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Fantastic as usual, highly recommend!!!

hey y'all!! back with another avalance angst oneshot!! (i swear i just,,, am incapable of giving poor sara a break lmao). anyways, feel free to check it out!!

Summary:

Restless, Sara paced around the room, shaking out her hands and squeezing her eyes shut tight against the onslaught of self-destructive urges. Her bloodlust hadn’t been this bad in so long, and she was struggling to keep the angry, restless energy at bay. She took a deep breath. In for five, out for five. The bloodlust surged again as she released her breath, and she growled lowly, fighting the urge to tear apart their room as more violent images accosted her mind.

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Sara has a nightmare about Ivo, but instead of her usual reaction, she's angry and overwhelmed with bloodlust. Ava helps her cope and deal with it.

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I can’t feel you.

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Lena Luthor

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i just love that future legends were the reason past ava had to get blackout that was so funny

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Supergirl Season 1 Gag Reel

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Can you write Zarlie (1.0) when one of them is hurt?

thank you for the ask n hope you enjoy!

-they're on a mission, caught in some shootout, and some dude has his gun aimed right at zari. she doesn't see it, but charlie does so they cross the short distance to get to her and then push her away right as the dude fires his gun

-charlie tries to get out of the way before being hit by the bullet, but they don't quite manage and they end up being shot in the shoulder. they normally would've been able to just heal themself or even shapeshift into someone else for a bit and heal, but their powers were still all wonky from the spell that john did on them to keep them from shapeshifting

-luckily the rest of the team had the situation handled and they took care of the rest of the people shooting at them fairly quickly so that they could return their attention to charlie and get them to the medbay

-zari sits with charlie the entire time n like,,, holds their hand n everything. charlie's pretty much all set,, gideon gave them some painkillers and started working on healing them, so they're pretty much their usual self, talking happily to zari about whatever comes to mind

-zari is unusually quiet though and charlie picks up on it and asks what's wrong. zari tries to deny it at first and tell them that nothings wrong, but they know each other better than that and charlie pushes just enough to get zari to talk to them

-she tells them that they didn't need to jump in front of a bullet for her and that she was so scared when charlie went down bc what if the bullet hadn't hit their shoulder, had hit somewhere much worse?

-at first charlie is like "yea but none of that happened alright, im still here mate, and gid's patchin me up" but zari just can't shake the feeling that it could've gone so wrong so easily, and she says as much

-charlie reassures her again, but there's still the deep feeling of worry and also anger (not anger at charlie, anger at the guy who shot them) in the pit of her stomach and she can't figure out w h y this is affecting her so much because it's not like their line of work is exactly Safe, but then it hits her and quietly she just says "i can't lose you like i lost behrad" and That's what gets charlie to really understand

-they're silent for a second before asking what they can do bc it's clear that zari needs Something but they're not really sure what, so they figure asking is their best bet. zari just says "let me take care of you", so they do

-they get out of the medbay, mostly fine, still a little sore n everything, and then they follow zari to her room where they take it easy and they let zari take care of them like,,, food and water, blankets and all that and then afterwards they just lay in bed together, cuddled up together and just watch a movie or something. charlie lets zari hold them and they find comfort and warmth in zari's arms. eventually they end up dozing off halfway through a second movie and zari holds them the entire night, and they wake up the next morning feeling better than they think they ever have before

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First things first, spoiler warning for Supergirl Season 6 Episode three. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!

Now for my rant cause I may explode otherwise. Lena Luthor is a goddess. No question about it. She went from “Please don’t let my families legacy destroy me” to, “I won’t let my families legacy destroy me” and it doesn’t seem like much of a difference but holy shit she’s iconic and I love her. Second, my man Brainy. He is also amazing, and I love his storyline thus far but he quoted Edgar Allen Poe and my brain was NOT prepared for that crossover. It’s when he says something along the lines of “you shouldnt be able to sleep at night because you’re haunted by the heartbeat of a Kryptonian under the floorboards” This is referencing Poe’s poem, The Tell-Tale Heart, which is amazing if you haven’t read it. I don’t know why this caught me so off guard but it did.

In all, this season has happily surprised me even though Supercorp hasn’t reigned supreme yet...

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Do you think Sara and Ava have any hobbies? Both together and separately?:)

thank you for the ask n hope you enjoy!

