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Hello everyone.. happy friendship day to all.. Ohk this friendship day m gonna reveal all my feelings that how i react and what i feel when i am with you all.. :) So it's all started on 22nd july, 2016.. the day when i joined Twitter.. well it was Armaan's birthday. My birthday as well.. that was a phase of my life when i was completely shattered. I was facing a lot in my life.. social media was the only medium to divert my mind. I started Fangirling over him. N wahan se sab shuru hua. I started interacting with you all. The way you guys supported me was just incredible. I mean i never knew that internet friends will become such a huge part of my life. Whenever i felt low, i pinged you. Shared my thoughts with you. N tum log patiently sunnkar suggestions dete the.. well thanks for tolerating me 🙈😂.. cz i know m senty-est ever person. Bohot jaldi emotional hoti hun. Kaafi cheezen huin.. that time i was suffering from cancer. N uss cheez ko accept karke move onn karna, hasna sabke sath, was just fucking difficult. I was enjoying your friendships. But jab raat hoti thi, n main phone ko side pe rakhke apni real duniya mein jab wapas aati thi toh sirf darkness dikhta tha.. i know it's typical but yeh hota tha.. But dheere dheere friends badhe. N meri sadness divide hoti gayi.. your love was the biggest strength of my life. i never thought that i'll choose music as my career. But you all made me believe that i can do it. The way you guys supported me was just beyond my imagination.. n i decided that i'll definitely work hard to make this dream come true..thanks to you all.. You wouldn't believe that i have no friends here. Yeah it's true.. i have not a single friend here, jo ki aake mujhe happy friendship day wish kare n hug kare n chocolate de. Seriously. Jo ho tum log ho.. that's why i say that m blessed to bave you all. You know i have to be decent, disciplined girl at home, but with you all, main ek dum crazy bann jati hun, i have no control over my fingers, that what i type as a reply or a tweet. I just do.. i share my feelings. I even fight. I say whatever i want. N the best thing is you all accept me as i am. The amount of love you all pour on me, i swear, i thank to God every single moment for blessing me with such beautiful souls. Those who are with me from the very beginning can notice a change in me. Like the girl i was in 2016 and abhi in 2017, there's a huge difference. I now more matured, stable, solved.. i know how to deal with life and how to tackle tough situations n trust me, this is coz of you all. You all together complete me as a person. Abhi bhi m so open n frank ki kya bol ri hun mujhe bhi nahin pata.. 🙈😂🔫 Actually what i want to say is I LOVE YOU ALL A LOT.. Thank you for everything you do to make me smile, you guys made my birthday so special. Those heartfelt messages were no less than warm tight hugs for me. Thnk you for listening my nonsense talks. Cz i know m crazy n kuch bhi bolti hun.. thank you for supporting my music. Thank you for being my best buddies. Thank you for being my 3am friends. Cz i know you alm are dedicated iwls n whenever i'll ping you, you gonna reply me😂 thank you for teaching ne how to spread love. Cz main itni sad rehti thi ki koi bhi baat karta tha toh uska bhi moid kharab ho jata tha.. 😝 thank you for loving me.. ❤ thank you for making me feel special every single through you tweets.. i swear i read them n feel so happy.. :') they are just way too cute.. And yeah thank you for reading this post so patiently 😂😂 i know it's long emotional n boring... I can't take individual names cz bohot sare log hain.. or sab bohot ache hain.. ❤ I want to write a lot but fir post aur lamba n boring ho jayega n i'll recieve flying chapoals😂 This is the last friendship day with you all. Cz I'll leave social media soon. N dnt worry. For a goid purpose obviously. Cz thare a lot many things which i have dreamt about. So i need to work on that. M sorry pehle se cz i'll be completely off.. maaf kar dena. Sorry if i ever hurt you unintentionally.. but i love you all dher sara.. ❤ Bhoolna mat mujhe warna i'll haunt you in your dreams.. 😈 #HappyFrienshipDay

