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Will you still be using your other account? If so can you please remind me which one I forgot sorry sorry- If you're not then I hope that you have a nice day/night. It was nice seeing you do what you love.

Hello! (^o^) I won’t be using my other accounts- when I created them I accidentally did it in a way that connected them to this account (TvT) but, if I make a new account in the future, I’ll most likely add a link here in case anyone is interested ^^

Also, thank you so much for your support while I was still writing, and thank you for being my mutual!! I hope you have an awesome day/night, please stay safe! ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

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A/n

Hello! To anyone who sees this, I would just like to let you know that this account has been deactivated. Though I will not be coming back to this account, I have left my previous works up just in case anyone wants to read them. Thank you, have a nice day! (๑>◡<๑)

Previous pinned - here

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A/n

i cant write anymore, I’m sorry. Its become more stressful than fun, so I’m going to leave this blog for a while, most likely forever- I don’t really know yet.

But I just wanted to say thank you all for your support while I was here <33

I may return at some point, but I cant create any more works- I just need a break and a reset without having to worry about this blog, since school is getting super stressful. interacting online has also caused me to overthink everything and I just need a break from that as well :))

so for now, I hope you all have a good day, and goodbye! Tysm for everything ^^

(note- also, if any moots would like to stay in touch, Lmk and I can DM you my Genshin UID :DD)

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Tempted to write Sherlock + Squid Game crossover Hcs :DD

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First of all, congratulations! It feels like just yesterday I discovered your account. Anywho, may I request Childe + Fluff + Idol AU + Quote #18, where the reader reunites with Childe after he’s been on tour for a long time. Sorry if this doesn’t make sense at all! Feel free to change things to make it easier for you. Once again, congratulations! You deserve it! 🎉✨

••★••_ Idol!Childe reuniting with his (S/O) after being on tour - (Event request!)

Nola’s 400 follower event here!

Quote #18- “Stop being so attractive all the time!”

Warnings- none

Genre- fluff

Pairing- Idol!Childe x Gn!reader

Note- Aa thank you so much!! I really appreciate your support! <33 Also, thank you for your request! This was super fun to write, I hope you have a great day! ^^

It’s been months since you’ve seen Childe in person.  Your lover’s talents had been recognized greatly over the past few months, and like any popular idol, he went on tour. The only interactions you’ve had with him since he left were rushed goodnight phone calls that got squeezed in before a performance, and videos of his concerts that popped up on your feed.

Whenever you checked your phone, you were bombarded with posts from his fans, reminding you of the fact that he wouldn’t be home for a while. The light of your screen would darken as the face of your lover popped up, singing lyrics you wished he could repeat to you in real life. Not to mention the fact that he looked amazing on stage. All you wanted to do was kiss him until he couldn’t breathe. You wanted to feel his touch again, and seeing his face only made you feel worse.

You missed him so much, it was almost agonizing.

So, for the last three months, you tried to ignore the longing that had worked its way into your heart. You used whatever you could as a distraction, all while counting down the days to his arrival. You knew that Childe wouldn’t mind if you reached out to him, but you didn’t want to seem like a burden. After all, even if he seemed fine, you knew that he was stressed out enough already. The last thing you wanted to do was add to that.

Time went on, and your sadness morphed into excitement. You still missed him, but you had learned to get used to that feeling. Besides, he would be home soon, and everyday was a step closer to the very thing you had been wanting ever since he left. Every lonely night, every quiet afternoon, every dreadful second of each day- they would all be gone soon. Unfortunately, this only spurred on your enthusiasm. You could swear that there wasn’t a single day where you didn’t think about seeing him.

So, when the day of Childe’s return came, you were touch starved and absolutely buzzed with excitement. You woke up early, and practically jumped out of bed when you looked at the date. You couldn’t stop shaking and pacing around, waiting to hear the front door open- waiting for any sign of another human. You padded over to the kitchen, checking the clock for the hundredth time that day. It read exactly 6:00 PM. He would be here any second.

