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big sister Saude

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A couple of works for Walpurgis Night askblog event! Ayin's got a P Corp identity and Gregor's got Hohenheim.

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Though i haven't been posting it as properly titled, i've had an askblog role for Ayin since August '24, and it is time to leave it be and this is the closing post. Funny how it kinda looks like an opening one as well. There's gonna be another small post a few days later but it's also got Gregor there yadda yadda

This one's inspired by Parkwood's Five Years. It's a song about grief over someone's successful suicidal attempt, which is actually fitting for both Ayin and Carmen in its lyrics, just that it fits her better with the reason of suicide. You traded us away to ease the pain, you traded us away to ease the pain. It's a good song. There's some lyrics i didn't manage to include on-screen so i strongly suggest you listen to the whole track.

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Hokland askblog post #13 and final: show us your favourite AU of your OTP (there's several) + simply have your OTP kiss.

Askblog tag: #nmoroder hokland ask

This is the final post for the askblog role, but certainly not the last you'll see of these guys! Just gotta let go of some askblogs in order to do new stuff and i have less time for art now sadly. On the bright side i finally got to make a reference to Der Kuss and it's in the final askblog post and thats somewhat symbolic as i wanted to do that from the very beginning...

About AUs mentioned: it's the Benji-Binah AU, the one swapping Benjamin and Garion completely including gender due to their Sephirot places (see #benji binah au); the AU with genderswapped Roland which i've made a few posts of; and a crossover with Monochrome Factor manga which is relatively new and i'll make some posts about its design and overall plot later.

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Thus two solitudes met and made a bonfire

And the bonfire won't flare up; that's the whole story

that's a song in Russian titled "Два одиночества" which I've known for my whole life but just yesterday i've heard it on the radio and....... oh. Yeah. It's what i feel towards hokland on the better days. I mean it's the more logical and less romantic approach I'm having from time to time cuz two wolves constantly fight inside me on many of my ships - the sweet loving one and the realistic one

Why on the better days tho? I mend my heart through shippy stuff and something angsty usually happens if i'm feeling okay. When I'm feelin down i don't wanna think of people breaking each other's heart haha

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today (25/04) is my birthday and im doing something i almost never do here on this acc...... have some w.i.p.s for future works. as a treat!

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Summary: Hokma does not celebrate his birthday. This doesn't sit well with the people surrounding him.

I've been struggling heavily with writing anythin hokland-related (namely fiction, comics don't count) and then i've noticed someone had started their platonic relationship tag on ao3. Couldn't stay inert and wrote myself a short fic for the idea that sat with me for almost a year. Consider it a birthday gift for myself :D

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damn february was so long ago huh

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the moment when your kindred is a very handy material (and you don't mind at all)

just a doodle i cant put anywhere else

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use napkins next time

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I'm gonna track you down, RRAGH!

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old man yaoi,,,,,

huaRUGH OLD MAN YAOI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hokland askblog post #12: Give your partner some flowers + hanahaki AU

Askblog tag: #nmoroder hokland ask Please see pinned blog post before asking questions!

This post is tied to a flower-themed event in the askblog, and while there was a variety of topics like flowershop AU, flower crowns like two years ago, there was also the hanahaki one and i am a bitter vile being sometimes (dw its infrequent). Violets have different meanings but i entertain one particular meaning which is grief for the death of someone who passed before their time

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Hokland askblog post #11: Have you given each other pet names? Share some.

Askblog tag: #nmoroder hokland ask Please see pinned blog post before asking questions!

a very short simple thing before another sort of depressing one. my personal opinion is that Roland speaks his colleagues' names in a way it can already be interpreted as a pet name or a nickname, he's got his own way of saying them, Hokma is no exception (the first time Roland says hello to him rings in my head to this day. I stg). A more thrilling question would be "how about what do you call each other in bed" but thats an entirely different story innit

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Commission for @gweniala! Krevel and Arig, humanized in a way i usually do klayhumans. The ribbons quote Too Much by Pale.

Check this post for info on commissions!

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New Meur hurt sprite is so Roland

Oh god he is. Sending our man to handle receptions, now

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Girl you can't say THAT

go check out lcb april fools if you haven't yet