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OH, YOUR HEART, AORTIC WORK OF ART♥ MY LOVE, MY KNIFE, TO CARVE IT OUT, YOUR LIFE♥

just a fun thing i did today for my boy vortex. by the way, i'm on bluesky at nightynite if anyone's curious

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Found out his soul, well, it opened like an organ, And he talk, talk, talk, talk again, well-- Honest, even when I cheated them, but I could, I owed them my heart, well..!

so what if you were forced to repay a 'debt' to god that you never even asked for and. well. its all shitty and bad and it puts you through hell to get your husband back? yeah.

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this is a little guy im playing in a minecraft smp with my friends.. his name is the tyrant, and he's a bad-end version of the king :) which is a bad-end au of scott so... even worse!!

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"Can we erase our history? Is it as easy as this? Maybe in other realities The road never took this twist And I can close the door on us But the room still exists."

love is learned overtime<3 i found the beths thru ticketmaster scrolling (lol) and i was like ok yeah this popular song is popular for a reason so here's a fitting oc to go along w it!

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hey, i made one of those weird communities? except for postal. hope? you like it ig?

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Hiring Artists!

The PawBorough Team is actively seeking freelancer artists!

We're searching for artists in the "general" and "backdrop" categories.

The above graphics help to outline what artistic expectations these positions hold. We are looking for mainstay pillars of the team who can longterm commit to the project. In addition, we are looking for a backdrop lead who would work in assisting backdrop artists in maintaining style accuracy and improving artistic quality. If you are interested in any of these positions, please send your portfolio, resume, and any applicable content to: Pawboroughgame@gmail.com 🐾 Artists without portfolio work will not be considered. We will be looking for portfolio work with propensity to the necessary skills: feline illustration and understanding of feline anatomy, understanding of animal patterns, adept rendering and brushstroke techniques, a strong grasp on form shading, etc. If you do not have any relevant work in our style within your portfolio, we may ask you to perform a guided style test during the interview process! As long as this post is up, the position remains open.

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another page test for Duet, from a bit ago. this is during the 4th arc, where the king possesses scott

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i started writing a story. like, an actual book. this is the main character. his current name is Six!

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Ohh, so I was looking at my storage and found these! I originally shared them on twitter before yeeting the platform. Anyway, feel free to use! Art memes for your oc :D

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also here's my . like. fursona i guess. ive never had one before and i dont really consider myself a furry? but heres a guy

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RAHHH thats right im doing artfight again this year. come attack me Please. i do friendly fire and revenge attacks when i can!!

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i drew him. the guy. my guy. me. sort of. you get it

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i had an idea after going to a crane wives concert and so i sketched this up! it's sort of a page test for how i eventually wanna do my comic, Duet? this was really fun to work on tho lol. i wanna make more colored/shaded page tests... context: this is scott, the mc of duet. this is during arc 2 or 3 where he is :) trying to bring his husband back after forgetting him. and he feels like a horrible person because he's remembering the person he used to be, and the fact his amnesia made him forget his husband... lots of internal drama basically. the song is never love an anchor!

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hehe just a fun thing

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colors for this are based off the album cover for Tallahassee. this song got me through some hard times and it still does :)

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anyway i made this guy and im claiming the design as one i will not identify with my abuser anymore and instead one of my alters :) idk what we're naming this guy yet? i might choose like. Closer or Close or someth

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this is a vent. im appalled by some. behavior i had to deal with recently

so back in like idk 2021 apparently i made contact with an old abuser of mine. i was friends with him back from around 2013ish to 2018 and because of rising tension we stopped talking in 2019. i am a very passive person and would, at that time, do anything to try and make my friends stay around, even if they were bad for me well in march of this year i found out he did something that i felt, as a server owner of a warriors rp, i should remove him from that server as well as my close friends server. he retaliated with a deranged response that held absolutely nothing but a bunch of buzzwords and random insults, and told me that my friends and i groomed him. now, i dont know how i couldve possibly done this. he was always 2 years older than me iirc, and 2-3 years older than my current boyfriend. we were hurt, very very badly by him. i was forced into a situation where i was checking to make sure he wasnt self harming, and i was always promising id always love him and be with him because he would get paranoid about every little thing otherwise and assume i hated him. one time, i was waiting for him to get done with something, so i spent time with another friend instead while i waited. he blew up at me after that, and then got furious with me the next day because i was asleep and not around to listen to his suicidal venting i found myself constantly stressed out to the point i wasnt eating. i went sent to the hospital because they had to check if i had anorexia and if it had serious effects on my body. its not my place to talk about what happened to the others in my friend group who were hurt by him, but by god were we fucking damaged. i feel fucking appalled by the fact he said we groomed him. We groomed him. a bunch of people who were younger than him and constantly trying to be our best selves and answer to his beck and call, we were the ones grooming him. manipulating him. making him into something he wasnt.

well, newsflash buddy, if you ever see this post, and idk if you are, idc if you do, because i never lied about what i experienced. i never, ever, lied about what i experienced and how you made me feel. you traumatized me, and while yes, i was traumatized by other people as well, not just you, i can still say i know exactly what you did to me. i dont really think you were ever trying to be hurtful, i know you were always just messed up with your own trauma and mental disorders, but goddamn. god fucking damn you do NOT. HAVE TO LIE. about what happened just to garner "sympathy" from those around you i don't know why i bothered trying to make amends and accept that with new people fronting in your system that you'd be different. because in the end, you still lashed out at me and made up stuff that never happened. you still came at me saying i 'outed you' as something i never said and 'spread rumors' about you. to who??? what??? my man you need to get a different therapist and actually think about your past for a minute and wonder why a bunch of 15 year olds would be trying to make you into an abuser. oh, no, my bad, i mean--groom you into an abuser. because that makes sense

anyway sorry for the rant, normal people that follow me. i am just so. i dont even know what to say man. just dont contact the people who've hurt you, whether for a sense of finality on the subject or whatever. don't bother. they haven't changed