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Anyway i got work to do incantbe posting but oh my tooth hurts i just wanna be in bed witu my terrible tooth but no focuskng on work will make me forget the pain. Byebye

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2012

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my tooth hurts so bad i might start crying . 40 minutes od this until the painkiller hits . Fuuuuack

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I leave all my typos in out od laziness but its great because it means my posts dont get reblogged because their all low quality so i dont blow up unless i cheer on the lgbts i guess

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i might nap for 1.5 hours. i hate that you can say this whe its actuallt 1hour30mins (3 soesnt have anything to do with 5...)

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the living dead girl was great and i almost left a letterboxd reviewbut i letterBotched it because my thoughts are too all over the place and standards too high to give a review. But the ending was amazing and i loved how it tied in with itself so much in regards to the 2 main girls. Spoilers

Its almost as if Catherine got reanimated due to the bloodpact aka Helene's inability to accept her death. Why else would she still be alive years after her death if she loved her so much she promised to follow her to death right after . Well in the end she did die but to her love herself, tortured in her own existence as something malevolent and unaccepting of Helene out of devotion stooping to her level when she brings her victims . I like the allusions. I like the spiralling of love for the other they both have. When she said Helene, I am your death, Helene smiled. In truth that's exactly what she wanted even if it only further devastated Catherine. sometimes being loved is like that. But it might have been the same level of devastation that Helene felt at Catherine's death. It's like they became one, and when she ate Helene, she also ate her grief

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Paranoia so sad until i remember that i deserve all the bad tjings that come to me

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livingin the same city whete there are probably multiple girls that want you dead is ok when youre a shutin until you keep spotting people that look similar to them on the bus all thetime

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Literally nobody want me and that's great it means i have conveyed my unavaliability for relatuionships very well. Not that i am undesirable and unlikable (actually confidently saying this)

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ok girlies we are at a sleepover. we know how many crush confessions you’ve given and received. now tell us how many people you’ve kissed

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For some reason this is the best 2 hours of sleep i've literally ever had i feel GREAT

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I have to stop being the guy that's constantly breaking down on m twitter priv

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Icon crisis.......Over?... Igot so fixated trying to change my icon to somethint better I like a ditzy icon. Quite representative of my lifestyle

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Fear and hunger termina doodles

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Celebrate (You Finally Felt Something), Ronan Day-Lewis