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romanticising your life 101: love yourself. adore yourself. buy yourself a pretty bouquet from that quaint little flower shop. pay compliments to yourself whenever you randomly catch a glimpse of your reflection. get yourself gifts that you know you want and love not just things you need. stop waiting on others to do it for you. treat yourself like the princess/prince you are everyday and suddenly your life looks a lot brighter.

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Year-end thanksgiving '17

It's always raining every year-end thanksgiving, idk even when I were in PNK hehhe anyways it was powerful & a blessed day indeed!! Heheh Year-end is always gonna be my fav & alsooo of course worship service thurs/ sunday morning.

Aming AMA salamat po!

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Highlight this year '17 is vlogging.

I'd try.. yeah I did. Can we keep the yt channel a secret but it got 45k views, i mean the other vid.

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Senior year | Immersion, Radtech life.

Nov- Dec '17

Being the first batch of the curriculum k-12 here in PH is very frustrating like are we robots? But let me say that I'm not against about the govt and I believe that I should see things on positive side sooo here are the happenings during the short period immersion.

Me & Wezyl, medical field with Daniel. Royce & Mariah, Rence, Randell, Kevin, Edward sa Engineering sila.

> First week were about writing an application then listening to some folks about how they did it, it was like motivating us and encouraging us to choose the right path. Preparing us sa college life!

> We can say it was boring yeah, but highschool life is always be the best bc u have ur tropa, i got mine kahit konti sila.. never ako naghanap pa. They're sanli I keep praying for them.

> During the immersion of course we are trained & instructed to what we will be in the future, we experienced how to be a real radtech- Had the chance to visit QCGH, I am amazed with Ultrasounds, MRI & CT Scan mweheheh machines are very expensive.

> Every after the immersion, all strands all fields should gathered and one of the department should speak. One afternoon Mr. Leaño, a nurse tell me to stand and speak for what I've learned for entire immersion then everyone is joking sooo here what i said " Uhm in the Radiology department, we students taught on how to capture the diseases in our body and paano kumapa sa dilim (I'm trying to say how to develope the xray result bc the truth is sensitive naman talaga sa light ung xray film) so everyone's laughed and after that scenes the nursing department especially Mr. Leaño is begging to me again to speak!! But nooo, never happen.

> Highlights are I learned how to get vital signs, a blood pressure and how to do the Cardiopulmonary resuscitation aka CPR.

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I CAN'T BELIEVE!! IT HAS BEEN A YEAR SINCE I DIDN'T GO HERE!! Please forgive me heheh i'll update my life. I'll promise dat. 1ST YEAR COLLEGE NA AKOOO!!! ...AND SHORT HAIR ❣

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Better to burn out, than to fade away

• Be careful. Don't get caught. // 13 reasons why taught me huge things about life.

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Moving up day ni aeron // busog day heheheh #MyLatestFace bwahahaha sobrang dami ko po narealize kahapon medj azar àko kay mudrakel bakit ako lang ba anak mo? Ginawa naman ako katulog day! Dili man uy masaya :)

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Bakasyon na heheheh road to grade 12

Medyo mahirap. Medyo mahirap ang pinagdaanan ko about grade 11, pasado naman so far at alam ko hindi ako naging tapat 😔 wait basic calculus pasado ako ha pero last Tuesday bumalik ako para mag exam ulit sir Bob says dapat may alam ako oo nangopya ako nung exam pero may alam naman ako at napatunayan ko yan nung hindi niya na ako pinabalik kahapon heheheh saya po. May na us mag eenroll. But imma looking for outing with family or kung sino man hahahah genesis love padin kita 😘

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Somewhere in Pampanga, Last March 26! 5am kami umalis at si Wezyl natulog sa bahay wew ang creepy hehehez uhm saya po super saya po hays nag enjoy lang ako sa falls at tree house but naging survivors kami hahahah pero worth it sa nangyari nun pinupush ko talagang matututo na lumangoy langhiyaaa po :( Gusto ko ulit mag outing with them APRIL pa lang naman kasbu 😚 so iyon masaya with crush po eh hahaha lol yawqq pu hehehz

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There's a lot of changes

For the past days months & years there's a lot of changes with the peoples around me, with social media, with myself 😢, with my attitude, should I just be happy? Dapat ba? Hindi ako natutuwa even if I must be happy with it. May mga kagustuhan ako na hindi dapat ginugusto pero natutukso lol Nakakabwisit na feeling na dapat pigilan ko or else makakasira ako, mahirap magpanggap kasi ang hirap. Dami ko po pangarap at goals rn, pano po?

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It's been a six months...

