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it’s that time of year again~!

the time of year where my brain decides to keel over and refuse to do anything productive with regards to writing. it sucks! so i’m putting my blogs on a hiatus for now, mostly to get back into things on a slow pace.

however, i’m totally open to chat or plot on discord, which you can find me on at deadline. 💀#4473 .

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NBC’s HANNIBAL SEASON TWO SENTENCE STARTERS

❛ I am not the intelligent psychopath you are looking for. ❜

❛ Now… my inner voice sounds like you. I can’t get you out of my head. ❜

❛ You’re not my friend. The light from friendship won’t reach us for a million years. That’s how far away from friendship we are. ❜

❛ I’m going to remember, and when I do there will be a reckoning. ❜

❛ You may not believe me now. You will. ❜

❛ I am the unreliable narrator of my own story. ❜

❛ The traumatized are unpredictable because we know we can survive. ❜

❛ I’ve had to draw a conclusion based on what I glimpse through the stitching of the person-suit that you wear, and the conclusion that I’ve drawn is that you are dangerous. ❜

❛ I felt so betrayed by you. Betrayal was the only thing that felt real to me. ❜

❛ I guess I’ll have to save my own life. ❜

❛ Who is he to you that makes you want to risk everything for him? ❜

❛ Not only is justice blind; It’s mindless and heartless. ❜

❛ Saving lives is just as arousing as ending them. He likes to play God. ❜

❛ I want you to believe in the best of me, just as I believe in the best of you. ❜

❛ I’ve given my life to death. ❜

❛ I’ve always found the idea of death comforting. ❜

❛ Death is not a defeat… it’s a cure. ❜

❛ I’m not asking you to believe anything you can’t prove. I’m just asking you to prove it. ❜

❛ I’m going to remember you as beautiful as you are right now. ❜

❛ There’s no solution to grief. It just is. ❜

❛ For the courtesy you have always shown me, I am going to give you a gift. ❜

❛ Judas had the decency to hang himself in shame at his betrayal. But I thought you needed help. ❜

❛ The tragedy is not to die, but to be wasted. ❜

❛ You tried to kill me. It’s hard not to take that personally. ❜

❛ I wonder how many more people are going to get hurt by what you do. ❜

❛ I was thinking about funerals, and how often they make us want sex. ❜

❛ You can’t trust any of this to be what it seems. ❜

❛ What was done to you doesn’t excuse what you did. ❜

❛ You never answered my question. How would killing me make you feel? ❜

❛ Don’t you want to know how this ends? ❜

❛ I’d like to resume my therapy. ❜

❛ Doing bad things to bad people makes us feel good. ❜

❛ I don’t want to kill you. Not now that I finally find you interesting. ❜

❛ I prefer sins of omission to outright lies. Don’t lie to me. ❜

❛ With all my knowledge and intrusion… I could never entirely predict you. ❜

❛ I can feed the caterpillar and I can whisper through the chrysalis, but what hatches, follows its own nature and is beyond me. ❜

❛ Adapt. Evolve. Become. ❜

❛ Must I denounce myself as a monster while you still refuse to see the one growing inside you? ❜

❛ Typhoid and swans, it all comes from the same place. ❜

❛ What’s your private carnage? ❜

❛ I’d say this makes us even. I sent someone to kill you, you sent someone to kill me. Even Steven. ❜

❛ In love you take leave of your senses but in hatred you must be present to calculate your actions. ❜

❛ Don’t go inside. You’ll want to retreat. You’ll want it as the glint of the rail tempts us when we hear the approaching train. Stay with me. ❜

❛ Polite society normally places such a taboo on taking a life. Without death, we’d be at a loss. It’s the prospect of death that drives us to greatness. ❜

❛ I’ve never felt as alive as I did when I was killing him. ❜

❛ I know you’re scared. You only have to be scared a moment longer. ❜

❛ I’m not the product of anything. I’ve given up good and evil… for behaviorism. ❜

❛ Tell me, did your heart race when you murdered her? ❜

❛ Occasionally, I drop a teacup to shatter on the floor. On purpose. I’m not satisfied when it doesn’t gather itself up again. Someday perhaps, a cup will come together. ❜

