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|| So... ||

|| I haven't said this yet, and I'm late as fuck with this information, but my other discord account had been hacked some time back and I had to make a new one.

If you want my new one, then like this post and I'll send it to you in messenger. ||

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|| Where the FUCK are all these nsfw-ish bots coming from?? I literally get them every other damn hour! ||

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*Wants to bring the blog back to life again*

*While also knowing that new icons need to be made -- which are tedious as fuck as it is -- and the entire blog needs to be completely revamped*

*Motivation slowly plummets*

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"What the heck did we miss while we were gone?"

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The greatest sense of relief washed over her at his words alone, as she was now able to smile warmly since the confession. The kisses and the embrace was something she imagined doing with him half the time over the course of knowing him. Now, it's a reality and more...

Upon sitting down next to him on the cot, Cren continues to lean against him, gently placing a hand on his knee. "I love you, too, Chrom", she says. "...we have so much ahead of us now. Anything could happen from here on out...". There was a lot to consider now; the war, their engagement, she has to give him her culture's betrothal item, not to mention the future of both of their nations...so many things on her mind now!

"C-chrom...", the woman approached him, pausing in slight trepidation as she looked to him. She had kept this deep inside long enough. It was now or never, no matter the outcome. "There is something I would like to talk to you about, if you have the time...".

"Oh? Lady Cren what is it you wished to speak about? I do have time to speak is this an okay place or should we speak somewhere more private?"

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from askzagreusoftheunderworld “I do hate to bother you miss but I am looking for the way back to my home and seem to be a bit lost there, do you mind telling me where I am?” He asks as his burning feet leave behind some scorch marks and he rests his sword on his shoulder.

Looking over to the man, the goddess couldn't even consider these situations odd anymore; it's happened so often that it became common now in her empire for some random stranger to just appear...especially where she is. She only hoped her daughter's phrase of Cren being a literal 'dude magnet' was just a coincidence in these cases, as most of them do tend to be normally men in the stranger's situation. Or maybe she should pay attention to her cousin's suggestions of amping up the security around the palace.

Until then....

"You are currently in the palace of the Silver Phoenix Empire, for I am its ruling Empress and deity: you stand in a constellation forged by my power", Crendessa answers warmly. "This is not an uncommon thing to occur here, surprisingly, so I shall help you. What is the name of the land or realm you come from?".

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This was like a dream...and if it was, then by gods, she didn't want to wake up. The last thing the woman needed was another harsh reality full of disappointments; she didn't know if her heart could take it again.

The woman could go down the list on why she loves the man, and they could be here for too long if she did. From his kind, helping nature, the determination in this piercing blue eyes to protect those he cares about, and his overall dorky behavior...she loves it all about him. All of it. Being around the man would make her feel content and safe, whilst the thought of being without him would tear her apart from the inside slowly.

"I love you, too, Chrom", she exclaimed, holding him firmly enough to nearly sink her fingers into his shoulders. "I will be both your sword and shield -- you are my fire, for heaven's sake! I-I should have told you how felt sooner, but I was so afraid...". Being rejected was the least of her problems...but that was a story for another day. The moment he kisses her again, she felt herself practically melting in his arms. She savors it, deepening the kiss, as for as long as she could.

"C-chrom...", the woman approached him, pausing in slight trepidation as she looked to him. She had kept this deep inside long enough. It was now or never, no matter the outcome. "There is something I would like to talk to you about, if you have the time...".

"Oh? Lady Cren what is it you wished to speak about? I do have time to speak is this an okay place or should we speak somewhere more private?"

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She just couldn't believe that he'd return her feelings. To say she was ecstatic couldn't begin to describe how she felt this moment. So, it was love at first sight for him; the same applied to her as well! Just when she was about to nuzzle against him more in her embrace, she felt his lips upon hers, causing her to freeze and take everything in while the world frozen around her temporarily. She hasn't kissed a man in five years...

Feeling him pull away, Crendessa is brought back to reality once more as she opens her eyes to look at him yet again, blinking a few times in surprise from the next inquiry. He...wanted to marry her? So soon? She didn't think she'd get asked this right away....! Heavens...she's always wanted to be married to the man she loves...

"Y-yes...!", she answered, without even wanting to think about it, nuzzling against his chest happily. They were in a dreadful war currently; either of them could die any day, and if that day would arrive, they would make the most of their time together as much as possible. She didn't care how sudden this was! "Yes, I will marry you, Chrom", she declared. "I have always needed you -- wanted you by side, and I want to be with you always...!".

"C-chrom...", the woman approached him, pausing in slight trepidation as she looked to him. She had kept this deep inside long enough. It was now or never, no matter the outcome. "There is something I would like to talk to you about, if you have the time...".