-okay so obviously ava has her serial killer podcast StabCast. she does all the research and recording by herself like,,, without sara and the legends around because it's like,,, her Thing and while she may want the team to listen to the finished product, she'd feel weird if they were there for the research and recording (she's a little more lenient about doing the research around sara, because sometimes she likes to do some research during quiet nights in, so sometimes she'll be doing research and talking ideas out loud while sara lays there with her head in ava's lap. it's v nice. however, she does the recording entirely alone, she feels like it'd be weird to have an audience while recording it instead of them just listening to the finished product)

-i think ava also probably reads in the morning, when the rest of the world is still asleep because she's a morning person, because it's quiet and peaceful and sara is asleep cuddled up right next to her. i feel like she would also enjoy doing like,,, coloring books,, because she'd find it relaxing, and I think she'd like how coloring books are both structured and also flexible in their own ways

-sara loves doing crossword puzzles. she's fully aware it's not something most people would expect as a hobby from her, but then again a lot of the hobbies she has that don't involve weapons and physical activity are things that most people wouldn't expect from her.

-sara also loves drawing, and she's pretty good at it too. it started as just something to be able to say she had one good coping mechanism, but then she got really good at it and it also became a hobby for her. her and behrad like to look through each other's sketchbooks together n give each other tips n stuff like that. sometimes sara also like,,, draws stuff that she then turns into pages for ava to colour

-and then together, they obviously have book club with mona and nora and zari and prob charlie and astra too, so they have that that they do together

-they also definitely like,,, work out and like,,, spar together quite a bit too. they find it really fun and it helps them like,,, release like,, stress and emotions n stuff, but it can also get distracted by each other a lot, cause they're both hot and sweaty and they're also probably not wearing much more than like,,, sports bras and yoga pants/leggings or whatever so,,, sometimes gideon ends up having to lock the doors to the gym lmao

-they both def have a few other hobbies too, both separately and together, but im tired n i cant think of anymore rn or off the top of my head lol

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okay so i wrote two (2) little angst headcanon things yesterday- here's the first one! // tw for s*lf-h*rm and panic attack

the first time sara relapses after finally getting clean, she doesn't hate herself. she doesn't feel anything. she's too goddamn numb, and she thinks maybe that's worse, because she knows herself and she knows that she Should hate herself rn, especially after working so goddamn hard to get clean. but she doesn't, and she's too numb to care about the new scars on her wrist or the fact that she's still making new ones. it's after a really tough mission, after they all came back to the waverider, in various states of dirty, exhausted and sore, after she made the rounds to check up on every single one of her teammates, after they've all gone to bed but she's still awake because she can't shut her mind off. it's after that, in the deafening quiet of her room, pitch black of the night. she thinks maybe she should talk to gideon to keep her mind off of the hands that were itching to grab a blade, or ask for some kind of sedative, but sara is nothing if not stubborn, so she keeps her mouth shut and tries to fight off the images by herself, even if she knows on a night like this, it's a losing battle.

she's still exhausted the next day, having maybe gotten 2 hours of sleep- definitely not enough to keep her going after the mission the previous day. she can feel a migraine coming on too, so she gives the legends another day for some R&R as long as they stay on the ship and stay out of her way, and then she sits herself down in her favorite chair in the captain's office and pours a glass of whiskey or scotch or smth strong,, she doesn't drink enough to get black out drunk, just enough to get buzzed, to feel the burn in her throat

it's mick who finds her later that day (he didn't really find her- everyone knew she was in the captain's office but they all thought she seemed like she needed space, so no one dared disturb her.) at least,, until mick walked in with a bunch of beer and sat down in a chair opposite her. the look he gives her tells sara that somehow, he knows. they're not the feelings type of people, especially not with each other, they're more the silent drinking buddies when they need it, but they always seem to understand what the other one never says. when mick gets up to leave he pauses at the door, where sara's chair is located, gives her a look and then gives her a piece of genuine advice before nodding his head once and grunting as he departs

the second time she relapses, she Does hate herself. it's a really bad night. ava's busy working at the bureau, she told sara not to wait up so she didn't, but then she had a super bad nightmare (one that, even by her standards of the nightmares from her time right after the league, was really bad), and without ava there to help calm her down and bring her back, ended in a panic attack and her subsequent relapse. when ava portalled into her room in the early hours of the morning, sara was sitting in the corner of the room, on the floor, shaking and sobbing and clearly having a panic attack and then she sees the bloody knife discarded on the floor right next to her and the fresh cuts on her wrists, and her heart drops bc sara's told her more than a few times how important staying clean is to her and she knows that sara's gonna really hate herself later if she doesn't already. she briefly wonders whether the relapse was brought about by the panic attack or if the panic attack was brought about by the relapse, but a second later she decides it doesn't matter and the only thing that does is sara, because she can tell that her panic attack is starting to reach a level that it doesn't usually, where she's too far into her own head and all her trauma that she can't register anything actually going on around her,, she can barely breathe but the sobs are loud and the screams are deafening and she has to be calmed down and held extra tight because she gets so self-destructive without barely realizing it.

