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aauauuaugh i feel so drained and tired. so terrible. if only horrortale sans was here next to me shirtless with his big chest out and purring and letting me touch his ribgs and kiss him. that would cure me

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hi sorry i haven't slept yet but while almost passing out i saw a very strong image of little wooden carvings of people with a boot hovering over them. and when the boot came down, some people didn't get pushed down as much as the others because the treads missed them.

But you have to remember you're still under the boot, even if the treads as missing you right now. You're still under the boot. You *will* be crushed down with the rest of us if something isn't done.

anyways sleep deprivation prophecy over im gonna go crash now

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Sip sip

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unfortunate side effect of having an international bestie is that when you try to complain about the weather you feel like a moron. like what do you mean i'm crying about it being 25 celsius because its too hot. 25 is her winter. i am close to tears on my bedroom floor, unable to do anything but sweat. when its 25 for her she shivers and puts on a jacket. what is this nonsense

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sorry bestie i am Not letting you hide this bc I thought the same thing

Just found the best word in the English language

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delicately holds up 2 characters (specimen) with tweezers whilst peering sagely through a jeweller's lens: "why yes. oh yes...they'll make a marvelous divorced couple"

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Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

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for clarification i mean both muzzle as in the gear and muzzle as in the body part. it's about someone else doing the restraining like it could be their hand holding my muzzle shut OR it could be a muzzle over my muzzle. but it's not the same if it's me doing it to myself it's about the comfort of being conrolled when being controlled is all you've ever known. only my fellow mentally/emotionally/physically abused trifecta holders will understand this one im afraid

need to have a muzzle not necessarily in a furry way (though im sure there's some intersectionality going on there) but in a "i was always taught to be quiet and unseen and restricted so now it's actually more comforting to not even have the choice to open my jaws" way

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need to have a muzzle not necessarily in a furry way (though im sure there's some intersectionality going on there) but in a "i was always taught to be quiet and unseen and restricted so now it's actually more comforting to not even have the choice to open my jaws" way

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i don't usually make these kinds of posts but in the tags tell me what symbolic imagery you associate yourself with i'm curious. personally i associate myself with eye injuries, the color red, and scorpions.

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new one

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H! R! T! T! O!!! G-O!!!!!

You! can! take! testo—sterone!

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I have the best friends lol. Look at this lovely cross stitch piece a friend made me!

EDIT: I have been informed that the pattern is by @shitpostsampler ! Thanks to those who let me know!

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These are so beautiful.

Credit goes to the wonderful artist: ChibiGreen