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Hey everyone ^^

If you see this and are as much of a fan of Shadow and Bone as I am, please sign the petition. And reblog this post, so more people see it.

It would be amazing if we could get Netflix to renew the show.

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Hi fnaf movie dump but it’s mostly bonnie and abby

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Today was the first time my boyfriend and I started fighting.

It was truly a terrible feeling but I am so grateful for him.

Quite early into the fight we started talking over the phone because I felt as if our disagreement would turn into a bigger fight than wwe could handle. So we talked about it, at first a bit heated, but it got calmer. We both said what we needed and what was upsetting us and came to a conclusion how to treat these situations in the future.

And right now I'm feeling so incredibly good about our relationship, we managed to prevent a serious fight by talking and seeing the other person's point of view.

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is the world really such a terrible place? yesterday i asked if oat milk was extra and the barista said yes so i said ok just regular milk then and when she gave me my chai latte she whispered “i used oat milk ;)” doesnt that make u want to live another day?

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Not to flex (actually yes), but my boyfriend walks back a bit of his way to wave at me again 🥰

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pick one you bald genderless idiot

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One day you think: I want to die. And then you think, very quietly, actually I want a coffee. I want a nap. A sandwich. A book. And I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friends, I want to sit in the sun. I want a cleaner room, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else, I want to live.

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Working with horses is a blessing and a curse at the same time

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mmm soob

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Falling asleep next to someone you love is literally so peaceful

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don't leave me!

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So, for anyone wondering what happened since January of this year, here's a quick recap:

- was in a mental hospital

- got better and left the hospital

- returned to school to get my a levels

- spend a lot of time with friends

- met some new people at a birthday of a friend

- celebrated my 18th birthday (yay adulthood)

- developed a crush on a guy I'd met at the previously mentioned birthday of a friend, kissed him on my birthday

- got into a relationship with said boy

- got closer to having to do my a levels

- freaked out about the a levels

- finally completed my a levels

- found a job for the next year on a ranch

- got into riding again

- spend a lot of time with my boyfriend

- started having trouble with regulating emotions and sudden changes in feelings

- currently working, looking for a therapist and living life

That's what's been up

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I just spend over an hour trying to find a way to get into this tumblr account again, because I couldn't remember the email address.

This was a pain in the ass.

It's been a long time folks, but guess who's back.