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[noblehope]

   im here bc discord is down whats up hnnngggggh

[noblehope]

  give me an excuse to talk about my ocs while im inactive || accepting

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   This is Samba Chahadee the Ultimate Vlogger! He started out as a joke OC to be a joke MM (its just a prank bro!!), but then he chahacha’d his way into my heart along with my friends. This art was also drawn by Minnie!!!

   He’s one of my favorite ocs now and while he’s a bit of a jerk, he’s not evil. He’s just a pretty normal dorky teenage boy besides some secrets he has and likes making all different kinds of videos. His channel MrSambaMan uploads on a schedule and he’s positive that he’s going to get ten million subscribers before he graduates! 

   Samba’s a bisexual (masc leaning) man who’s half Brazilian along with his Japanese heritage! He grew up in a bilingual household and knows Portuguese because of it, but that’s not something a lot of people are aware of. He’s moved out and has lived on his own in an apartment at an undisclosed area. 

   I don’t have him in any killing game nor do I really want to tbh unless I decide on this certain project for some friends? He’s complete as a character with his own story and means a lot to me as is. In a way, he’s even a comfort character! It’s amazing how attached everyone has gotten since his joke days. He’s like a completely new character.

   Everything about him was randomized. We (a friend group) decided on the name Samba after seeing it pop up on a name generator, and Chahadee for his last name because it’s an anagram for headache! So yes, it’s a fake name. His vitiligo was also inspired from his original apperance that we just made from hitting the randomizer button on a dollmaker, and my friend Minnie was the one who gave him his own unique design and appearance. His ring too, which is actually just a really old mood ring that doesn’t change colors anymore, is something else carried over from the old design. 

  I think that’s the same reason for his beauty mark, his piercing, and his red streak in his hair but... oh man I don’t even want to pull up the og design it’s a MESS. 

   But yes! I love my boy Samba, he’s one of the few ocs that I have everything written out for if anyone’s curious, and he’s very funny to play. He laughs like “chahahaha” and calls his fans his chickahadees and he’s just... good. i love him and would buy his merch.

[noblehope]

   give me an excuse to talk about my ocs while im inactive || accepting

   below the cut!!!

   (sketch drawn by my friend minnie)

   This is Yako Sawa, the Ultimate Janitor! She is my character who is involved in the currently active dr oc killing game Danganronpa: Sky’s The Limit! She’s got an angry look on her face but that’s because she was chewing out the Ultimate Thief of the group for insulting her talent. She’s pretty defensive about it and she has every right to with Janitor not exactly describing all that she’s done for the community fairly.

   I actually had a rp blog for her some people may remember, but I’m not going to link it because it has some spoilers on it about her character hefdhh and we’re only in chapter one! She’s a country girl/mom friend and a lot of people are betting on her being a survivor...! but ig we’ll see about that :>

   She’s also big big lesbian, has ADHD, and already has a baby crush on someone in the cast, our Ultimate Gardener, but if she learned a few things about her she’d drop it immediately, because yikes! She’s also already chewed out our protag of the group for asking her to leave the room so they could ask someone a private question when already having a private conversation in front of her, talking about how she’s used to being treated like she’s invisible... i wonder what that was about?

   She’s currently sitting down in her dorm (everyone has one along with a roommate!) with our Ultimate Reporter who’s asking her a few questions about some notes she found in her handwriting talking about something neither of them remember. Spooky.

   Also she has a knife on her that had been ducttaped to a roomba. That’s a thing!

   This uhhh got really LONG but if you want to know more about her just dm me GHDGHDFHG. she’s basically v sweet and friendly, just has a serious mom side at times!

[noblehope]

  hi im still not active here but for every like on this post i’ll make a post about one of my ocs because i love them a lot and want to share them 

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noblehope‌:

   Having spoken to a few friends about what caused me to make my last post which you can find here, I’ve come to the decision that I actually should speak out about this incident instead after some recent news. I have appropriately tagged this post with everything that I could think of, and as an extra precaution will be putting the rest of this under a read more. Please understand that I am not only making this post for me, but for everyone that this person has wronged. 

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Okay, thanks to Whit speaking up and clearing things up, it’s my turn to do it so because I’m genuinely tired of this little liar spreading things about me, saying shit about me as if I don’t know about it and stalking me for everywhere he can! { Yeah, I know you have been stalking me through any sources you got, you aren’t that slick. } So, please, if you have the time to read this then please do and know what kind of person you’re really dealing with because me and Whit aren’t the only ones here… there’s much more people who have suffered through the hands of Nao/Komari/Konpeito… { also known as @.outcastedleader and @.deepseascreams } and many more will suffer if you keep believing his lies. Because his apology post? That’s not genuine.

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I’m going to be adding my own bit. All my screencaps are in a google drive folder and will be given out upon request - as they are heavy and deal a lot with abuse. Please take caution with this thread as well, because it can be very heavy.

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  The above additions my friends have made were done so with my approval, but I do want to say that if you feel strongly enough and want to share your own experiences with this person publicly, then please go ahead. You don’t have to ask me.