ava's in front of her in a split second, and she doesn't really know if touch will help or hurt, but she knows sara will let her know in some way if touch is bad, so she reaches a hand out and places it on sara's knee, and as soon as she does, bright blue, watery, barely-seeing eyes lock onto hers and then her arms are full of sara clinging to her desperately and she's pretty sure she's getting blood on her shirt but she really doesn't care because sara is Not OkayTM so the only thing that matters to her is calming her down and comforting her. she holds sara tight against her chest and rocks her back and forth. it takes a while but eventually sara's calm enough to register everything around her and she just kinda slumps entirely into ava because every ounce of energy she had is just,,, gone. tears are still rolling down her cheeks but they're slower now, not as rapid as before and now they're not coming as part of the panic attack, they're coming because she registers everything around her now- the scars and the blood and the knife- and the deep pit of self-loathing is settling deep in her stomach. she's too exhausted to voice anything so she just stays slumped against ava, putting her entire weight onto her, brow furrowed (her face is buried nose-deep into ava's shoulder and honestly she really only has the energy to furrow her brow, and even then just barely). ava still holds sara tightly, still rocks her back and forth ever so slightly. she kisses her head and offers soft, whispered reassurances and rubs her back and runs her fingers through her hair. sara's silent for a long time, just letting ava hold her because she truly just does not have the energy left to do anything else, and ava would've thought she'd managed to fall asleep if not for the small sniffles and whimpers she hears.

they sit there on the floor for a long time, and at some point gideon informs them that it's morning time and the legends are starting to emerge from their rooms, but still they sit there. at some point ava at least gets sara up off the floor and back onto the bed, kisses her forehead and then she goes and gets the first aid kit from their closet and silently cleans and dresses sara's cuts. she doesn't say anything, just silently focuses on the task. sara doesn't even flinch, just sits and stares, not really focused on what ava is doing. it almost feels like too much, because she's never once bothered to clean or dress her cuts before, and she never really let anyone else do it either, so it's,,, a lot,,, but it feels kinda good to know that ava cares enough

once ava's done she sets the first aid kit aside and then sits down on the bed, her back against the headboard, and then pulls sara into her arms, letting her curl up between her legs and rest her head on her chest. she pulls the blankets up around them and does all the little physical things that help sara relax, and then she tells her to sleep, because she knows sara is just,,, absolutely exhausted and drained

sara doesn't relapse again after that. ava helps her get clean again, and she tells sara she can always call her no matter what- doesn't matter the time or place or what she's doing- and she would be there. she has to talk sara down a few times. she knows sara appreciates it, if the way she always hugs her super tight afterwards is anything to go by. whenever it's a rough night and ava has to talk sara down from the urge to self-harm, ava always lets sara curl up real close into her side after, and she always talks to her about anything, everything and nothing all at once while she plays with her hair, until sara eventually drifts off to sleep

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Sara Lance is the highest level of ICONIC

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Legends mission involving teenage Sara Lance (18 year old). Ava ofc ends up having to babysit her while others are out fighting. Teenage Sara being a flirty little shit and hitting on Ava, making her blush real hard. (Ava telling older Sara about it later.)

thank you for the ask n hope you enjoy!

-okay so 18 year old sara lance would absolutely Hate the fact that she's being babysat but she can't exactly do anything about it so she just like,, grudgingly deals with it

-for like,, the first couple hours or so i think 18 year old sara would just be like,,, really annoyed and she would like,, just be very short n cold towards ava and ava's just kinda awkwardly trying to like,, connect with her bc this is like,,, a very rare chance to see firsthand what sara was like when she was younger

-18 y/o sara also probably tries to sneak out past ava once, but ava shuts that down real quick bc this is 18 y/o sara and not ex-LoA sara

-but then a few hours in, 18 y/o sara realizes she can have some fun with this so she puts on all of her charm and flirts endlessly with ava, nonstop, n she immensely enjoys the reaction it gets out of ava, so much so that she's almost not mad about being babysat anymore

