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SAUR CLOSE TO 100????

CHILDHOOD FRIENDS — LHS X FEM!READER

Warnings : Suggestive, Sexual intercourse (making love basically), size kink (?), really vanilla tbh, unprotected sex (be safe lmao.), kissing, cursing

Synopsis : You & your close friend since you were young end up becoming more than just friends

A/n : this is my first ff on tumblr so sorry if it’s bad

I was getting ready to go hang out with heeseung, it’s been a while since we have since I’ve been busy with life and recently got out of a committed relationship. I decided to come visit heeseung at his parents place just to catch up on life and maybe end up accidentally sharing my love life with him like I always end up doing sadly. I walked grabbed my shoes from the rack, while simultaneously grabbing my house / car keys and turning the lights off in my room and shutting the door shortly after.

I walked into the living room and waved bye to my mom putting my shoes on at the door and soon after heading out into the night. I got in my car, and I got a notification. I grabbed my phone from my pocket and read the contact name answering it. “Hello?” I spoke. “Are you almost here yet? I’m getting tired, of waiting for your slow ass.” Heeseung spoke, I could tell he was smiling. I rolled my eyes, a smile growing on my face. “Yes, I’m just about to leave my house, clean your dirty ass room for me before I visit okay?” I spoke letting out a small giggle. “Yeah I will, hurry up tho, I haven’t ate yet.” He spoke. “Mhm.” I spoke before we said our goodbyes and I headed over.

After 15 minutes I arrived, turning my car off and heading to his door. His family knew me and was fine with me coming any time, I was like a daughter to them so they didn’t really care & end up asking when I’d come over if heeseung doesn’t bring me over. I walked over to his front door and texted him, “I’m here I don’t want to possibly disturb your parents hee.” I spoke, and shortly after hearing the hinges on the door twist, causing me to look up and see the grinning heeseung. “Hi, Y/N.” He spoke, hair a bit messy, and a loose tank top with grey sweats. “My moms sleep so please don’t be such a loud ass.” He spoke in a low tone. “I won’t, it’s cold as hell hee, pls let me in.” I spoke, wind blowing in my face. He moved to the side allowing me to walk in, taking off my shoes, shortly following him up the quiet stairs up to his room. He opened the door letting me in first and dropped my stuff off on the ground and walking to his bed and climbing in it.

“To be honest, I only agreed to come over because I wanted to lie in your bed.” I spoke laying down in a starfish position in the middle of his bed. “Really? Isn’t that why you would go and sleep over at jakes?” He spoke. I lifted my head up resting on my elbows. “Me and jake aren’t a thing anymore, why would I come over his place and lay in his bed?” I asked lifting a brow. “Oh yeah I forgot, you know you’re wearing his hoodie right now.” Heeseung spoke. “I know, it’s only because it’s comfortable as fuck, it doesn’t even smell like him anyways.” I spoke.

I was playing a game on his game and he was watching me, I started to get hot from the heat and took off the hood revealing my cleavage causing Heeseung to feel some type of way. “Why is she doing this to me.” Heeseung thought to himself whilst trying to keep himself sane. He thought other perverted things when I remembered him being hungry. “Hee, you told me you were hungry earlier, did you end up eating without me ?” I asked, he shook no immediately getting out his thoughts. “No I was waiting on you, would you like to order anything or something?” He asked me, I thought about it for a moment. “Pizza ?” I spoke he agreed pulling out his phone and ordering it.

“So, what have you been up to since the last time I saw you?” I asked heeseung, he paused after looking at his phone and thought about it for a moment. “Hmm, I’ve been busy with basketball pretty much, i haven’t really did much.” He spoke. I laughed a little. “That’s so boring, so you’re not gonna share that everyone thinks you’re a man whore on campus ?” I spoke lifting a brow. He looked up at me and lifting a brow. “Man whore..?”