[noblehope]

   Hey! I hope everyone’s been doing alright. I’m sorry to leave everyone hanging with the starter call I posted for two months back, but my muse for her hasn’t been all that easy to hold on to. I still love Sonia with all my heart but I want to finish playing v3 and then replay sdr2 before coming back to her because of how long it’s been (I can’t believe I’ve been in the fandom for three years now!).

   If you’d like to stay in touch though and we’re mutuals, please go ahead and ask me for my discord while I’m around today! 

[noblehope]

   Having spoken to a few friends about what caused me to make my last post which you can find here, I’ve come to the decision that I actually should speak out about this incident instead after some recent news. I have appropriately tagged this post with everything that I could think of, and as an extra precaution will be putting the rest of this under a read more. Please understand that I am not only making this post for me, but for everyone that this person has wronged. 

 The above ask is located on his ouma blog. This is what is causing me to make this post now as I am directly vagued here as are many others. My writing below is my explanation.    For the majority of 2018 I was Komari’s best friend and knew him for a total of nine months. I cut contact with him in November and have focused on my own recovery and happiness ever since. Komari is the most manipulative, toxic, and downright abusive person I have ever had the misfortune to know personally, but I am now in a much happier and healthier spot than I was in November.

   I have moved on from tumblr to roleplay in the dangan/ronpa discord oc community instead. While I do want to come back to tumblr at some point to roleplay Sonia and Peko (and maybe more), right now I couldn’t be happier with simply applying my own characters to games, spectating games, and making friends through killing games I do get accepted to. This year has been so very kind to me in so many different ways.

   However, my year did not start this way. Because of the abuse I went through I was at one of the lowest points in my life, and I would not have been able to recover as quickly as I have if not for my friends or the ones I’ve gained through discovering how deeply Komari’s abuse really ran.

   This post is not a secret. Sin made a post on her blog clearing up lies Komari spread about her. Seeing this unexpected post caused me to have a breakdown to be reminded of him so soon after feeling comfortable enough to return plus coming to terms with that he’s wronged me in more ways than I imagined. He fed me lies that I took as truths and has damaged the reputations of several people who are recovering just as I am to this day.

   After speaking to Sin and thanking her for her post even though it hurt to see, I spoke to others that I was under the impression of them being awful people and vice versa. We cleared up all misunderstandings between one another and our healing truly began at that point. I love all of them so, so, so very much and I’m happy to call them friends now.

   All of this leads us up to two days ago where I received an unexpected message @/outcastedkiller, someone I have never had regular conversations with. I can’t even remember the last time we had a topic outside of discussing artists to commission/showing off art or some discussions of rwby back when the last season was airing. I have always viewed Goldie as a distant friend/associate and while I enjoyed speaking with her, lately I have been having a hard time ignoring red flags like I used to.

   I now have her blocked after the following conversation being unable to push aside my growing concerns any longer:

I will now clarify a few things. The post she is referencing is the following with a timestamp: 

   PLEASE LOOK AGAIN AT THE TIME STAMP AND NOTICE THIS POST WAS MADE FOUR MONTHS AGO.

   I have since removed this post like I should have a long time ago, but because of my inactivity I forgot to do exactly that. Next, I’m going to show you all my most recent post that I made before coming back today to show how long it’s been since I’ve been active on this blog. 

   There is absolutely no reason for any of them to have been looking at my blog when I have not been here. He is fully aware of the fact that I cut ties with him and did not want to be associated any longer, and yet he and Goldie found it appropriate to message me about something four months old.

   Not ONLY that, but Komari is FULLY aware of my stance when it comes to people trying to contact me after I have blocked them: to ask first through a third party if I would be alright with a message from them, and only after gaining my approval would the conversation begin. Goldie went straight to messaging me without any context, without even spoken in nearly a month let alone months since we spoke about Komari himself, and sent my anxiety spiraling.       Having confirmation that this was Komari’s idea to send me his blogs to block sent me into a complete panic attack. While the gesture may seem innocent on the surface, I must make it clear that this is just another tactic of manipulation and I and several others have seen through it.    I have all of those blogs blocked and MANY more that he has retired for my own comfort ever since I cut contact. Because we were so close, I knew about every single one of those blogs and more that he did not list. I am very efficient when it comes to ensuring my comfort, and that means keeping my block list up to date on literally every one of my blogs. So again, he had no reason to send me his blogs to block. None whatsoever.

 I am repeating myself, but there is absolutely no reason to message me about a post I made back four months ago let alone when I am inactive. All this has done is caused me and several others grief to where old wounds have reopened.   I have not seen his apology that an anon on his blog has spoken about. I do not know who sent him that anon and none of my friends do either. None of this concerns me or them and we do not want an apology. We want to be left alone. 

   He does not have the right to message any of us asking for anything and should refrain from SELFISHLY involving anyone else. If there is one thing I must apologize to Komari for, it’s for calling Sin’s post a callout in my panicked state because I could not find another word for it.

