I literally cant share shit without other people tagging my sister or saying "I can see your sister doing this/etc etc" like I'm so sick of feeling like I have no self because everything I share people just think of my sister lmao I obviously shared it bc I LIKE IT
Im getting so sick of the comparison I'm over it hahaahahahah
And sometimes
I want to win. And sometimes I want to lose so badly
I can taste it. To surrender everything I’m made of:
the neat, fenced acres of my separateness—
that little plot of land I’ve spent a life defending—
to let go until there’s nothing left of me
but that great vault we spoke of,
its endless dark, its pitiless silence.
— Danusha Laméris, from “Worlds in Worlds,” Bonfire Opera