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Ufff.... I was right... This happened.. yet again.. i think you all don't understand english so lemme right this note in hindi, maybe tab kuch samajh aaye... Maafi chahti hun agar aapko bura lage lekin main bolungi.. 😑😑 Pehli baat toh yeh batao mujhe ki dimag naam ki cheez hai ya nahin!! Ek baar mein kuch bhi samajh nahin aata kya.. zabardasti ka naatak zaruri hai!? 😠 Jab ek baar ache se pyaar se tum sabko kaha gaya ki wo celebrity hai, wo jaise chahe waise apni life jee sakta hai, jiske sath chahe uske sath ghum sakta hai, jis ladki se chahe uske sath relation mein aa sakta!! Lekin tum logon ki itni kyun jalti hai!! 😤 Fan ho, supporter ho, biwi nahin jo itna insecure ho rahe ho!! Insecurity kis baat ki yaar!! Pati hai kya wo tumhara! Wo toh tumhe aakar yeh nahin kehta ki iss ladke se baat mat karo, uss ladke ke sath selfie mat lo, fir tumlog kyun itna pagal hote ho!! 😡 Yaar waise toh bada bolte ho ki hum Armaan ke liye yeh kar denge, wo kar denge, jaan de denge apni uski ek smile ke liye, lekin dekho uske sadness ka reason banne mein koi kasar nahin chhodte!! Zara sa kuch post kiya usne, tut padte ho uspe! Arey baba he is just sharing his beautiful moments with us, yeh sochkar ki hume yeh na lage ki wo hume ignore kar raha hai, lekin use appreciate karne ki jagah hum use hi bhala bura kehte hain!! Aise aise comments karte hai jo koi apne dushman ko bhi na kare!! Yaar bas bhi karo ab apni ye nautanki😤😩 tumhari private property nahin hai wo!! Uske mom dad ko agar koi problem nahin hai wo jiske sath bhi rahe toh tum kon se khet hai kaddu ho yaar!! Dusron ko judge karne se pehle khud ko dekho!! Itni khushiyan deta hai wo hume, or hum kitna hurt karte hain use!! Yaar fir bhi kuch nahin kehta wo,chup chap seh leta hai, kyun!!! Taki hume bura na lage!! Kabhi uski jagah khud ko rakhke dekho, tab pata chahlega ki uski life bhi aasan nahin hai!! Ek toh wo waise bhi humesha busy rehta hai, muskil se kuch pal nikal pata hai apne liye taki thoda tension free hoke kuch waqt bitaa sake. Lekin hume use bhi barbaad karna hai apni dramebaazi se!! Sach kahun toh aise log toh ARMAANIAN ne naam pe dhabba hai by God!! Agar itne hi insecure ho toh yaar chhod do yeh fandom or jake jiyo apni zindagi.. atleast use koi pareshani toh nahin hogi!! Reply chahiye, follow back chahiye, birthday wish chahiye, ARMAAN kisi or ke sath pic mat lena, kisi ke close mat jana, pyaar mat karna kisi se, shaadi mat karna, flirt mat karna, ye mat khana, wo mat pehenna, wahan mat jana, isse baat mat karna bla bla bla... BEEP BEEP BEEP.😤😤😤 Chahte kya ho tum, saint ban jaye wo!! Chhod de yeh sab!! Chala jaye himalaya pe!! BAS KARO YAAR, PAIR PADTI HUN, HAATH JODTI HUN MAIN, JIYO OR USE BHI JEENE DO!! N HAAN APNE DIMAG KA ILAAJ BHI KARWAAO,BOHOT ACHA HOGA, TUMHARE LIYE BHI OR TUMHARE AAS PAS KE LOGON KE LIYE BHI.. OR HAAN, SORRY TOH MAIN BILKUL BHI NAHIN BOLNE WALI.. #UkhaadLo 😑

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XYZ- Tumhari khoobi kya hai. I mean whats your talent?

Me- I can sing, not so good but yeah i can. 😶.. And i want to become a playback singer and a performer..

XYZ- OHH, Dts good!!! Yeah you have a good voice but i want to tell you few things, i hope you won't take me wrong..

Me- Yes, you can..

XYZ- See i know you are so passionate about your music n anyhow you want your dream to be fulfilled. N i will pray for you.. but they are few things which you have to be aware of.. See dear, just a sweet voice won’t help you out to win millions of hearts. Looks also matters. You have to be beautiful enough to rule over music industry through your voice. I know it will hurt you but thats the sad truth dear. I know you are working hard on your voice but you have to work hard on your looks and personality as well. I’m not saying you are not beautiful but this is not enough. You have to show your skin as well. And i know you are a shy girl!!! So… 😶😕 I hope you understand……

Tears rolled down my cheeks and i left that place immediately.. i was cursing myself that why i’m not pretty? why my complextion is not fair? Why i’m not BEAUTIFUL? Why i’m facing so much of difficulties cz of my looks?

