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Karma's a sword...but he'd become Nagisa's shield....Nagisa is a sword...

Anyways I'm saying all this because I'm gonna nickname my shiny Zacian and Zamazenta Nagisa and Karma respectively. Brightly blue and red hehe.

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It still blows my mind that there's going to be a new song from 3-nen e-gumi utatan...like holy shit I didn't actually expect it to be real...it still feels unreal tbh.

Crossing my fingers and being a little more greedy. Let there be new animations pleaseeeee-- AND A DANCE!!!

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I don't know why but I want someone to terrorize Karma. I feel like Karma would be easy to mess with but he'd crash out sooooooo hard and make it everyone's problem.

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Having a tough time finding time to finish drawings so have doodles (WIPs?) instead. Also feeling a little silly so it's ship-related lol.

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Really ambitious thing to draw for Akari's birthday: an animation of her walking or running (or just any movement) and each frame is her in a different official outfit.

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Thinking about the rebroadcast 4th op so hard im grinning like an idiot.

Also what if during the chorus part of the song, all the rest of the students sing too. ORRRRR they all sing the 4th ED....

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Radio show for assclass made my day. And the announcement for the new song sang by THE 3-nen E-gumi Utatan?!?!?!??!

Season 2 is apparently airing in later months this year I think? So we're gonna hear the fourth OP next year...aughghhghghg

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Duality of the Yukimura sisters

And bonus:

I have the one and only 24k golden Aguri plushie labubu

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I saw a favorite character bingo except you draw them template and I want to try that out. Problem is, my fixation is so strong especially with Kayano, that I'm having a hard time remembering my favorite characters from other media.

...or maybe I can fill it out with Kayanos only. I'll probably do two versions then.

OMG OKAY hilarious idea that I just thought of: the favorite character bingo but it's all the roles Akari had/has during her acting career. Ahhhh if only there was more information about that....

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WIPs of affectionate besties. Also, Karma is transfem but I'm still working on her design.

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Once again a post i had in drafts post again while im trying to edit it ughhhhhhh

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Been thinking about this scenario constantly wondering how the story would be affected by this change of Kayano keeping her tentacles and how she and everyone else deal with it.

I like to interpret canon Kayano, despite being saved and getting closer to her class, still closes off part of herself, Akari, away. She's mostly toned down the Kayano persona but still keeps being Kayano. Because it's easier. Because she's been Kayano for so long already, used to hiding herself. To distract herself. Because she likes being Kayano and this fake has now become real. Because Akari still has too much baggage to deal with. Because she thinks that Akari isn't the person they befriended and suddenly acting as someone else might turn a few people away.

Even though she has the whole class as her family now, she still isn't completely healed from all the trauma she's been holding in for months. And because the class is divided and dealing with the end of their final year of middle school along with the assassination, she will keep her problems and worries away.

So, I think the reason why her tentacles still can't come off in this AU is because she still has so much grief and pain within her. And the tentacles are aware of it and latch onto her nerves to protect her. But they don't know how to solve grief nor are they aware that they're causing part of the pain and are killing her slowly. All the tentacles can offer is power and safety.

So the day the tentacles come off will either be when Kayano's friends help her heal enough to the point the tentacles' roots can be safely removed...or when the Shield of Earth or Spear of Heaven makes contact with her and erases her tentacles and ends her life.

But for now, winter break passes by in the blink of an eye and Korosensei tends to Akari to restore her back to...well, as healthy as she can be. During that time, they'd talk about him. They'd talk about her. They'd talk about Aguri...they'd grieve together.

Maintenance of Kayano's tentacles goes smoothly thanks to Ritsu snatching up Yanagiswa's plans and Itona helps by giving them whatever he can remember about Yanagiswa's methods.

Itona and Akari would talk. They'd get to know each other better. Talk about how much of an absolute shit Shiro is. Shitro. They'd talk about their experiences dealing with the tentacles and managing the pain. The differences in their mindset when under the influence of the tentacles. How their wishes affect the tentacles' behaviors. How Korosensei seems to have fused with his.

Wait they also have incompetent dads that abandoned them omg how did I not make that connection sooner?

Anyways, Kayano's friends visit her from time to time. They offer to help clean up Akari's home even though Korosensei already did nearly all the tidying up except...Aguri's room is left as it is, and Kayano refuses to let Korosensei tidy up Akari's awful room. So her friends would prepare snacks and fruits for her and try to talk to her.

Kayano's grateful but feels like she doesn't deserve this. Her mind is still muffled even when she and the tentacles are calm.

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Phantom pains from the loss of tentacles...uneasiness with large bodies of water....permanent sweet tooth...high sensitivity to heat making it easy to overheat...frequent migraines...muscle pains...

Maybe the risk of sensory overload with one of the senses...smell?

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I need to draw Nagisa and Ritsu doing the fusion dance and becoming Ene from kagerou project.

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Too many nagikae fanarts have Kayano blushing and being flustered. Let's do the opposite drawing Nagisa getting all blushy over Kayano come onnnnnn

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Gonna start referring to pre-reveal Kayano as her grief arc since that's what she's been feeling the entire time. yeah. I'm getting sad over Kayano's silent months long agony again.

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Instead of becoming a police officer, Kimura should become a security guard hired for a night shift to watch an old decrepit children's franchise mascot restaurant-- wait....