"Oh? Lady Cren what is it you wished to speak about? I do have time to speak is this an okay place or should we speak somewhere more private?"

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"Y-yes....", her heart raced against her chest after her answer, waiting silently yet anxiously for his response. It's not often she opened her heart to anyone like this on this level...not after what happened last time, before meeting the Shepherds. While she had no qualms with being friends with most of the group, her feelings never went further than that, until growing closer to their leader...

However...hearing that he reciprocated her feelings caused the woman's eyes to go wide, unbeknownst to her that her racing heart was now doing backflips. He...loves her back...? Without any form of warning, her arms were already wrapped around the man, hugging him against her own frame, now that she felt she could freely do so. A massive weight was lifted off her shoulders and chest, now that she could finally breathe easy.

"Chrom....", she breathed out heavily in relief. "You have no idea how long have been keeping it to myself...the pressure was so much. I had no idea how you would respond....", she murmured.

"C-chrom...", the woman approached him, pausing in slight trepidation as she looked to him. She had kept this deep inside long enough. It was now or never, no matter the outcome. "There is something I would like to talk to you about, if you have the time...".

"Oh? Lady Cren what is it you wished to speak about? I do have time to speak is this an okay place or should we speak somewhere more private?"

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After entering his tent, a pressure-like weight hung on her chest now that she was alone with him. After releasing his hand, the woman faces him before taking a deep breath, as if it were gathering all of her courage in one sitting. Exhaling quietly, she looks him in the face, while her own was turning just as pink as her own hair.

"Chrom, I...", she thins her lips after pausing briefly, and continues. "...I have been with the shepherds for quite a long while now, in spite of me being from another nation. And, my time here -- my time with you -- has meant so much to me. And...I want to be by side at all times...".

"C-chrom...", the woman approached him, pausing in slight trepidation as she looked to him. She had kept this deep inside long enough. It was now or never, no matter the outcome. "There is something I would like to talk to you about, if you have the time...".

"Oh? Lady Cren what is it you wished to speak about? I do have time to speak is this an okay place or should we speak somewhere more private?"

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Her hand reaches over to grasp on to his own subconsciously out of reflex, much to her own faint surprise as she now sees them joined. She knew that was because of how...comfortable she is around him, among other things. Otherwise, she would have been more withdrawn.

"Y-yes, please....", finally being able to muster up a small smile upon her features at the gesture. If she was going to do this -- if things didn't go well -- she had to make this level of closeness count while it lasted. "Ah, and...you do not have to refer to me as Lady Cren. Just Cren is fine", she softly reminds him.

"C-chrom...", the woman approached him, pausing in slight trepidation as she looked to him. She had kept this deep inside long enough. It was now or never, no matter the outcome. "There is something I would like to talk to you about, if you have the time...".

"Oh? Lady Cren what is it you wished to speak about? I do have time to speak is this an okay place or should we speak somewhere more private?"

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The butterflies were already fluttering about in her stomach the moment he responded. Maybe it was a wise decision to talk of this matter privately, for her own heart's sake.

"Yes, we should go somewhere privately. Is...your tent acceptable?". How she managed to keep her composure this well so far baffled her, but she couldn't falter now.

"C-chrom...", the woman approached him, pausing in slight trepidation as she looked to him. She had kept this deep inside long enough. It was now or never, no matter the outcome. "There is something I would like to talk to you about, if you have the time...".

"Oh? Lady Cren what is it you wished to speak about? I do have time to speak is this an okay place or should we speak somewhere more private?"

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Tarzan, Alice in Wonderland

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Tarzan - How did the place your muse grew up in affect them?

Crendessa was born in Vulpecula, the Fox Constellation. A nation consisting of samurai, shinobi, and naturally, kitsunes. She was raised by the very nine-tailed King of the nation itself, and her true identity as the nation's adopted princess was a secret until her 18th birthday. Within the palace walls, she was cared and loved deeply by everyone, making sure to raise her to be a good person. But, outside the walls is where she came face to face with a rude awakening.

To put it simply, Cren had to learn the hardway that not everyone was a good person with pure intentions, and it nearly resulted in her on the brutal receiving end of pain, whether it be emotional, physical (mainly), mental, or psychological. Back-stabbing, two-faced individuals who would kill eachother over any reason, racism, bullies, controlling, neglectful lords who abused their authority in various ways -- were a staple to her while growing up. She was shunned, hated, and abused for being who she was -- a hopeful, idealistic seraphim who disliked fighting, detested the suffering, and wanted to resolve things peacefully. She tried her damnest to hold on to that light. If anyone gave her the time of the day during her shinobi years, it was only because they found her useful for her abilities. Otherwise, they didn't care for anything of her other than her obedience.