Suddenly, you heard a sharp click come from the opposite side of the door. Your breath hitched as you watched the door open, revealing Childe in all his glory. He was smiling like an idiot, soft light cascading over his form. His eyes were shining brighter than the sun, and his voice was spilling over with joy as he greeted you. Tears welled up in your eyes, hands falling loosely  over your mouth.

You couldn’t take it anymore.

Your body crashed into Childe’s, and your arms wrapped around his neck for support. You felt a pair of hands grab your waist, hurriedly lifting you off of the ground. Both of you burst into a flurry of giggles, as he spun you around. The warmth of your bodies mixed with each other, relief finally spreading out through your blood. You couldn’t believe what was happening. He was home. He was finally home.

Childe’s lips met yours as soon as you touched the ground. His lips moved gently against your own, hands coming to rest on your lower back. Heat coursed through his abrupt actions, waves of desperation growing more and more powerful with each touch you gave each other. You never wanted to let go of him, and fortunately, Childe felt the same way. Even so, you separated from each other when the need for air became too strong.

“Stop being so attractive all the time! It was practically torture having to stay away from you.” You scolded, a playful smile spreading over your lips. You plopped your head onto his chest as your lover’s fingers carded through your hair, a deep chuckle vibrating through his chest.

“You flatter me, darling.” Childe breathed. “I’m happy to be home again. It’s been a while, hasn’t it?”

You hummed in agreement. The memories from the  nights you had spent alone were finally drifting away. You would never have to relive them again. “I missed you a lot, you know.”

“I missed you too…but, there’s no need to worry now! I won’t be going away again for a while, so there’s no need to rush anything.” He said, grinning at you. “We have all the time in the world to catch up.”

You intertwined your fingers with Childe’s, reaching up to kiss him one more time. “You’d better tell me everything then, okay?

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I just finished squid game and holy crap episode 8 is so good (*≧∀≦*)

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I threw out my neck again and I cant move my head 😌✌️

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Talk to me-

AAAA C A T C A T C A T \(//∇//)\

Also liquid Mercury looks like metallic water and it makes me want to drink it… but I cant bc it has weird side affects 😔

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Me, at all my mutuals:

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May go on indefinite hiatus so here’s my side blog if anyone wants to talk ^^

@nolatalks

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Should I delete/deactivate this blog?

I probably won’t, but I don’t really write that often anymore (•-•) i feel like there isn’t really a purpose for it now

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𓈒𓏸𑁍ࠬ • ALL THE LONELY PEOPLE

Summary; Dancing with your husband in a historical fiction, but does it really feel like dancing when you know that you fell out of love with him?

Author’s Note; Writing a lot of angst because I fear my angst is horrible and that is a skill I need to practice! Also these headcannons are dull.

Characters; Albedo, Ayato, Ajax, Kaeya, Diluc,

ఎ ☁︎ GENERAL WARNINGS; Angst + HeartBreak & GN!Reader

I. ALBEDO — ‘ lives in a dream ’

It was a dull night. Very dull. You were grateful for being able to accomplish the goal your younger self would have wanted. It was 6 years since you were in a close relationship with Albedo. Even those in lower classes knew about it. Albedo knew you loved him. Everyone knew you loved him. Or they had assumed. But you danced with him ever so softly on the dance floor tonight. With his tears coming close to drying. You could only give him half a smile. Cause it’s all that you could form.

You couldn’t admit it, but you felt lonely. At first, you were alone. Now you were lonely.

Albedo’s hand lingered on your waist. And while you seemed focused on him, you focused on the lonely people who surrounded around you two, observing. By their eyes you could tell they were envious. They thought, you guys had the perfect relationship. While envious filled their eyes joy did too.

They had hope they wouldn’t be overworked and that the soon to be king, Albedo, won’t be as harsh as he once was now that he was in love. Growing up as someone poor before you knew where they were coming from. So instead, you forced yourself to pretend to be in love with him.

And though you were surrounded by so many people who “loved” you, you still felt lonely. And will forever be lonely.

The courage to break his heart was non-existent. And yet he danced with you like he was living a dream.

So you’ll pursue that dream for as long as you can.

