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So I wanted to post this old demo of a song I wrote about coming out.  As I’ve said many times, coming out for me wasn’t easy.  It was the hardest thing I’ve ever gone through in 25 years of living.  I know there are people who listen to my music who are going through this too and I wanted to post this demo because I know some of you may connect with it.  I wrote this during a very dark time that I am proud to say I came out of & only got stronger because of.  To anyone who is feeling this darkness, I promise you that as you get older everything gets better.  There was a time that I would never dream of showing anyone this, let alone vocalize my sexuality… but I am proud to give my voice to the silent.  You are not alone.

Lyrics:

Do you know what it feels like to be trapped inside of your mind

with no care to live or die, and just leave everything behind

Do you know what it feels like to run away in the middle of the night

with tears falling out of your eyes wondering if this could be it

well i am not welcome here, home is a word i fear

how can I feel safe when god hasn’t shown his face?

You’re not right, I won’t stay, this time I might have to go away

You’re not right, I won’t stay, this time I might have to go away

Do you know what it feels like to keep everything inside?

and live through two separate lives? bite your lip and just close your eyes

Do you know what it feels like to lie awake in the middle of the night and beg for a different life to just leave everything behind

this world is flawed but I am strong for everyone

but tonight it’s not alright I am weak but no one’s come to rescue me 

I’m alone in my defeat

You’re not right, I won’t stay, this time I might have to go away

You’re not right, I won’t stay, this time I might have to go away

do you know, do you know? do you know, do you know?

do you know, do you know?

do you know the damage you’ve done?

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Gay Dusknoir for @puzzledrodent

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This is my contribution to the meme. Warning for a slight jump in volume.

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Product works as advertised.

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so i was thinking, what if in Mile’s universe, MJ was actually just Zendaya 

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Digimon:   Ophanimon

Digimon is owned by Saban, Toei Animation, and Bandai.

Find more Digimon perler bead designs on my Tumblr!

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Digimon:  Gallantmon Crimson Mode

Digimon is owned by Saban, Toei Animation, and Bandai.

Find more Digimon perler bead patterns and links to my shop on my Tumblr!

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Digimon:   Seraphimon

Digimon is owned by Saban, Toei Animation, and Bandai.

Find more Digimon perler bead designs on my Tumblr!

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Irish spring sent Kermit a birthday present!

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“No one:

Straight boys in the gym locker room:”