Is this true!!…

Few days ago, i uploaded a cover on instagram.. My cousin heard it.. She appreciated my voice n i really felt good :) we sat n talked for hours.. Then she told me all these things.. Bura laga, bohot hi zada bura laga.. But i think she was right. It is actually happening now a days. People having extremely awesome voice are left behind and those who need auto tuner everytime when they record are rising up like hell. I won’t take those names, but i know you all will understand what i’m trying to say. Not only girls, even male singers are also facing this. People are not judge on the basis of their talents. You can’t do anything if you don’t have a good personality, an attractive figure, a charming face! This is true. Complextion does matters… Figure does matters.. You can’t grab someone’s attention if you are not sexually attractive. You have to be bold. Yeah!! I’m talking about casting couch, n yeah its still going.. kuch chehre samne aate hain, toh kuch nahin aa pate!! Raaton raat kismat badal jati hai if you agree to show your bold side. Isn’t it dissapointing??

I’m sorry, i’m unable to type more cz i can’t control my tears.. :’)

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Hello my Armaanian friends, I hope you all are doing good. Actually this note is specially for all the girls out there. Its a very deep and personal thinking of mine which i really wanted to share with you all. I hope you will understand what exactly i want to say... I have seen a lot many people requesting Armaan not to fall in love, cause they love him so much and they just can't see him with anyone else. Mmmmm... 😞 Acha lemme tell you, this is not LOVE, this is called SELFISHNESS. sorry to say. See love is not about expecting the same amount of love from the person whom we love. Its about sacrifices we do for them. C'mon, you are in 21st century now. Don't be so narrow minded. Sometimes people are so hypocratic as well. Like pehle toh they say, "Armaan please share you feelings with us" and when he do so, we all say "Arey but you should not feel so, socho humara kya hoga" and its true. You can't deny this. Lemme give you an example, remember that Chennai wala concert where Armaan saw a girl, and he felt something for her, he didn't even knew her name, but we all crashed on him like "Armaan, yeh kya bol rahe ho, aisa nahin hona chahiye" , "Armaan bolne se pehle soch toh lete ki humara kya hoga", "No Armaan you can't fall in love itni jaldi" and bla bla bla.. i mean like really!!!! Dude whats his fault!? He is also a human, he is also having a heart, he also have a right to fall in love with whoever he want, but who we are to troll him for such a stupid reason. That day Armaan was so sad that he immediately deleted his post! This is what you wanted! Guys we are his fangirls, we have a limit. And sometimes we cross that, either intentionally or unintentionally. But it hurts him a lot. Trust me, he is aware of every single thing we do. Guys you know he loves us so much. He always calls us "My Armaanians" . Can't you see that. I bet no other idol have done so much for his/her fans which Armaan is doing for all of us. He always keeps us on his mind before doing anything. Arey he was on his vacation, obviously he enjoyed a lot but he could have enjoyed it alone, why did he shared each n every moment with us, in the form of live chats, videos n pics! What else do we want! I don't know what you all think but according to me, he loves us even more than we do. Recently he tweeted about religion thang, which was a bit rude, i know but everyone bumped on him for the way he tweeted, no one noticed what he felt coz of that. He have warned us so many times not to ask him about these stuffs, he is not like those celebs who can go to any extent in order to gain attention. He don't like it at all. But people will never understand this. They can even hurt him to get noticed. Is this your culture! This is what you learn on daily basis!? This is what you want being an Armaanian? Sorry this is very dissapointing. So what if he sings romantic songs related to baarish n all. He hates rain, thats it. Why you guys are facing so much of difficulties in acceptiong this fact!? You love rain that doesn't mean that you will force him to love rain!! Sabki apni choice hai and its his life, its his choice. Let him be. His happiness should be our first priority. There are lot many stuffs which indirectly hurts Armaan but he never show that. And do you know why!? Cause of us, but still we never miss a chance to hurt him with all these stupidities. He is now less active than before. I'm sure you all have noticed it. His chat sessions are now less often, and you know the reason, i don't need to explain this. Log kuch bhi puch lete hain. He is so frank us us, but who gave you the right to ask him super personal questions. He have shared almost 99% of him with us. Bhai aur kya chahte hain aap sab!!!! Guys isse pehle ki kuch bhi bura ho, please stop all this. Extreme of anything can destroy everything. I don't want to make it a "LONG BORING POST" but i hope readers will keep those points in their mind before tweeting/posting anything related to Armaan. I am sorry for being so rude. But this ws much needed. Thank you, have a nice day. -Nishi ✍ @armaanmalik22

