with the gravitas of someone so hammered they cant feel their legs but who is nevertheless making an Important Point, "Butterflies, then. You want a light coloured suit, something that breathes well because you'll worry about sweating. Bobby would be doing the ceremony, so maybe Athena to walk you down the aisle? And of course Maddie as your best man. Woman. Person."

"… Maddie?"

"Well yeah," Eddie shrugs, transfixed by how the ceiling seems to be slowly tilting to the side, "Because Chris would be mine, and that way they can both be involved."

There's a frantic shuffling noise from the floor, and Buck's voice is much clearer when he speaks again, "Eddie. Eddie are you talking about- me and you getting married?"

"Who else?" And in his alcohol-soaked state, it's as simple as that- who else. God knows he's tried to fit other people into that role and they just never fit right because the void in his life is so decisively Buck-shaped. Haha, God knows, his chest begins to shake with silent laughter, it's funny, right? Because of the Catholicism.

"And that's-" Buck sounds kind of upset, which makes Eddie pause, why would Buck be upset when there's good booze and the ceiling is tilting and they're getting married? "That's something you want- the-the spring wedding and the butterflies and the-"

Oh, Buck's simply misunderstood, that's easy.

"I just wanna be the guy standing next to you."

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whenever i'm trying to talk myself out of buying something i don't need i always hear my old russian professor's voice echoing in my head: "WHAT??? WILL YOU DIE THE RICHEST MAN IN THE GRAVEYARD?" and then i make an unwise financial decision

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love the word “rapscallion”. like not only are you a rascal but you’re also kind of spring onion about it too

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the babysitter ~ 🕶️

Inspired by @thorniest-rose ‘s post about this being a very Stephanie coded outfit !!! 💗 it definitely is !!! I had to draw her 🥰