II. AYATO — ‘ who is it for ’

It was a fair night. A night filled with fair people and “fair rules”, and fair love. That’s how it should have worked. But your fair love wasn’t love to begin with. And even if it were disguised as one, it wasn’t fair either way. You loved Ayato for who he once was. And though he had improved, it didn’t leave you with the same feeling you once had with him.

He felt like a cough ball that a cat couldn’t swallow.

And though you both shared this dance together, could it really be considered a dance if the other person didn’t want to do it. It’s not a dance if one didn’t feel the love that was meant to be shared upon.

No one dances with their enemy.

And even if they did their dance would have been fulfilled with more emotion. Your emotion sat like a broken egg on the shelf. Left in the same place but broken. You only lingered with Ayato, in this dancing circle and ball where everyone had observed.

Purposely trying to mess up, but he’d always whispered that he would always catch you. You didn’t want him to catch you. All this love that he had built up just for you, was not gone to waste, but held in a jar too small.

Who would the love be for if you didn’t want to except it?

III. AJAX — ‘ look at all the lonely people ’

The cocky man held your waist ever so tightly and had a sharp grip with your hand. He adored looking deep into your eyes and seeing the fake love in your eyes that he was unaware of your love. You were originally meant to kill him, but you had fallen in love and out of love with him.

You weren’t going to kill him. But you were not going to love him either.

“Look at all those lonely peas-people….watching us” Ajax whispered carefully into your ear. You didn’t blush as usual, but he didn’t question it. And that statement alone made you want to press your heel into his foot. But you control yourself.

His cocky ego was suffocating. There was a reason why he acted like this, which made you feel bad. But when he had turned back to face you, dancing so softly and gentle with you with his dull eyes shining again made you swallow down guilt.

Because you could not return the love that he had offered. You had it, just didn’t want to return it.

IV. KAEYA — ‘ waits at the window ’

He was always a patient man with you. Unlike the others, he knew you were falling out of love with him. And he didn’t stop you. He didn’t understand why you lingered by his side. But he appreciated it anyways.

Though this dance you guys shared together he knew would be the last. He knew you were seeing other men and women. Though he did not care. He never announced it to his family to avoid being a burden. And he watched as your eye linger to a specific someone in the crowd.

But he was grateful enough to share this dance.

When the dance was over, he waited by the window as he watched you take another man home, while he still waits patiently by the window.

He’ll forever love you.

V. DILUC — ‘ all the lonely people, where do they all belong ’

He watched you fall out of love with him and it had bothered him so much. But seeing you dance with his brother rather than him shattered his heart little by little. He didn’t bother to argue. But he cried tears of joy. Joy to see you happy.

It was okay though. He just didn’t understand why you still wore the ring he bought you. It silently had pissed you off. But at last you were never questioned upon. He didn’t have the courage to do so, persay.

Diluc finds himself in a ballroom filled with lonely people. With a man who was once alone, was now lonely. He didn’t feel like he belonged. Because even he can hear the whispers of people asking why he wasn’t the one dancing with you.

Just a group of him and lonely people not knowing where they belonged. With you in his brother’s arms.

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All of my friends have had y/n moments within the past month

like I wanna have a y/n moment pls

gimme the y/n privilege

hand it over rn (*´Д｀*)

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Go on ANON and tell me what you think of me. I do not want to know who it is, at all. Don’t tell me who it is, don’t give me hints, don’t say your screen name. Tell me exactly what you think of me. Don’t sugarcoat things. Don’t lie. If you hate me, tell me why. Tell me what I’m doing wrong. If you like me, tell me why. Tell me exactly what you think of me.

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Gsywjsghabsfsha Im going to upload event stuff soon I promise I’m not ignoring them (TvT)

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𓈒𓏸𑁍ࠬ • SQUID GAME HEADCANNONS WITH GENSHIN MEN | ANGST

Summary; Headcannons with the Genshin men, based off of the show ‘squid game.’ All headcannon Will consist of the marble game and how they’ll react to either having you live or not live. Or whether you allow yourself to win or to not win.

