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Night City Night Life

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Done with death stranding 2, now to fill the void by doing my annual rewatch of Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

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Anybody else have no idea how their personality is perceived by others? Like am I nice? Am I mean? I have no idea.

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sorry if i'm gonna be quiet for a while. my country recently introduced laws that make it so that in order to use social media to the fullest (not being able to view ns/fw content and in a few cases, not even having access to dms), i HAVE to give the sites my id/face scan.

it goes into effect july 25th. it'll probably effect here too, since this place allows mature content (tho not full on ns/fw)

i'm very distressed about it bc i might end up not even being able to talk to my internet friends. i don't really have any irl ones

if i have to disappear on most socials by then, you know why.

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Delegation

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me because I have an unhealthy addiction to characters being evil

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Mother Miranda | Resident Evil Village

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Hibiscus made of rose quartz and serpentine from China. -Natural History Museum Vienna, Austria

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begging small indie musicians to post lyrics to their songs because with all the love in my heart 🫶i dont know what ur saying🫶 and no one else can tell me 🫶

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Also it's hilarious people think I'm intimidating when I look like this when I'm sleepy, cuddling into my Pusheen cushion 😂

I literally do this every night, and I have a body pillow on the other side of me to hug when I need to turn around (I toss and turn a lot when sleeping but always need to hug something)

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In my heart, dollman is Luis Serra.

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Be a teachable individual YOU DO NOT know everything

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"enthusiastic consent" "dubcon" "noncon" ???con where we're both so neurotic and strange about vulnerability and emotional and physical expression that it'd take a crack team of philosophers to figure out whether anything about what we did together was consensual or even semiotically definable as sex

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“you’re so quiet” yeah i’m rewriting the same 3 sentences in my head while imagining a dramatic betrayal between fictional people. i’m BUSY

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in general I think I have a weak spot for sunk cost fallacy characters. no point in trying to change because there's no going back! can't stop now because the possibility of being wrong is too unbearable to face head on and would destroy me if I tried!