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real dialogue from the game

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Flowey and NPD

This probably wasn't intentional, but I think Flowey from Undertale is a character that represents (atleast my own) NPD experience.

Asriel had an adopted sibling who committed suicide in order to make Asriel stronger to get some human souls, but Asriel ended up dying. Their parents ended up splitting up, and Asriel eventually came back as Flowey, unable to feel any emotions.

Since Flowey has DT, he gained the power to SAVE. At first, he tried to live a normal life, but all the joys he previously felt just werent there. He couldn't feel anything for others, no matter what he did, so he completely gave up on it.

He started see others as below him, being mad that he couldn't get what he wanted from them. He wanted to feel again, but he knows that he won't get that by making friends.

His only connections with other people are purely for his own benefit, otherwise he has no interest in them. The only person who he cares about at all is Chara, who he sees as the only equal to him, and misses them even after what happened.

I think this really parallels my experience with becoming disconnected with NPD.

I think his frustration / depression REALLY hits close to me.

He knows that nobody can provide him with what he wants, its an issue with him, not with others. No matter how many times he RELOADS and tries again, he simply can't feel emotions. He doesn't even feel sad. The only emotion he can feel seems to be fear.

#undertale #analysis

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