After a cruel scenario that involved her being wrongfully put in prison and tortured for a month straight, she came to her own realization; the world was a cruel and beautiful place, and injustice will happen anywhere. Even then, she still wanted to protect the good things that mattered in the world. As much as she hated killing and hurting people out of fear of stooping to their level, there were people in this world that truly needed to die for their actions. She couldn't hold back all the time anymore. She wasn't going to give up on her ideals because of this suffering -- where she was, she learned that to establish peace and end suffering, sometimes she would have to KILL to achieve it, and play the cutthroat game of the world she lived in to get by.

With this, the Legendary Assassin Mihoshi, was born....

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Alice in Wonderland - What does your muse often dream of? Do they have strange dreams? Pleasant ones? Nightmares?

Crendessa's dreams are an enigma, just like her own mind in general. As a psychic, her subconscious is as surreal as they come. Whether pleasant or nightmare, her dreams always have some form of meaning to them, whether positive or negative, even in the vaguest form. In her family, nightmares are always premonitions, while pleasant ones could be perceived in any shape or form. She dreams of...many things.

However...there has been one she that perceives every now and then; she can never tell if it's a nightmare or not. More than once, she sees herself standing in what appears to be a dimly-lit room, something of a cathedral of sorts, with a beautiful blue book sitting on a wooden pedestal in the distance with a reddish-purple light shining upon it...beckoning to her to go and claim it so she can be 'awakened'.

She always sees that same "Spade" symbol upon the stained glass before it all ends...

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A SERIES OF HEADCANON PROMPTS INSPIRED BY DISNEY MOVIES

Hercules - Is your muse more physically strong, or emotionally strong? 

Cinderella - Did your muse experience any childhood traumas? Did they overcome them?

Bambi - What is your muse’s relationship with their parents like?

Pinocchio - How honest is your muse? What is their moral stance on white lies?

Fantasia - Does your muse believe in magic? What is their view on it?

Dumbo - Has your muse ever been bullied for a physical difference?

Mulan - Is your muse secure in their gender identity? Have they ever experienced sexism or transphobia?

Aladdin - If your muse had 3 wishes, what would they wish for?

Zootopia - Would your muse enjoy living in a utopia, or would they feel out of place?

Tarzan - How did the place your muse grew up in affect them?

Moana - Does your muse believe in fate or destiny? What is theirs?

Atlantis - Is your muse adventurous or do they prefer to seclude themselves?

101 Dalmatians - Does your muse have a large collection of any particular thing?

Frozen - What is your muse’s relationship with their siblings like?

Beauty and the Beast - How has your muse changed as a person over their life? Have they changed for the better or for worse?

Sleeping Beauty - What is the worst possible curse your muse could face?

Pocahontas - How does your muse deal with being exposed to unfamiliar cultures? Are they open and accepting?

The Jungle Book - Is your muse happy living off of the bare necessities, or do they need more in life?

Oliver and Company - Is your muse more street smart or book smart?

The Hunchback of Notre Dame - What is your muse’s religious beliefs? Have they ever experienced oppression at the hands of religion?

Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs - How trusting of strangers is your muse? Would they accept a gift from a stranger?

The Princess and the Frog - Would your muse accept someone else’s help in fulfilling their dreams, or would they want to earn it for themself?

The Emperor’s New Groove - What animal would you associate your muse with? Why?

The Lion King - Is your muse prepared for the responsibilities laid out for them in life?

The Little Mermaid - Would your muse change themself for love, or would they wait to find someone who loves them for who they are?

Peter Pan - Is your muse a child at heart? What is their mental age or maturity?

Wreck-It Ralph - What does ‘being a winner’ mean to your muse?

Lilo & Stitch - Does your muse have any pets? Do they want any?

Lady and the Tramp - What are your muses romantic standards? Would they ever fall for someone of a lower class?

Alice in Wonderland - What does your muse often dream of? Do they have strange dreams? Pleasant ones? Nightmares?

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Send your muse’s thoughts about mine on anon

And my muse will react

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Anon, The Match Maker

Go on anonymous(Or Not) and send me an ask with character from any fandom (Name - Series, Please!), that you picked out to be my muse’s ideal match, and I’ll rate it on the scale below:

One True Pairing! - ❤❤❤❤❤ Almost Perfect!     - ❤❤❤❤ I’d Ship It!             - ❤❤❤ Sure why not.       - ❤❤ Maybe…               - ❤ Neutral                 - (Explain why) Maybe Not…         - 💔 Yeah, No…            - 💔💔 Anti-Ship!              - 💔💔💔 Are You Nuts?       - 💔💔💔💔 OH HELL NO!        - 💔💔💔💔💔

Then I’ll follow it up with a few words from the muse, mun, or both, explaining why they think it would work out or not!