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my brother found a whole-ass worm in his food so i guess that's all the thinspo i'll for the week. literally feel like throwing up.

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girl if i dont wake up with a 26inch waist im gonna flip my shit

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wtf is wrong with me i dont even feel ana anymore, like im eating 1000-1500cals a day and it just seems so much. i can hardly restrict at this point and it kills me.

please, i just want to be skinny.

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birthday tomorrow and im so scared :')

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we're going to my cousins party tomorrow and i was planning on restricting really low this next week to make up for the last week but there's gonna be cake n shit and i'll be forced to eat :(

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been so inactive lately, just havent felt that motivation i used to. no self control anymore. like today i definitely ate around 2000cal which is way too much. it's not even a restriction.

i miss those highs i got from seeing my net calories being like 500.

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breakdown of my lunch:

1/2 pack of instant noodles (75cal)

small carrot (like 15cal?)

some sriracha, soy sauce and garlic to taste (10cal)

total: 100cal noodles, without having to buy some expensive low-cal ones 😵‍💫

that feeling when you have a low but hella satisfying meal 😫😫😫

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that feeling when you have a low but hella satisfying meal 😫😫😫

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i made another uquiz. please find out which eldritch horror you'll meet at the grocery store and leave your result in the tags.

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me with the highest score so far lmaoo 😭

love how well-roundedly awful i am

fuck the seven deadly sins. reblog and tag your most toxic trait: aggression, suspicion, manipulativeness, dominance, risk-taking, callousness or grandiosity

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ginger... loves lasagna... a fucking fat-ass... i'm not your man im garfield.

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what's in y'alls ed stashes (if you have one ofc) ??

mine:

huge-ass tub of aspartame (😭)

some 0cal drink sweeteners - from the skinny food co.

2 packs of instant ramen that are like 150cal each which isn't too shabby imo

it's a bit depleted atm, though i will say that the granulated sweetener is a fucking lifesaver when it comes to cravings.

(it's not a proper stash-stash, just a box of shit i can eat without wanting to kms, hidden away so my parents don't sus it out that i'm getting worse -and skinnier 😍- again since they went ballistic the last time they saw i had any low-cal food items)

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someone tell me how well im doing even though im only 2 days into this stupid-ass hello kitty diet (i dont even like hello kitty tf 😭)

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tomorrow is an 800cal day omg im so friggin happy those extra 50cals are gonna be my everything

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miso soup my (low-calorie) love.. that shits gourmet i swear

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using you - mars argo <3

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me: omg i binged so much today im such a fat fucking pig i deserve to die

the binge: *still less than the daily recommended*