nihilanullus
nihilanullus
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nihilanullus · 2 months ago
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I am so sleepy
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nihilanullus · 2 months ago
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why do I feel so bad
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nihilanullus · 2 months ago
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heh you dont have to worry about me anymore, I'm not your problem
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nihilanullus · 2 months ago
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Sighssss loudly and slowly and feel the air in my lungs we are Not doing this right now. Yeah it sucks that it happened but be so for real even if you could you wouldn't.
I do not want that type of relationship anymore, or ever again.
So mourning the death of one is pointless.
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nihilanullus · 2 months ago
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Backreading old vent posts is Not a good idea !! I forgot that these things never stopped being true, I jsut stopped thinking about them.
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nihilanullus · 2 months ago
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Oh the past will kill you if you let it.
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nihilanullus · 2 months ago
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Me when I'm a liar HAHAHA LOL I am actively in bro's DMs
Call it petty if you must, but blocking him even after he's blocked me makes it feel like I'm slamming the door. Even though he's already all the way down the hall.
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nihilanullus · 2 months ago
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tweaks out just slightly
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nihilanullus · 2 months ago
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heheh why am I shaking <- Is running off barely any sleep or food (had 2 meals in the last 24 hours?)
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nihilanullus · 3 months ago
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whatever I'll just go kill myself then.
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nihilanullus · 3 months ago
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I'm so tired of thinking
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nihilanullus · 3 months ago
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I miss it so badly but what I miss wasn't real it was all in my head and I need to get that through my thick freaking skull.
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nihilanullus · 3 months ago
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Everyone is tired of me and tired of hearing me talk about it and so am I because honestly even if something changes, whats past is past and I should respecr myself more that that if it came to that but it wouldn't so I should just shut up I think. rveryones tired of hearing me anyway and I should just forget about it and him and everything.
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nihilanullus · 3 months ago
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God this is so pathetic.
We're acting like it's the same but it's not. And that's just a huge reminder. We're a shell of what we used to be. We are not [] and [] anymore. We're just. Two fools acting in a play for no one but ourselves.
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nihilanullus · 3 months ago
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is someone trying their best reason enough to forgive them?
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nihilanullus · 3 months ago
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In another universe your care for me is romantic, too, and we'd languish in each other's love.
In this one you care a lot, but not enough for me. For I am a greedy creature.
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nihilanullus · 3 months ago
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Sitting here trying not to think about how I miss something that never even existed.
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