-ava,,, cannot handle all the flirting. she's so awkward and she doesn't know what to do with herself cause like,,, obviously sara (her sara) flirts with her A Lot so she's like,, used to that,, but this is 18 y/o sara and she is def not used to an 18 y/o sara flirting with her. the worst part is she Knows how much 18 y/o sara is enjoying this and that's making her blush even harder bc she can't quite fathom why her being so flustered is making 18 y/o sara so happy lmao

-the mission ends a few hours later, much to 18 y/o sara's surprising dismay (and ava's relief, bc she wasn't sure how much more flirting she could handle lmao). they're about to leave n they're saying goodbye n everything n ava's face has finally stopped being so red when 18 y/o sara throws one more flirty comment at ava, along with a wink or smth and ava's back to being as red as a tomato. present-day sara can't stop giggling.

-they're back on the ship when sara asks if her younger self gave ava any problems and ava just goes "you were an absolute little shit." sara can't stop herself from laughing bc she knows damn well that younger sara definitely was a little shit and that she probably gave ava hell during the mission lmao

-she asks ava for a detailed recount of what happened once they're alone in their room, and ava's resulting blush is almost better than anything her younger self could've said (although she still wants to hear everything so she still asks ava to tell her. ava just glares halfheartedly and begins recounting the day's events to sara, still blushing real hard. sara has a blast listening to it all while she cuddles up close to ava. and hey if she does things to maybe make ava even more flustered well,, what can she say, she's in love and her girlfriend is adorable. sue her.)

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What do you think would happen if Sara got hurt and it was so bad that Ava thought she might be dead?

thank you for the ask n hope you enjoy!

-ok so like,, sara does not die or stay dead easily lmao like if a god can't kill her idk what can,,, however,, just bc she's practically immortal until proven mortal, doesn't mean she doesn't have some rather close calls

-so sara gets hurt one time on a mission n it's like,,, pretty bad,, I mean their line of work isn't exactly super Safe so,,, and the whole team is like,,, super worried abt her bc it just,, was Not good

-it hits ava hardest though bc she was like,,, right there when it happened and also just bc its like,,, Bad,,, and doesn't look too good at all

-and like ava knows that sara is super strong and tough n all that. like she knows all the shit that sara's been through and she knows she's survived a lot of things, but that doesn't mean that she doesn't Worry bc like,, she knows that like,,, logically,, even sara probably has a limit of things that she can handle

-so a small part of her thinks that like,,, maybe this is it,, maybe This is sara's limit,,, maybe gideon can't do anything this time,, and that scares her bc like,,, she doesn't want sara to die obviously,,, like,, she Loves her and they're supposed to have so much time left y'know like,,,

-ava doesn't leave sara's side at all. half because If sara dies, she doesn't want her to die alone, to die without her by her side, and half because if sara Doesn't die, if she wakes up, then ava absolutely does not want her waking up alone, with no one there by her side. so she doesn't leave,, at all. she looks like hell and she knows she looks like hell but she just can't bring herself to care until she knows one way or the other about sara, whether she's gonna live or die (and she really hopes it's not the latter)

-the few days in which sara's fate is unknown feel super long, and they're Terrible. ava's not alright, the team isn't alright and there's a very heavy feeling on the ship while their captain's life hangs in the balance, while they're unsure whether or not she's gonna pull through this

-sara ends up being okay though, after it being a little touch and go for a while, and she's like,, fine for the most part (gideon managed to fix her up for the most part) besides being like super exhausted n sore/feeling like she just got hit by like a bus or smth

-the team is all super relieved, ava most of all bc it means they still have time together. she's in tears the minute sara wakes up, n she hugs her as tight as she can without hurting her n she chokes out that she was so scared that sara was gonna die. sara just hugs her back n groggily jokes that she's not that easy to kill. ava's laugh is watery but it's There and it's enough for them for now

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loooooove them

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avalance daughter?? ty in advance:)

thank you for the ask n hope you enjoy!