It's been a six month tumble, sobrang dami na nangyari kasing dami ng pimples ko na dati wala naman grabe 2017 na birthday ko na din sa Tuesday tas ngayon lang ako nakapagkwento sayo. Yung dec 25, new year, about my section, about foundation ng lanting about my grades about my new friends, about my bestiee Royce, about everything na dapat alam mo hahaha sorry di ko nasabi na sa loob ng six months daming nawala pero dami din dumating. Si genesis lalo akong na in love sa kanya 😻 kahit hindi ko pa siya nakikita at hindi din pwede. Yung kulot sa stem a wala na infatuation lang din, si lazarte na lang yung kapalit niya crush ko siya oo varsity sa school number twenty three & siguro kapag di ko na siya nakikita lagi mawawala din to' kamukha ni genesis eh 😿😹 Si pasco close na kami with saf 5 na saf 7 na kasi kasama kami ni royce, si Wezyl at Mariah mas lalo Kong nakilala! Balik Kay pasco may nanaramdaman ako pero crush lang sino ba naman kasi Hindi magkakagusto sa kaniya he just so perfect with all his imperfections 5th floor to 7th floor nagkakaguluhan siya pati ata mga highschool pero Malabo na mapansin niya ako kasi tropa lang eh HAHAHA ayos na yun! March na ghad grade 12 na kami sa June, natututo ako sa lanting Hindi sayang ang tuition graduate na sana agad para first yr college na as radiologic technology em so excited to be a doctor! Char wala sa plano mga sir. May swimming kami ng saf 7 with wez & Mariah tska baka matuloy ako umuwi sa nueva ecija reunion with mes 2011-2012 batchmate 5yrs na lumipas yet di pa din nakakapag kita kita or baka ako lang di ko pa sila nakikita, miss ko na eh. So yun Madami na nangyari madami na ako natuklasan sa mga lugar at bagay bagay share ko sayo ha minsan. I just really wanna make a video my OWN video to post it on my yt channel after my 17th bday please sana!

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Engkkk Very Wrong!

Nag confess ako diba nung nakaraan? HAHAHA very wrong takte takte talga langhiya ayoko sa kaniya nilinlang ako wala akong gusto sa kaniya anube bat ambilis ko ma attached sa guy na wapakels naman sakin litsi therefore i realized charot haha guitarist or BB player? HA ano ang gulo hwag na magkagusto kasi lahat nalang pati yung kulot sa STEM A ambot 

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May your choices reflect your hopes, not your fears.

Nelson Mandela (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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“ Video Editing “ comes my fav

Last week banas na banas ako sa ET mali yung computation ng grades ko pero ayun hindi na nabago kaiyak diba bes. huhu! Pero yah knoe eto pinakahihintay ko eh video editing yung matagal ko nang gustong gawin mula nung nahilig ako sa yt and editing vids dahil pangarap ko to’ mag upload ng vids bout me vlogger yah know pero wala eh no cam no editing software pero kanina laking tuwa ko grabe lesson namin atleast may advantage ako kahit konti hehe saya ko talga!!! Gusto ko na mag upload ng sarili kong vid sa yt hep hep yung kanina sa comfoort room na fc ako kasi topic nila janina vela holaaa haha di ako mag isa sa school na naghihikahos para manood ng diy vids huhu bye 

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Painted House

Sa kanto ng street namin napaka magical alam mo yun classic music, pang tumblr yung town house tapos yung babae naka messy bun habang nagpipintura. Tiempo lang siguro last sat night naka open yung pinto sa taas nila kita kitang ko yung apat na canvas so ganda ng mga paintings yesh yung window nila meron mga sticky notes harap pa nila landscape na landscape yung mga bahay sa ibang bansa ganun ang weird nung guy dun siguro asawa niya yung babae basta siguro best moment yun sa knaila, kasi sakin super dabest kapag night with your love under the sky that full of thousands stars while you and him painting your favorite place or moments with classic musics playing <3

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Street foods// Tapat ng SM nova

I must say rp road is the best hays ngayon ko lang nalaman dun 4th pa lang akong kumakain dun huhu saya talaga peborit ko kwek kwek hahaha tagal ko na sa qc 5 yrs bat ngayon lang kita natagpuan

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Maniwala kayo may Baebyyy na ako!

Ayoko! Ayoko! Bakit gusto nila ko i attach sa guy na chararat haha chareng pero ayoko! Nakakainis lang ayoko matukso bakit parang naiinggit ako kapag may ka fling sila pero stooop mali to’ may pangako ako sa sarili at pamilya ko ayos yun kasi alam ng iba may bebe  na ako, advantage para maiwasan ligawan ng classmates or ng iba huuu ggss jk pero honestly natural lang naman na kiligin at lumandi or siguro may nakwento or nasulat na kao dito sa tumblr na may mahal ako but i realized nasa landi stage pala ako maari pang magbago yun eww kung may forever sa 16 yrs old na tulad ko kainis ang pangit sa pandinig kaya charot lang yung mga kwnto ko! At ayoko ng bf siguro loyal daw ako sa imagination bf ko HAHAHA kaya siguro akala nila meron na eh wala eh di ko nga alam kungg ahiuhskchyufbarrrrrrrjcdh ewan! Nabubwisit din ako kay efren asang asa maghihintay daw siya pakyu lokohin mo nenang mo atleast nasabi ko na unang una palang na AYOKO sayo ayoko takte isa pa to’ si yce kakabwisit tulak pa sakin papunta sakanya paasa daw ako feeling maganda eh sa ayoko ng lalaki sa buhay ko eh! hooo hirap mag explain sa mundo! ayunn p.s i;m not lesbian