❛ God is beyond measure in wanton malice, and matchless in his irony. ❜

❛ How was my funeral? ❜

❛ Whenever feasible, one should always try to eat the rude. ❜

❛ I killed him. I believed it was self-defense. And to a point, it was. But beyond that point, it was murder. ❜

❛ So much about this feels like a dream. ❜

❛ You don’t want me to have anything in my life that’s not you. ❜

❛ We are just alike. You’re as alone as I am. And we’re both alone without each other. ❜

❛ I am enchanted and terrified. ❜

❛ When the fox hears the rabbit scream, he comes running. But not to help. ❜

❛ When the moment comes. Will you do what needs to be done? ❜

❛ Be blind. Don’t be brave. ❜

❛ I let you know me, see me. I gave you a rare gift, but you didn’t want it. ❜

❛ Do you believe you could change me, the way I’ve changed you? ❜

❛ I forgive you. Will you forgive me? ❜

❛ You can make it all go away. Put your head back. Close your eyes. Wade into the quiet of the stream. ❜

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WESTWORLD; S01

send one for my muse’s reaction!

“Some people choose to see the ugliness in this world. The disarray. I choose to see the beauty.” 

“Don’t mind me. Just trying to look chivalrous.”

“There’s a path for everyone. Your path leads you back to me.”

“I am what I am because of you, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

“I had a question. A question you’re not supposed to ask. Which gave me an answer you’re not supposed to know.”

“There’s a path for everyone. My path is bound with yours.”

“You don’t know where you are, do you? You’re in a prison of your own sins.”

“You can’t play God without being acquainted with the devil.”

“See something you like?“

“I guess people like to read about the things that they want the most and experience the least.”

“Don’t mind me. Just trying to look chivalrous.”

“What if I don’t want to stay here? It’s just sometimes I feel like. The world out there is calling me… Whispering, ‘there’s something more.’“

“Some hands weren’t meant to pull a trigger. Perhaps it’s for the best.”

“You have to leave again, don’t you?”

“See? This is why I hide behind sarcasm.”

“Imagine there are two versions of yourself… One that feels these things and asks these questions, and one that’s safe. Which would you rather be?“

“The pain, their loss… it’s all I have left of them.”

“I used to believe there was a path for everyone. Now I think I never asked where that path was taking me.”

“I believe that only the truly brave can look at the world and understand that all of it… Gods, men, everything else… Will end badly.”

“Sometimes, despite your best efforts, you can actually be quite charming.”

“Our dead are never dead to us until we have forgotten them.”

“Dreams mean everything. They’re the stories we tell ourselves of what could be, who we could become.“

“I wonder… if you did take on that bigger role for yourself, would you have been the hero or the villain?“

“Don’t you get it yet? There is no such thing as heroes or villains.“

“I picked you precisely because you will never be a threat to anyone.”

“You said people come here to change the story of their lives. I imagined a story where I didn’t have to be the damsel.”

“Don’t worry. I won’t make you get your hands dirty.”

“Loyalty. Mine’s been taken advantage of, wouldn’t you say?“

“You ever thought about whether this is really the life you want?”

“My life before, I was so sure of the world. But now it feels like a lie.”

“I don’t wanna be in a story. All I want is to not look forward or back. I just wanna be… in the moment I’m in.“

“I’ve been pretending my whole life. Pretending I don’t mind, pretending I belong. My life’s built on it. And it’s a good life. It’s a life I’ve always wanted. But then I came here and I get a glimpse for a second of a life in which I don’t have to pretend. A life in which I can be truly alive. How can I go back to pretending when I know what this feels like?”

“I need you to be yourself, your true self… Smart, resourceful, capable of covering your tracks.”

“I’ll know I’m not a puppet living a lie. That’s enough for me.“

“What kind of people would we be if we simply let him suffer?”

“Given the severity of the situation, I figured you’d want to meet personally.”

“Wouldn’t you rather speak man-to-man? Or, rather, whatever it is we are.”

“If you go looking for the truth, get the whole thing.”

“[NAME], listen to me. What I did… you have every right to be angry with me.”

“See, [NAME], this is what comes from seeking answers to questions that are best left unasked.”

“Goodbye, old friend.”

“There’s a path for everyone. And my path leads me back… to you.”

“We’re outnumbered five to one. But seeing as you asked me so nicely, fuck it.”