Author’s Note; !! IMPLIED SPOILERS TO SQUID GAME !! Inspiration from ‘arcade.’

Characters; Ayato, Ajax/Childe, Diluc, Kaeya, Kazuha, Itto, Xiao + Zhongli

ఎ ☁︎ WARNINGS; Angst, Death & Murder + GN!READER Mentions of Blood & etc! Inspired from EPISODE 6 Of Squid Game!!

A. AYATO — ‘ a losing game. ’

His eyes had completely widened when the rules are announced. You can feel yourself grabbing his jaw and everything and telling him it would be okay. But he shakes his head. And you do too. Because it would never be okay. Though as stiff time goes by, you let out a sigh. With your tears never drying. You grip ever so harshly of the marbles in your hands. Because it’s all you’ll get that will remind you of Ayato. All you’ll ever have from him. When you turn, immediately You hear the gun sounds go off. You had won, but at what cost.

B. AJAX — ‘ loving you is a losing game. ’

He didn’t expect this to happen. The whole time these games have been going on he told himself to not fall in love with you. Romance or anything that related to romantic love, cannot be prevented. So it happened. And when the marble game showed it’s true colors, it was him who walked off with a living body. While your blood stained the concrete. He loved you so much, but was it really winning if he was going to lose you at the same time…?

C. DILUC — ‘ i got addicted to a losing game’

You were persistent. After hearing his tragic and such a tragic story about him and his brother, you knew that he needed to live. To reunite with his brother despite the bad years they shared with each other. And with that reason you purposely lost. Just imaging him reuniting and forgiving his brother after such brutal years wasn’t enough for you. You needed it to be guaranteed. And that guarantee meant that you would have to die. Diluc could remember his tears never driving, and he was addicted to the love you shared. And addicting to the and a losing game you two participated in.

D. ITTO — ‘I saw the end before it begun ’

The only game he actually wanted to lose in. And he did. He always kept a competitive attitude with you, and thought of you as his biggest competor. But after hearing why you need the money he drew your head close to his and placed a kiss on your forehead. When you had one you brutally saw how he was shot, with his body falling to the ground. And tears soak the concrete. You knew this would happen because of how in love he was with you. You just didn’t except it to happen now. But you saw the end before it would have begun.

E. KAEYA — ‘ a broken heart is all that’s left ’

His flirting came off as him just needing to trust one because in this game, you’re either better off alone with someone you know, or no one you know. But him seeing you sit alone for most of the rounds and games is what made him attracted to you. When the marble game came around you guys grew close… but as soon as the game started and the rules were announced, he had immediately kissed you. And agreed to play fairly just to see you smile. But he lost. So though you left with a bag of marbles in your hand, all that was truly left, was a broken heart. That could not be gained back.

F. KAZUHA KAEDEHARA — ‘ silence ringing inside of my head’

Watching you fall to the ground while he held the marbles selfishly made him burst into tears. He knew it was neither of your guys fault but it caused him pain anyways. When he went to exit and leave with this ‘prize’ of pain, he could only feel silence ringing inside of his head as more gunshots went off. He’ll write a poem for you once you guys arrive home.

G. XIAO — ‘ i’ve spent all the love i saved ’

You stared at him, arguing with him and saying that it’s only fair to play fair and square. But he didn’t care, or at least that’s what his eyes were trying to prove. But despite that, his eyes were dull and emotionless but his tears never gave up. He caressed your cheek carefully, and you stomped away in anger. Before hearing the gun go off. And the sound of his body dropping to the concrete. You had spent all your love on someone who you had known for barely two or three weeks. And yet it felt like it was all spent for nothing.

H. ZHONGLI — ‘ I’m afraid of all I am ’

He wanted to hold you once last time. And tried to race back to see to say goodbye. But it was worse for him to turn around and see that you’d no longer be looking at him. Blood linking from your skull. He grew sad immediately but didn’t bother to waste his energy and tears now. He turned around now knowing further on into the game, he would be nothing without you. Afraid who he would be now.

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Dangit im having cramps (T_T)