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[noodleislost04]

There was a girl known by everyone.

She lived in a small house on the outskirts own the bsuy town all alone.

Even though everyone knew her,she only had a few friends.

The only friends she had was the mirror,the toilet,the blade peaking out behind the toilet,the pain pills hidden in the cabinet and the rope hanging from the tree in the backyard.

After watching a sad movie ,while eating popcorn and crying,she rushed to the bathroom to go grab some tissues.

She pashed the mirror and halted in shock.

She stared at herself in the mirror,hard.

Who was this disgusting creature? The mistake?

Definetly not her,for she had dirty blonde hair,a perfectly sculpted nose and shocking blue eyes.

No,she did not see that in the reflectoin.

What she saw was a complete stranger with flaws all over her body.

Was it the top or the pants? Maybe it was her stomach? Should she add some make up?

She tried and tried and tried.

But to no avail.

And so,tissues long forgotten she closed the bathroom door and lifted the toilet seat,sinking down onto her knees as she commited a horrendous crime.

The only witnesses were the toilet itself snd the curouis sharp blade peeking out from behind the toilet.

Toilet long forgotten,she grabbed the blade from its resting place and coloured it with red.

The once grey blade was now coloured im crimson red,dripping down it in waves.

She rushed to her room,looking for something else to help this need to be perfect fade away.

She placed the blade on top of her bedside tableand rummaged through it,looking for something else.

But to no avail,nothing

She sighed as she stared at the blade on the bedside table that was urging her to use it again.

She stared down at her legs and arms and smiled as she looked down at the many shapes drawn on it. Circles,traingles or sometimes just lines.

And then,her amusement grew as she spotted a white container at the back of her cabinet.

She greedily grabbed it,just like she did with the food earlier and then debated on how much she would gulp down.

Two? Maybe five?

In the end,she swallowed three pills. Just like she did with the food earlier.

And fell into a deep slumber with a smile.

But her happiness wasnt long lived as she awoke from her deep slumber.

So,she did the last possible thing she could.

She had to finish the job,after all.

Grabhing her jacket and closing the door,she strode towards the backyard,passing the swings she played on when she was younger.

And happier.

She grabbed the ladder from behind and placed it next to the tree.

And as she stood on top of it,she smiled ever so sweetly.

She had to finish the job,she just had too. She chanted to herself.

And so she tied the rope around her neck tightly and stepped off of the ladder with a smile.

She did it,with a smile