“Yes man whore, you’ve slept with so many women & and ghosted all of them afterwards after giving them high hopes.” I spoke, he shook his head repeatedly. “It was only like 3 girls during summer break, it’s the middle of November.” He spoke, I nodded agreeing. “True, so sad I didn’t get to hook up or party this summer, I was in love with with a lier.” I spoke, I felt soon felt my phone vibrate in my pocket and grabbed it. I read the message it was a attachment from a friend. It was a picture of my ex making out with a girl at a party from when I got stood up on a date during the summer. “Great, he’s not just a lier, he’s a fucking cheater.” I spoke, heeseungs smile dropped once he noticed what happened. “What do you mean, what happened Y/N??” He asked getting closer to me to see visible irritation and a bit of sadness. He pulled me close and hugged me tightly, hoping that would help my sadness go away.

His calming scent made me feel better in a way, just being in his presence in general to be honest. I just wish I could find someone like him in a relationship. Everyone I talk to, either is a peace of shit or treats me like shit, but knowing hee’s always there makes me feel better. After a minute he let go of me and I moved from his warm chest and we made eye contact. Out of impulse, just in the moment I just began kissing him.

I wasn’t thinking, but he kissed back cause me to still not think. I’ve never really felt feelings for heeseung in a more than a friend way. It’s just in that moment, I felt the sudden urge to kiss him. The kiss felt so heated for so reason, lips feeling swollen, lips being bit and heeseung slowly about to make his way up inside my shirt, he suddenly bucked his hips causing me to feel his clothed dick. I let out a faint moan, I realized what I got myself into. I pulled back completely, causing hee to pull his hands down from in my shirt to settling on my thighs. “Hee, I don’t know what made me do this but we shouldn’t do this you know? It just kind of doesn’t feel right to.” I spoke, he looked at me, he fixed himself causing me to shift on his lap more and gave me a light pecks on my neck. “Hee, I dont-“

“Maybe you should get you mind off of Jake Hm? You’ve been dealing with this break up for so long, I just want to make you feel good okay?” He spoke looking at me, I was biting my lip a bit worriedly & what he said kind of calmed me down. I looked down at him from his lap thinking about him and his one night stand rumors. “I don’t know, those-“

“Fuck those rumors Y/N. Even if I did give them girls hope and ghost them doesn’t mean I’d do the same to you, you’re different.” He spoke looking up at me. Was he possibly confessing to me ? Was it just his dick talking or is this the same tactics he used on the other girls ? I don’t know. I just don’t want to loose a friend I’ve had for so long. I was deep in my thoughts that and he noticed.

He gave me a light & soft peck on the lips that pulled me out of my thoughts. “I just want you to keep your mind off Jake, but if you don’t want-“ i cuffed his face and began kissing him again, he’s done enough convincing for me to finish what I started. He places his hands hesitantly inside my shirt slowly, trying to keep my comfortable in the moment. I moved my hands from his face pulled his shirt up slowly while being submerged into the heated kiss we were having. I completely took his shirt off of him, making him break the kiss.

After a while of moving positions and fighting to get each others clothes off, we were finally naked. He gently placed me on his bed breaking the kiss, the feeling of shyness washing over me, him noticing it and he began reassuring me. “Let me know when you feel uncomfortable and want me to stop okay?” He spoke i nodded watching slowly feel on my folds causing me bite my lip. The slick from my wetness made him groan faintly, making his hardened cock twitch.

He licked the wetness left from me off his fingers and faintly cursed. “Fuck.” He spoke about to put a digit inside me. Causing me to stop him. “Wait!” I spoke stopping his hand. He looked at me a bit worried. “What is it? Would you like me to stop ?” He asked me. I shook my head no. “Can.. you just fuck me already? I don’t think I can wait any longer.” I spoke. He slightly pouted. “What? I was looking forward to giving you head but that can wait.” He spoke moving his hand.

He pulled me closer to him by my thighs catching me off guard for a second, and he began stroking himself a bit getting ready to align himself to go inside me. I watch him prepare himself and just thought to myself “He might be the biggest I’ve ever had..” I thought.

He was aligning himself in front of my entrance. He slowly started push himself inside of me making me feel full, I’ve never actually have felt this feeling since I lost my virginity. I gasped biting my lip trying to stay quiet. He smirked, and from this angle he looked so fine, he left his chain on and it just made him look 10x finer. He went in and out slowly making sure I adjusted to his size so I didn’t feel any discomfort. The 3rd time he did it I began to get frustrated. “I feel like you’re teasing me.” I whined. He laughed a little finally thrusting a bit causing a moan to rip out my mouth.

