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My weekly Seunghan insta post… where r u bae </3

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writing something just for funsies and not for a life or death situation is so much fun I missed this so bad. im genuinely so excited to share my rewrite of party 4 u. it's nice to write without deadlines, and it's even better when I find new music as I write. Genuine I am vv happy rn.

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I want my offering to woo, to calm, to clear, to solve..

currently listening to: CHU, TAYOUSEI - ANO bb's movie rec: THUNDERBOLTS* (2025) DIR. JAKE SCHREIER MDNI (18+) ੭っ   masterlist.   ੭っ info.  

But the only offering that comes, it calls, it screams: there's nothing here!

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sitting here working on my theme and giggling and kicking my feet as I edit hair clips and stickers onto photos of my shawties..... life is worth living..... I am fr putting an astronomical amount of effort into this theme 🙂‍↕️

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hi!! hello!! omg what a long time it's been I feel awkward rn..

So much to say but here r the key points:

doing mega blog construction bc I came back and took a long look at all I have written and I kinda hate most of it so bad 😭😭 so if u see a fic disappear.... sorry!

im rewriting party 4 u! the original idea I had didn't play out as well as I had wanted it to bc I was suffering from just trying to get stuff out! trying to lean into the writing process these days and not give myself imaginary deadlines (sungchan is still the star)

so much in my life has changed haha, I took the nct pill pretty bad these last few months bc they were my original ults and I of course met riize through nct, I saw 127 live ughhh such a trip since nct were the first group I've been with since debut, ugh I was just a child back then too 😭

Anyways! im taking things pretty slowly, just be patient with me as I rework my blog and try to give my best effort into writing things of quality instead of trying to overcompensate w/ quantity. It always felt like I was making the smut the primary object of my writing instead of something that added to the plot which made everything a little lackluster. Anyways, finishing up my finals this week and then wrapping up my rewrite/remaster of party 4 u! I leave u with a brief snippet:

I'm up to abt 700-800 words rn.. ok bye :P

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😀…

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I have been having a bout of existentialism,, however this evening I got drunk at a dueling piano bar and I brought my sungchan pc with me……. It was very fun and I sang a lot :]

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Once a week every week I am insufferable and inconsolable AHHHHHHHH MY BABY HERE ON EARTH IDGAFFFWFEFFG

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I had a dream last night and Seunghan was a cat, and not just any cat but a black and white cat..

that is all thank u for ur time

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DOESNT HE KNWO IM CRAZY??1?1???? AGGEHEHHHGEHRHRHRHR I should DIE

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And if I says Sofia Vergara and Riku (nct wish) vaguely look the same to me for some reason what then…… PLS TELL ME SOMEONE ELSE SEES IT TO ITS LIKE IN THE SMILE OR SMTHNG

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I fear this playlist for my Anton wip may be too depressing 😀 (working on adding mini playlists to my fics instead of just putting one song just bc I really enjoy sharing music and it helps me write!)

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STILL no Seunghan post oh they fr want me to die.. they knew I was waiting for it 💔💔

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No Seunghan insta post today I should DIE 💔💔💔 I came out of my surgery and that was the first thing I checked 😔

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doing my best to get a fic out before Friday morning cst! getting all 4 of my wisdom teeth pulled Friday so I will be incapacitated for a few days but hopefully it'll give me time to write in between dealing with the immense pain lol..

working on something small for sungchan and taro, its just a matter of which one I feel flows enough to finish first and then I just finished outlining something longer for Anton! also very very heavily dreaming of writing something for seunghan inspired by how My Love Mine All Mine makes me feel bc I can't shake the feeling from me these days.. anyways here a song rec: love. - wave to earth

also super super random fact: I discovered my friends mom knows keshi? I don't really listen to him but so random.. apparently she's related to his wife, small world

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Everytime I see a picture of Seunghan I immediately hear the intro to my love mine all mine start playing….. my baby here on earth fr……..