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Was scrolling through AO3 and found this gem

Enemy to parent is a trope we have to popularise lmao

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“what’s your writing process” i put a pathetic guy in a blender and blend blend blend

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"Hell is empty. All the devils are here. And they come in the form of lower back cramps." - Me from my bed

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i tell myself i’ve made peace with the rot,

but the truth is, i wear it like perfume—

its rancid sweetness, a comfort in my throat.

you can find me where all things go to die,

somewhere between here and nowhere,

where nothing stays long enough to matter.

i am beautiful in the way broken things are—

sharp, strange,

stretched thin in places

but never enough to tear.

i love how good it feels

to be this lost,

to hold what’s gone and pretend

it’s still something i can keep.

what if to love it means i must disappear?

what if to love it means

i am already gone?

halo • “here and nowhere/rot”

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Note to future self that does not want to take time to do her required readings:

Do the reading. It feels nice once you've done the reading. That little boost of happy hormone once you've completed it? That's a sensation that's rare for you, and it can be achieved by like one hour of reading. That feeling when you're in a seminar or lecture and can actually follow the discussion and have your own contributions? The intelligence you feel? The belonging? It's such a lovely feeling that you don't look fondly on enough - it's worth it, I promise. Do the reading. What's one hour of potential discomfort for days' worth of achievement?

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This is just a Gabriel Waincroft appreciation post.

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the dating app experience as a bisexual is either taking a chance with the weirdest men ever who look like they just crawled out of a sewer and would say slurs or gathering up all your nonexistent courage to simply swipe right on a woman.

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pulling strings

REQUESTS / BLOG EVENT

From @lunaemoth - request 2/2 - Palette#3 - Padme - Music stirs the soul

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I respect your defense of bisexual woman and all but I just don’t want to put my mouth somewhere I know a dick has been

Yall out here acting like these girls’ pussies be haunted by the ghosts of penises past, this ain’t a Dickmas Carol, be so fucking for real

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Like if you agree.

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you*

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to the people who’ve already booped me and to the people who will boop me: thank you for the boops