“Be quiet okay ?” He spoke, fixing my legs from the side of his hips to on his shoulders I nodded not being able to say anything due to the pleasure. He grinned.

It’s been a while since we started and he wasn’t gentle and slow anymore, thrusting and out of me at a steady pace, letting out lewd word from both of our mouths. Holding onto my thighs watching me struggle to be quiet.

The sight of me biting my lip as he thrusted into me occasionally rougher just made him twitch inside of me. He started to go faster causing me to struggle more and more to be quiet. I moved my hand from my pinched nipple to my neglected clit rubbing it while struggling to keep my eyes open. “You look so pretty when you’re like this, how could he cheat on such a gorgeous girl like you ?” Heeseung spoke grunting. Him praising me gave me butterflies, a knot also growing in my stomach.

“Fuck, fuck fuck, s-slow down please!” I spoke feeling him slam his hips into me making it harder and harder for me to stay quiet making him pull down and kiss me muffling every moan. The knot becoming tighter and tighter in my stomach about to burst. “I’m about- oh my- fuck!” I spoke in the middle of the kiss feeling him remove my hand from my clit and placing his rubbing it harshly making whine as I began to cum. He pulled back to rubbing my neglected clit, watching me cum on him making his dick messy. He came shortly after me pull out and coming on my stomach.

“You okay?” He quickly asked me, making sure im okay. I nodded. “Yeah, just tired.” I spoke sitting up slowly in a tired tone. “Give me a second, I’ll be back.” He spoke putting back on his boxers and sweats leaving the room coming back with a warm wet cloth, cleaning up my legs and stomach. “Do you want to take a shower?” He asked me i tiredly shook my head, “my legs are a bit sore & it’s really late. I’ll just take one when I wake up.” I spoke and he agreed. I watched him go in his closet to find a shirt of his to let me wear as I put my underwear back on. He came back and put the shirt on me.

After crawling into the bed with me and a falling asleep with me.

— I woke up to a knock on hee’s bedroom door catching me off guard. I shook him awake. “Hee, someone’s knocking.” I spoke, he sat up and nodded tiredly giving me a quick peck before getting up and putting a shirt on to go answer the door. “Yes ?” He answered tiredly looking who’s at the door.

His mom flicked his forehead. “Why were you and Y/N fighting?” She asked. Heeseung held his head surprised. “Oh- uhm .. it wasn’t over something dumb.” He spoke lying. “Next time you two argue pls keep it down.” She said walking a way, hee closing the door and crawling back into the bed tiredly.

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RED LIGHT — PJS X FEM!Y/N

Warnings : Heavy Angst, mentions of cheating, kissing, pet names (baby), cursing, arguing, fluff at the end.

Synopsis : Y/n is engaged to Park Jongseong, she found out some information that could possibly break their relationship for the worst.

A/n : I just randomly thought of this while grabbing a late night snack, and bruh idk man. I see jay as such a sweet bf but this just popped up.

My car was getting worked on, so Jay had to pick me up from work. That evening I found out something horrible.. Jay cheated on me. It wasn’t recent, but it still hurts me thinking about how he came home and kissed me with the same lips he used on her.

Waiting on him to get here I just looked at the beautiful engagement ring he bought me, struggling to keep my self together inside of the lobby of my job. I sighed loudly waiting for him to get here. My phone vibrated in my purse, I pulled it out and saw his it was jay.

“I’m outside baby.” He texted. I walked through the entrance of my job seeing his dark gray car, I opened the door placing getting in and putting my seatbelt on. “Hii, baby.” He spoke looking at me and smiling. It was the same old charming smile, the one he pulled me with the first time we talked. I just looked at him and smiled. He leaned in and kissed me, I didn’t kiss back.

He pulled back and looked at me for a moment noticing my emotion. “Are you okay ?” He asked me, I nodded. “Mhm, of course I’m fine, just tired. Todays been hell I just want to go home.” I spoke looking out of the passenger window, resting my elbow on the rest of the car door. I might’ve sounded like I was calm and fine in my mind, but to him I sounded upset. He just wondered what happened today at work and what he could do to fix whatever he did if he did anything. The love he felt for me was far to strong and his mind would overthink if he just let me sit there irritated and upset.