“Blackmail? Nice try. You’re not thinking big enough.”

“I didn’t know how to fight. Didn’t have an instinct for it. Not at first. But then, I had a reason to fight. And somewhere along the way, I found out I had a taste for it.”

“I really ought to thank you, [NAME]. You helped me find myself.”

“In a way, I guess you were right. My path always… led me back to you, again and again.“

“I became exactly what you made me. You helped me understand this world is just like a game. One to be fought, taken, won.“

“I guess I should’ve known that’s what I would become for you… just another memory.”

“I thought you were different. You’re just like all the rest.”

“Time undoes even the mightiest of creatures. Just look at what it’s done to you.”

“Some people see the ugliness in this world. I choose to see the beauty. But beauty is a lure.”

“See you in the next life.“

“These violent delights have violent ends.”

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in  honor  of  black  veil  bride’s  ten-year  anniversary  for  wstw,  here  is  a  pack  of  sentence  starters  from  their  redux  ,  𝐑𝐄-𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇  𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐄  𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐒  !  some  lyrics  have  been  adjusted  to  make  them  more  viable  as  rp  sentence  starters.  please  feel  free  to  change  pronouns  or  adjust  wording  accordingly  !  enjoy  !  if  you  are  planning  on  using  ,  please  like  &  reblog  !  wretched  &  divine  and  vale  coming  soon  !