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He is an ultimate blessing to this entire universe. He is no less than a God. "GOD OF MUSIC". His voice will make your life even more adorable than any heaven. The bond between us armaanians n @armaanmalik22 is just so perfect that no one can describe it in the combination of 26 alphabets. He is the most humblest person ever. His only motto is to spread love and happiness all around the world, and the medium is "HIS MUSIC". He never fails to motivate us and inspire us through his original qoutes. He is the BEST and will be best FOREVER.. I feel so proud to be his armaanian, and i will keep supporting him till my last breathe. I love you @armaanmalik22 Keep shining bae ❤🌹

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Your Music Is The Only Thing That Gets My Mind Off Everything Else.. Your Music Is my 1st love N Will Be Forever... So much In Love With Your Music... #LYTTE❤❤❤ @armaanmalik22

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Thanks @barish22

Few of my friends asked me dt y i love u ds much.. u r js a singr having good personality.. wt else z der in u.. i replied to dem “don’t judge him by his cover.. jus look in n discover.. he z a true soul wd a pure heart.. his thoughts r az clear az a crystal.. he z full of love n sweetness.. he z beyond comparision.. actually d combination of 26 alphabets can never explain u wt he z.. he z an angel.. he z d most humblest person in ds entire universe..” I waz in tearz at dt time(proud wale tearz).. Music z sed to b the language of angels n it is abolutely true.. u r an angel n music z ur language… u alwaz say dt u feel so blessed to have us in ur life but u knw wt Armaan, we all Armaanians feel 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000×infinity times more lucky to have u in our life.. u hv tuned d life of lifeless people like me… i love the way u hold ur guitar n sing.. so passionately u do.. u alwaz inspire us a lot to b d best version of us.. Kp motivating us like ds.. kp spreading ur love n magic all around the world.. i love all ur songs a lot.. n m so addicted to ur voice dt i cnt imagine even a single day of mine wdout ur songs.. kp slaying az u alwaz do.. love you till the end.. my prayers r alwaz wd u.. ❤❤❤ @armaanmalik22

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Few of my friends asked me dt y i love u ds much.. u r js a singr having good personality.. wt else z der in u.. i replied to dem "don't judge him by his cover.. jus look in n discover.. he z a true soul wd a pure heart.. his thoughts r az clear az a crystal.. he z full of love n sweetness.. he z beyond comparision.. actually d combination of 26 alphabets can never explain u wt he z.. he z an angel.. he z d most humblest person in ds entire universe.." I waz in tearz at dt time(proud wale tearz).. Music z sed to b the language of angels n it is abolutely true.. u r an angel n music z ur language... u alwaz say dt u feel so blessed to have us in ur life but u knw wt Armaan, we all Armaanians feel 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000×infinity times more lucky to have u in our life.. u hv tuned d life of lifeless people like me... i love the way u hold ur guitar n sing.. so passionately u do.. u alwaz inspire us a lot to b d best version of us.. Kp motivating us like ds.. kp spreading ur love n magic all around the world.. i love all ur songs a lot.. n m so addicted to ur voice dt i cnt imagine even a single day of mine wdout ur songs.. kp slaying az u alwaz do.. love you till the end.. my prayers r alwaz wd u.. ❤❤❤ @armaanmalik22

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Its all anout verifying ur account

Hy @somesh88

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Wassup

Hy @somesh88

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Hy @somesh88

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U r a big inspiration to the whole youth genration Armaan.. i love the way u think.. all ur thots r so heart touching.. kp inspiring n motivating us like ds.. BE YOU ALWAZ.. #LYTTE ❤

My Grandma narrated to me that long back Mohd. Rafi Sahab had told her and my granddad to teach my Dad and his three brothers a very valuable life-lesson before they enter the film and entertainment industry-

“Be like a Lotus. Float in the dirty pond, but never lose your beauty, purity & innocence. Never let the drops of the dirty pond ever come onto you.”

This lesson has impacted me in innumerable ways 🙏🏻

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Nurture your mind with good thoughts... to believe in heroic makes heroes

#NishaThots ☺

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LIFE IS SO UNFAIR NAA.. FIRST IT GIVES US SO MUCH TIME TO BE TOGETHER SO THAT WE CAN KNOW EACH OTHER WELL.. AND WHEN WE KNEW EACH OTHER WELL, WE HAVE NO TIME TO BE TOGETHER... #ThisIsLife 😢

Nisha thoughts..

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My Very First Tumbling 😉 So happy to join tumblr... N d reason z 1 and only Armaan.. ARMAAN's Music, My love, For Life... #LYTTE ❤ ❤