   Even if I had read this apology on his blog (which is no longer found on his ouma apparently and is only located on his deep sea prison multi muse blog now) and I had felt an ounce of truth in it, it would have been immediately revoked seeing him vague me and hound others for information.

   If there WAS a callout for him, there is no reason to be looking for it as someone reading about a callout on themselves is definitely not the healthiest course of action. Moving from my professional tone for like, five minutes, that’s like the exact opposite of “not wanting to be involved in drama”.  He has shown already that he has not changed at all and no amount of poorly disguised nice “gestures” or words is going to convince those he harmed otherwise. He and Goldie are also blatantly ignoring where I said I meant to delete my post about needing mentions of his tag. This is not a trigger anymore and they should not be insisting that it is.    I DO suggest you to block his blogs if you have made it this far for your own safety and comfort, but that is not a course of action I will make anyone take. I make this post to make things clear as to why this is happening and for my friends who still roleplay here on tumblr. Chances are when I do come back fully, I’m going to remake for a fresh start. 

   Also, if there ever is a callout made about Komari, I will ABSOLUTELY reblog it everywhere possible because of how dangerous he is.    Thank you for reading. ** also https://kiboumukou.tumblr.com/post/182940204064/kiboumukou-i-usually-avoid-drama-but-someone is the url for the post that started this whole mess if my hyperlink above did not work correctly. 

[noblehope]

   Important Rule Update

    I have no plans to come back here anytime soon to roleplay, but I’m adding this now to make myself very clear:

   Please do not interact or follow me if you associate with @/outcastedkiller / @/deepseascreams  (or any other blog belonging to Nao/Cheri/Komari/Marchi/Inu/Mafu/Konpeito/etc.). I am no longer comfortable in having any mutual connections with him whatsoever and will be maintaining this stance indefinitely.  

   I also ask you guys to please not send me any messages about this. This will be reblogged a few times to make sure it’s seen, and I will be around still for dms about unrelated topics for the day.

[noblehope]

   Hey! I hope everyone’s been doing alright. I’m sorry to leave everyone hanging with the starter call I posted for two months back, but my muse for her hasn’t been all that easy to hold on to. I still love Sonia with all my heart but I want to finish playing v3 and then replay sdr2 before coming back to her because of how long it’s been (I can’t believe I’ve been in the fandom for three years now!).

   If you’d like to stay in touch though and we’re mutuals, please go ahead and ask me for my discord while I’m around today! 

[noblehope]

   Hey! I hope everyone’s been doing alright. I’m sorry to leave everyone hanging with the starter call I posted for two months back, but my muse for her hasn’t been all that easy to hold on to. I still love Sonia with all my heart but I want to finish playing v3 and then replay sdr2 before coming back to her because of how long it’s been (I can’t believe I’ve been in the fandom for three years now!).

   If you’d like to stay in touch though and we’re mutuals, please go ahead and ask me for my discord while I’m around today! 

[noblehope]

   I don’t really feel any ask memes going around right now so just, like/reply to this post for a starter? If you’re a multimuse please specify which one you’d like a starter for. I only have two drafts rn.

   EDIT: Mutuals only please!!!!

[noblehope]

   I don’t really feel any ask memes going around right now so just, like/reply to this post for a starter? If you’re a multimuse please specify which one you’d like a starter for. I only have two drafts rn.

   EDIT: Mutuals only please!!!!

[noblehope]

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Ears twitched upon the girl’s words. Someone was here and accepting of it!? How lovely! A wide smile appeared on the maiden’s lips as she turned to face her.

❝ MIKON ~ ! That’s right !   ❞

She excitedly grabbed onto Sonia’s hands. Was this a new friend? She was excited! If.. that was not obvious already. She couldn’t help be curious - a candidate for what? What was her country like? Tamamo’s eyes lit up.

❝  Are you a queen? Princess~!?  ❞

   》♕《  Her enthusiasm was infectious! How wonderful! Sonia smiles at their joined hands and giggles lightly at her questioning. She didn’t know? Goodness, what a faux pas she’s made...!

   “Hmhm, you are indeed correct! My name is Sonia Nevermind and I am the crown princess of Novoselic. It is a pleasure to meet you.”

[noblehope]

   I applied to a oc kil/ling game on discord...! I’m super confident and excited about it with two-ish weeks to go until the roster drops, but now I have free time again since I’ve finished my app! Even if I don’t get in I’m super happy that I filled one out at all, so cheers. 

   I’m cleaning out my drafts today... yeet.

[noblehope]

┏┓ ┃┃╱╲ In this ┃╱╱╲╲ house ╱╱╭╮╲╲ we love ▔▏┗┛▕▔ & appreciate ╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲          our fellow rpers ╱╱┏┳┓╭╮┏┳┓ ╲╲ ▔▏┗┻┛┃┃┗┻┛▕▔

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                                        “     hm .     why  do  you  ask  ?    ”

   》♕《  So defensive! She should’ve expected as much. “Well... it is not for any troubling reason, I assure you. I only thought to ask so that I may know whether to continue with my line of thinking or not.”

[noblehope]

Check out this flower I found. I really like it.