❝  you  kissed  the  lips  of  evil.  ❞

❝  two  months  is  all  the  same.  ❞

❝  i  begged  for  this  man’s  approval.  ❞

❝  your  words,  they  eat  right  through  me.  ❞

❝  this  love  has  died.  ❞

❝  you’re  by  yourself  with  me  tonight,  ❞

❝  it’s  what  we  hide  with  every  lie.  ❞

❝  i  think  of  it  every  time  i  touch  you.  ❞

❝  every  time  i  hear  his  name.  ❞

❝  death  could  hear  my  shame.  ❞

❝  liar.  ❞

❝  gently  rest  your  weary  head.  ❞

❝  what  you  live  for  now  is  dead.  ❞

❝  this  love  will  set  you  free  from  thoughts  of  yesterday.  ❞

❝  now  death  has  come  to  claim  your  beautiful  remains.  ❞

❝  goodbye,  a  soul  surrender.  ❞

❝  i’ll  strike  this  match  to  set  you  off.  ❞

❝  our  love’s  in  time  a  single  loss.  ❞

❝  you  never  listen.  ❞

❝  we’re  born  into  the  night.  ❞

❝  like  children  of  the  damned.  ❞

❝  our  pain  will  shine  a  light  to  those  who  understand.  ❞

❝  sink  your  teeth  into  forever.  ❞

❝  sunlight  burns.  ❞

❝  an  exorcise  of  life  cut  beneath  our  life.  ❞

❝  like  sould  who  missed  our  plight…  ❞

❝  we’ll  bleed  along  the  sand.  ❞

❝  awake  at  night.  ❞

❝  you  focus  on  everyone  who’s  hurt  you.  ❞

❝  write  a  list  of  targets.  ❞

❝  your  violent  lack  of  virtue.  ❞

❝  leave  us  alone!  ❞

❝  you’re  on  your  own!  ❞

❝  we  are  breathing.  ❞

❝  here’s  to  your  perfect  weapon.  ❞

❝  crack  bones  with  blind  aggression.  ❞

❝  like  birds  whose  wings  are  broken  ❞

❝  you  live  without  direction.  ❞

❝  go!  ❞

❝  alone,  at  last.  ❞

❝  we  can  sit  and  fight.  ❞

❝  i’ve  lost  all  faith.  ❞

❝  one  final  fight  for  this  tonight.  ❞

❝  with  knives  and  pens,  we  made  our  plight.  ❞

❝  lay  your  heart  down.  ❞

❝  the  end’s  in  sight.  ❞

❝  conscience  begs  for  you  to  do  what’s  right.  ❞

❝  stab  it  through.  ❞

❝  justify  your  pride.  ❞

❝  i  can’t  go  on  without  your  love.  ❞

❝  lost  you.  ❞

❝  you  never  held  on.  ❞

❝  use  my  breath  for  every  line  you’ll  take.  ❞

❝  when  you’re  lonely,  your  words  are  holy.  ❞

❝  a  deadly  grip  on  lies.  ❞

❝  sing  to  these  blood  red  skies.  ❞

❝  hail  mary,  whisper  softly.  ❞

❝  some  things  never  change.  ❞

❝  we  learn  from  all  your  hate.  ❞

❝  we  are  lost  in  your  mistakes.  ❞

❝  play  our  hymn  for  the  brand  new  day.  ❞

❝  we  burn.  ❞

❝  we  learned.  ❞

❝  here’s  to  your  martyr.  ❞

❝  watch  her  morals  bend.  ❞

❝  an  empty  story,  we  grow  hungry.  ❞

❝  you  cannot  win.  ❞

❝  i’ll  die  slowly.  ❞

❝  i  am  heartache.  ❞

❝  built  by  your  deception.  ❞

❝  a  blind  leap  of  faith.  ❞

❝  sink  in  anger.  ❞

❝  sleep  forever  now,  my  darling.  ❞

❝  i  won’t  dwell  on  heaven’s  calling.  ❞

❝  like  hell  you’ll  list  your  reasons.  ❞

❝  the  secrets  of  his  compassion.  ❞

❝  i  am  a  reason.  ❞

❝  i  am  a  victim.  ❞

❝  a  shining  beacon  in  the  sky.  ❞

❝  i  yearn  for  what’s  missing.  ❞

❝  an  angel.  ❞

❝  a  demon.  ❞

❝  we’re  soldiers  in  season.  ❞

❝  we  can  bring  change  before  we  die.  ❞

❝  never  give  in.  ❞

❝  never  back  down.  ❞

❝  when  your  life  feels  lost…  ❞

❝  fight  against  all  odds.  ❞

❝  the  damage,  inflicted.  ❞

❝  the  pain  and  lust  they  left  behind.  ❞

❝  through  sadness,  you  have  taught  us.  ❞

❝  unveil  the  sacred  order.  ❞

❝  you  told  the  greatest  stories.  ❞

❝  you  cannot  be  found.  ❞

❝  we  are  young  and  we  are  strong.  ❞

❝  through  strength  in  self,  we  become  something  more.  ❞

❝  i  raise  my  heart  and  say  i  won’t  believe  this  lie.  ❞

❝  i  know  there’s  something  more  inside.  ❞

❝  this  is  our  sweet  blasphemy.  ❞

❝  unchain  the  tied  and  bound.  ❞

❝  no  time  for  allegory.  ❞

❝  we  are  the  only  glory  now.  ❞

❝  hear  us  screaming  loud.  ❞

❝  those  times  in  life,  we  learn  to  try.  ❞

❝  with  one  intention.  ❞

❝  learning  how  and  when  we’ll  die,  but  we  can’t  listen.  ❞

❝  i  wish  to  god  that  known  that  i  didn’t  stand  a  chance.  ❞

❝  you’re  not  alone.  ❞

❝  we’ll  brave  this  storm.  ❞

❝  here’s  my  song  i  wrote  in  time.  ❞

❝  you’re  not  alone,  just  know  that  i  can’t  save  our  hearts  tonight.  ❞

❝  let’s  face  today.  ❞

❝  your  burdens  are  lifted.  ❞

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chameleon    circuit    lyric    starters   .

i don’t know why i never thought to ask him for his name.

please don’t let this danger just be another dream.

when you’re reaching for your light switch, make sure you’re prepared.

i believe everything happens for a reason.

what happens when everything goes dark?

seems i’m not that clever after all.

i’m sure nothing would happen if i were to…

if one of us dies, then the other will too.

i am locked in war with you.

we both carry the fire that is said to devour life.

i’ll be sure to meet you at the exit of the world.

i could conquer the world if i could conquer myself.

wait ‘til he discovers that the prophecy’s a lie.

i feel like your song is coming to its end.

damn you, don’t you cry!

everybody knows that everybody dies.

just this once, everybody lives.

why would you need comforting?

oh for god’s sake, kiss the girl.

you can’t stop me dreaming.

i won’t ever stop, ‘cause i know what’s right.

i was a teenage rebel and that stayed the same.

i hope it didn’t confuse you.

this pounding in my ears is calling me to rule the world.

don’t try to fight them, it’s too late.

it took you far too long to see me.

that’s okay. we’re all stories in the end.

i’ll still be there with all the days that never came.

tonight we fight for the fate of all mankind.

there’s gonna be an awful lot of running to do.

