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I need to be angry again

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csa trauma as an adult is. i want to have sex!!! i really dont!!! sex is all i want right now i hate it so much :) i want sex no i do yes i dont at all! sex sex sex all the time its horrible i want it so bad!! lets have sex :) dont touch me :) if you dont touch me i cant stand it i will cry if you touch me!!! i really want to have sex. no i dont. i do. yes i dont!

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starting a collection #blackmold

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MY CHILDHOOD HOME IS EMPTY.

You Can't Go Home Again by Thomas Wolfe / Giovanni’s Room by James Baldwin (1) / Landscape by Louise Glück / Summer's End by Eli McMullen ( Acrylic and gouache on panel) / There is still love here (Ceramic house) by griefmother / How's It Gonna End - Tom Waits / Dear God. Dear Bones. Dear Yellow by Noor Hindi / Origin of the Marble Forest by Gregory Orr / A Shropshire Lad by A.E.Housman / Little Summer by Raymond Bonilla (Oil on panel) / Untitled, digital by Tito Merello Vilar / Ivy - