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i was so scared that we were going to come back to comic sans

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I don't mean to be bothersome about this, but .. I'm just sorry for all the drama. It's been really hectic this evening, and I'm just .. sorry. I felt like I should apologize for it, so .. yeah. I'm really sorry. And by the way - good on you for keeping the butterflies. I'm really proud of you, Niall. Okay, goodnight.

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Niall at the iTunes festival

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i wish we were just smart

without having to do the hard stuff

cause it's hard

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It's nobodies fault.

Just stop it.

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i'm suppose to be finishing homework right now

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Did you know that she cuts herself, too?

Yeah, she said so ..

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No you didn't, Cher. I know you didn't.

I'm leaving this house.

I am. I did okay, it’s my fault. Everything happened because of me.

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So...you kept the butterflies on your wrists, for her?

Yeah .. I did. I kept drawin' more whenever I felt the need t', ya know .. hurt myself.

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You're messin' everythin' up? You're not and you haven't done anythin' wrong.

I'm leaving this house.

Why?

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@KendallJenner: @NiallOfficial, you're in one terrible situation, I feel bad. But you can come listen to Paul with me anytime if it makes you feel any better.

@NiallOfficial: yeah i kno its confusin. an thanks. @KendallJenner

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@KendallJenner: As a bunch of drama goes down, I'll just sit here listening to Paul McCartney for the night. Don't mind me.

@NiallOfficial: can we switch places? @KendallJenner

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Why?

I'm leaving this house.

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Butterflies..?

I'm not exactly sure of what it came from, but .. When I confessed that I cut my wrists, Chachi took a marker and drew butterflies on my skin. She told me to name them after people I care about. The first few people I named them after were one of her ... [He rolled up his sleeves, exposing the butterflies on his wrists.]

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How do you even like Chachi?!?!

Because I still have the butterflies on my wrists.