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what others call a rebellious phase I call the sudden realization I don’t deserve to be treated like garbage

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does time really heal all 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓈?

          if I bear it LONG ENOUGH…

will I forget 𝔼𝕍𝔼ℝ𝕐𝕋ℍ𝕀ℕ𝔾?

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loving your friends is gay culture and that’s just the truth of it

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britney  spears  sentence  starters ↪  taken  from  various  albums.  alter  as  you  see  fit.

“it’s hard to see with all the people standing in the way.”

“i’m not your property.”

“she can’t tell me who to be ‘cause i’ve got my own identity.”

“there’s things about me you just have to know.”

“i’m so glad we’re at the same place.”

“i’m just a girl with a crush on you.”

“the sense of loneliness will fade.”

“i need a hit.”

“that’s not the way i planned it.”

“isn’t she lovely?”

“now, i ain’t buyin’ that.”

“you were my real love.”

“and i’m back where i started again.”

“she’s so lucky.”

“i see the road laid out in front of me.”

“i’m miss bad media karma.”

“people are looking at us.”

“i must confess.”

“you’re haunting me.”

“sometimes i’m scared of you.”

“it’s the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard.”

“i don’t believe in fairy tales.”

“it’s not that i don’t want to stay …”

“how am i supposed to know what’s right?”

“it scares me ‘cause i’ve never felt this way.”

“i wanna believe in everything that you say.”

“it will be alright.”

“i used to go with the flow.”

“i just can’t control myself.”

“there’s only two types of people in the world.”

“i’ve had enough.”

“i know where you’ve been.”

“tell me you’re so into me.”

“guess you wanna be left alone.”

“i’d wait forever to be your girl.”

“i’ve been waiting here forever.”

“i’m still the girl you used to know.”

“if i said i want your body, now would you hold it against me?”

“if only you were here tonight …”

“your body language says so much.”

“it’s getting late.”

“hooked up with a guy named joe.”

“you don’t answer when i phone.”

“it’s like an endless fight i never seem to win.”

“what the hell, who cares?”

“how was i supposed to know that something wasn’t right here?”

“i made you believe we’re more than just friends.”

“another day, another drama.”

“i don’t wanna be so damn protected.”

“time may find me somebody new.”

“guess i can’t see the harm in working, and being a mama.”

“it’s you they’re all waiting for.”

“don’t you know that you’re toxic?”

“have you seen [name] tonight?”

“hush, just stop.”

“i feel so small.”

“where you from? how’s it going?”

“bet you didn’t see this one coming.”

“i shouldn’t have let you go.”

“there’s nothing that i wouldn’t do.”

“we can read each other’s minds.”

“i got you on my radar.”

“if you love me, trust in me.”

“it’s only your shadow.”

“i’ve got a feeling we’ll be so much more than friends.”

“all i really want is to hold you tight.”

“what would it take for you to just leave with me?”

“ i know what you are.”

“how was i supposed to know?”

“give it up and leave it all behind.”

“there’s nothing you can do or say.”

“here’s a picture of us two.”

“baby, i’m so into you.”

“i really want to know what we did wrong.”

“but i need to hear it straight from you.”

“my loneliness is killing me.”

“i’m not that innocent.”

“not tryin’ to sound conceited but me and you were meant to be.”

“no wonder there’s panic in the industry.”

“i am better off without you.”

“stop, you’re making me blush.”

“my friends say you’re so into me.”

“interesting sense of style …”

“i’m addicted to you.”

“i ain’t going nowhere.”

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HOUSE, M.D. SEASON 2, EPISODE 3, Humpty Dumpty (PART 2 OF 2)

»Feel free to change the pronouns as you see fit

“I don’t hate him.”

“The question is, why did I hire him?”

“You consider obsession a negative quality.”

“I got the bedroom”

“Did you know him while you were there?”

“My god, you’re subtle.”

“There’s no way you deduced where that key was.”

“I can be a jerk to people I haven’t slept with.”

“I’m glad you’re taking his impending death in stride.”

“Pride will kill you.”

“He’s worried about money.”

“Like you care.”

“Not according to the log.”