He pulled the car out of park, and drove off. The night sky above us, stars glistening in the sky. He placed his hand on my thigh like he would normally, but I moved it. “Jay no, I’m not in the mood to be touched right now.” I spoke in a kind of stern tone. He didn’t say anything but he felt horrible. He felt like everything was his fault. As he drove he got to a stop light. He mustered up the courage to ask me what’s wrong.

“Y/n, are you okay? You say you’re just tired but you sound upset at something, and whenever you’re upset about anything from work you rant to me about it.. this doesn’t feel like something having to do with work.” He spoke looking at me but watching for the light to change as well. “No I’m fine really jay, we can talk about it when we get home baby I promise.” “No Y/N, I can’t wait till we get home. Im really worried for you and I want to know what’s wrong and what’s on your mind.” He spoke. Looking at me, the last thing he wanted to do is wait that long to hear what’s wrong with me, he was growing frustrated.

I sighed, I knew weather I liked it or not this was gonna turn into a argument. So I shared what was on my mind for so long.

“Jay, did you cheat on me ? Please tell the truth.” I asked looking at him. He forwarded his eyebrows hearing what I said. “Baby what- what no. Where did that come from ?” He asked looking at me. “Jay, you’re lying.” “Wha- what, no I’m not.” I sighed briefly. “Jongseong, you are. You slept with my friend, at that party the year we moved in together.” I spoke, I felt kind of stupid & embarrassed for feeling so upset about something that happened 2 years ago. The moment I said that the red light sooned turned green. “What.. baby, listen.. she threw herself onto me I was drunk.” He spoke, I looked down at the engagement ring, rethinking our whole relationship. Maybe if I didn’t say yes to the study date, maybe if I did miss class that day I wouldn’t be in the predicament.

“Y/n listen, please it was a dumb mistake I think about all the time, I wish I never went to that party without you. I regret everything about that night.” He spoke, I just couldn’t believe him. I just couldn’t anymore. Jay never lied about ANYTHING! But this just broke me in a sense, was there other times possibly?

“Jay why would you prepose to me knowing you did what you did? Leaving me to think I’ve fell for the most perfect guy, you laid under me that night.” As I spoke about how I felt tears started streaming. “You kissed me, telling me how much you loved me, you kissed me jay, YOU FUCKING KISSED ME AFTER HAVING SEX WITH HER!” I yelled hearing the hurt in my tone. Jay didn’t say anything but listened, he was just upset at himself for the shit he did as a boyfriend and a soon to be husband. “I know Y/n, I regret everything.” He spoke. “Yeah, they all say that.” I mumbled, resting my elbow back on the car door. He knew I had trust issues from my past relationship & did that shit.

“I know I fucked up as your boyfriend, and fiancé. I regret that night so much, I wish it never happened but there’s nothing I can fix about it. I wanted to hide that night from you because I didn’t want to come to terms with what I did myself. I love you way to much to even do such a thing.” He spoke. I didn’t say and just listened. “And the thought of loosing someone I see as the mother of my kids hurts me so much. I don’t want to think about you with anyone else but me. I beat myself up every time I think about it.” He spoke audibly sounding hurt and broken.

I looked at him, seeing how hurt he looked. “Jay, I can’t see myself with anybody else, I only see myself with you, but this broke me. I don’t know how long it will take me for me to trust you as much as I did before.” I spoke. After that the car went silent until we got home, ignoring each other until we were both heading to bed. I was on my phone scrolled and he crawled into our shared bed later than usual for reason. He hoped I slept first, he just couldn’t think about talking about it anymore. Me neither, I just couldn’t keep myself from not speaking to him anymore. I put my phone down scooting closer to him catching his attention. Pulling him into a hug while laying down.

“Jay, I still love you okay? I never won’t love you. But what you did physically hurt me.” I spoke holding him. He listened to what I had to say. “I’m not leaving you, I never will. I just.. need time to trust you again.” I spoke.