-okay so obviously sara was Very Adamant about teaching their daughter to be able to defend herself from a very young age, so they start training her real early on and she gets pretty good. also they have the help of like,, all the other super teams too so this kid is like,, super well trained. people tend not to mess with her, and if they do, they end up having hell to pay

-she also ends up being a real spitfire, because she may not be sara and ava's by blood, but they've been her moms all her life, so growing up around them, she kinda just inherited how they are and boy does she got some fire

-sara n ava love her to death like,,, she's their whole world and there isn't a single thing they wouldn't do for her. they make sure to tell her as much as they possibly can just how loved she is

-they worry A Lot though, because,, y'know,, with the life they lead, being heroes and all that, it's not always easy

-their daughter Definitely begs them for some kind of like,, hero suit or smth bc she wants to be like her moms, and they're kinda reluctant at first but she just keeps asking and it's kind of adorable so they reach out to cisco and ask him to make a little suit for their daughter

-they have friday night dinners with quentin every week and it's probably one of the highlights of all of their weeks. sara and ava love seeing quentin, and quentin loves seeing them and also his granddaughter, and obvi she loves seeing grandpa quentin too, so it's a great time

-their daughter absolutely Loves the waverider, and she'll just sit and talk to gideon for hours when they have the time. gideon loves it.

-she spends lots of time with the legends too, since the legends are family to sara and ava, and so they all kinda rub off on her in different ways. like,,, she has a super big interest in history and science because of ray and nate, john teaches her little magic tricks every now and then, etc. so she's like,,, this super energetic and talented mix of like,,, all the legends lmao (sometimes she is a Handful though lol like,, she can very very easily tire all the legends out)

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This is GODLY HOLY SHIT ITS AMAZING

368 FRAMES LATER and my animatic is finally finally finished

it includes so many little details that nobody will be able to see because the song is so fast, but I know that they are in there and that’s what counts 

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Mona: Are you alright, Gary?

Gary: Yeah, why do you ask?

Ava: Because we just watched you slide down a couple of stairs, lie on the floor for a minute, and then start singing the baby shark song.

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Revelations: XIV

Part Three: Continuum

(A/N) Holy forking shirt there’s like 200+ of you! That’s wild. You guys are the best. Uh, I’m trying to get either a smutty Nat fic or smutty Carol fic out tonight as well, but I am off tomorrow bc I have my consultation for my wisdom teeth surgery so I’ll post as many of the 4-ish fics i have holed up in my docs between now and then. i’m just thirsty. I don’t know. Anyway! Enjoy this chapter! Thank you so much for supporting this you have no idea how much it means to me ;~; it thaws my cold dead heart!!! 

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Rating: M

Warnings: Real Graphic Death this time and Rather Graphic Depictions of Abuse/Experimentation. Read at your own awareness of your mental health, please be safe and I love you. Also I tried to lighten the mood with my dumb sense of humor, enjoy. The random links in this are images of cute animals, should you need them. 

Pairing: Diana Prince x Reader

Chapter Word Count: 5,238

Total Word Count: 15,110

Synopsis: Your first taste of the outside world doesn’t go quite as planned. Diana is more of a healing force than she realizes.

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the head tilt!!! im crying!!! so sweet!! 

“What are the rules for coming to work with me, again?” Diana asks for the thousandth time as she pulls on her coat. 

You groan dramatically. “Stay on the grounds of the museum, try to stay within your sight if possible, and use the thingy to call you for help.” You hold up the device that Bruce gave you called a ‘cellphone’. You aren’t really sure how it works, but Diana promises when you get to her work you’ll have plenty of time to toy with it.

“All you have to do,” she explains, “is say ‘Batphone, call Diana’.”

“I know,” you pull impatiently at the sleeves of your sweater. “Can we go now?”

Diana sighs with a laugh. “Alright, alright. I just want to make sure you’re safe.”

“I know.” You smile at her, looping your arm through hers. “Don’t worry. I can handle myself, Diana.”

She hums, looking doubtful, but relents with a final nod. 

Diana says she normally walks to work, so that’s what you do. The whole way there, you get distracted by the littlest things. You meet your first ever dog - you love them, and would die for them. You even get to taste ice cream - though Diana is quick to point out that people don’t usually eat it for breakfast. Turns out, you have a wicked sweet tooth. (This is a fact she stores away for later.)

Meanwhile, Diana switches between scanning your vicinity and watching you with a soft gaze full of fondness. It was a little alarming how fast she’d started to develop these feelings for you - there was simply some natural, indisputable connection that drew her to you from the moment she laid eyes on you. She’d never voice that out loud, of course - though she isn’t entirely sure if you can sense it or even understand it. By the Gods, she doesn’t even understand it.

All her life, Diana was told about fate. Her whole life was centered around it, always had been. And here you are, so blissfully unaware of your own but so eager to fulfill it. As someone who was used to destiny, Diana was growing tired of it; but your endless enthusiasm was impossible not to share. Infectious, contagious. 

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