“She has trouble with these situations.”

“Wow, does she sound messed up.”

“She enjoys feeling guilty.”

“I’m just saying take it easy on her. You owe her that.“

"I think the medicine is working.”

“That wasn’t a complete waste of time.”

“Well, that all sucks.”

“She says one word and you say enough.”

“You have no idea what the underlying problem is.”

“You are being pretty aggressive about destroying a man’s livelihood.”

“Very sad, very emotional.”

“You have lost perspective.”

“Too bad, nothing’s ever right.”

“Are you sure I need to do this.”

“I’ll tell you what. Stop doing us favors.”

“You’re wondering if you made the right call?”

“I was so anxious to get ahead.”

“What does it tell us?”

“It’s technically true, but completely irrelevant. ”

“You speak Spanish?”

“What do you think the record for one handed juggling is?”

“If you’re wallowing in self loathing, I’ve got something that might help.”

“Ca-ching the new american dream. Happy ending.”

“Would the world be a better place, if people never felt guilty?”

“You see the world as it is, and you see the world as it could be.”

"The giant gaping chasm in between.”

“You’re not happy unless things are just right.”

“There’s no way she could have.”

“It’s raining.”

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MBMBAM starter sentences part 6

“He threw my chamomile tea!!!”

“How would you mask the smell of a corpse hidden underneath your floorboards?”

“I’m gonna pee about four times in that span of time.“

“Direct eye contact is way more erotic than hand holding.”

“It’s got a nightstick… because _____ get curious.”

“I’m gonna bone this dude.”

“Circuses were literally made for murders that look like accidents.”

“I pissed in the mop water.”

“It’ll bring you closer as friends—and criminals. Time criminals.”

“_______’s soul is a respite for a dark passenger.”

“You goddamn human disaster….!!!!”

“How much tongue stuff should I be doing?”

“Welcome to the apartment! CHECK OUT MY DIIIIIIIIIIICCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!”

“We gotta make sure they won’t be missed.”

“Can we get a jizz free guarantee for these paintings?”

“I know the answer—but it might kill you.”

“These sandwiches were delivered by death himself!”

“Here are some other ways you could kill someone in a circus: poison cotton candy. Rub peanuts on their clothes. Try sword swallowing.”

“Say that name just eight more times.”

“The sky’s the fucking limit as far as fucking goes.”

“There was so much goddamn dumb stuff in that sentence you just said it would take us a week to tear it apart.”

“Free me from this shit prison!!!”

“I MIGHT die, I WILL get a boner. That’s for ‘sho.”

“The juice is running—and the juice is also your blood.”

“_______! It’s time!!! Let me fuck that spot up!!!”

“1: It’s weirdly sexual. 2: Let’s take the murder out a little bit.”

“No!!! No!!!! Softer!!!!”

“How do find a clown that hasn’t killed at least one kid?”

“A life without looking at ______?! You might as well send it to hell!”

“This forest got me feelin’ real horny down there.”

“I don’t have any fluids in my body or my bowels.”

“I’m driving this bitch to ______, fuck off!”

“Are you curious about every nook and cranny of _______’s penis? Do you have an hour?”

“You better have a whole exit strategy!”

“One day I’m going to see your name in lights but first I’m going to see your name in shit.”

“If I’m going to do this I need to be standing in front of my open grave so I can topple over into it right after.”

“Soggy bottom? Soggy front, more like.”

“I’m pretty sure s/he doesn’t make love, s/he makes plans. Plans to fuck.”

[nirvanarot-a]

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 : 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬. / feel free to change pronouns! 

❝ i’m well acquainted with the dead. ❞

❝ i would advise against that. ❞

❝ oh, for fucks sake .. isn’t anything private anymore? ❞

❝ no, i’m through with this. i said my goodbyes to all of you when i said them to __. ❞

❝ we never forgot about you, __. you ran away. you cut us off. ❞

❝ i’m not getting involved with you, or anyone else, ever again. ❞

❝ see? it’s like i’m not even here. same as it ever was. ❞

❝ ah, so it was you that dragged him into all this? ❞

❝ oh, there’s so much you people don’t know. ❞

❝ why are you here? ❞

❝ we don’t have to want the same thing to be on the same side. ❞

❝ it could’ve been different if i wasn’t so fucking blind. ❞

❝ everything’s true, except for all the lies. ❞

❝ so, trust me now? i’ll be there for you, __. all you have to do is call. ❞

❝ what happened to you? ❞

❝ i don’t break that easy. ❞

❝ well, that’s all pretty crazy, but .. at least you’re not. ❞

❝ great. crisis averted. ❞

❝ well shit .. i had a special surprise prepped and everything. ❞

❝ we can always .. tweak the rules a bit. ❞

❝ sound like fun? ‘course it does. ❞

❝ i love you so much. ❞

❝ i shouldn’t have kept you in the dark. ❞

❝ i didn’t come all this way for the sight seeing. ❞

❝ doesn’t sound like a problem to me. ❞

❝ no one can spy on us in here, it’s just you and me. ❞

❝ i’d never manage without your help. ❞

❝ well. you certainly caught me with my pants down. ❞

❝ i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to alarm you. ❞

❝ i find the thought terrifying .. spending eternity alone. ❞

❝ i’m glad we could have this conversation. ❞

❝ well. i never expected you to open up to me. ❞

❝ shh .. keep your voice down. ❞

❝ bless your heart .. and thank you kindly. ❞

❝ careful, contents are fragile. ❞

❝ me? i’m— i’m no exception. ❞

❝ but i wonder .. when you look death in her eye, will you blink? ❞

❝ —the fuck? ❞

❝ i’ve got the whole world in the palm of my hands. ❞

❝ and it wouldn’t have been possible without a boyscout like you. ❞

❝ what the hell did he do to you? ❞

❝ fuck you! ❞

❝ don’t you get it? we can speed this up or slow it down, but we cannot stop what we’ve started. ❞

❝ ‘cause all this? this is a done deal. ❞

❝ now come and get me. ❞

❝ well— we’ll pick this up when you’re done dying. ❞

❝ you gonna come through for me? ❞

❝ be careful. ❞

❝ you ready to end this? ❞

❝ you just don’t get it do you? ❞

❝ this was only ever gonna end one way. ❞

❝ you getting a little .. touchy-feely there. ❞

❝ too bad you didn’t stop shit. ❞

❝ well get on with it. ❞

❝ guess i left a lasting impression. ❞

❝ this time you’re the one who’s going to break. ❞

❝ honey, you ain’t nothing but damaged goods. ❞

❝ what took you so long? ❞

❝ we’re square. nothing owed. nothing left to say. ❞

❝ you’re right. i never gave a shit about this place. i have no ties to anyone or anything but you. ❞

❝ you’re in no condition to do this. ❞

❝ ‘cause it was hard enough keeping my own shit together. ❞

❝ killing you would be a terrible mistake. i know that better than anyone. ❞

❝ you can’t stop the inevitable. ❞

❝ you can either end it with dignity. quick, clean and in a flash— or you can struggle in vain, knowing full well what’s waiting come the finish. ❞

❝ i’m here for you, always .. like you were for me. ❞

❝ a gun won’t help you here, but it still has a role to play. ❞

❝ i can’t go with you. all i can do is try to spare you the worst. ❞

❝ if i had just done my job none of this would have happened.. but i— i couldn’t take it anymore. i got so tired of waiting, and i figured that no one would blame me if i just got it all over with. ❞

❝ sounds like hell. ❞

❝ even if we aren’t together, we will always be connected. ❞

❝ you have no idea how long i’ve been waiting to give you a hug. ❞

❝ i don’t expect you to forgive me, but would you hear me out? ❞

❝ i did it for her.. because i loved her with all my heart. she was everything to me. everything. ❞

❝ there is no atoning for what i’ve done. ❞

❝ if you’re not scared of death, how can you value life? and life is pretty fucking fragile right now. ❞

❝ thanks for everything. ❞

❝ doesn’t mean there’s a place for me. i’ve got no ties to anyone or anything.. i might as well be dead. ❞

❝ everything i touch, i lose. ❞

[nirvanarot-a]

thanatophobia

(noun) Thantophobia is defined as the fear of losing someone you love. With ancient Greek roots, the word “thanato” is directly defined as death. If one has thanatophobia, they fear the death of a loved or the metaphorical end of a relationship or friend with someone they hold extremely dear.  (via wordsnquotes)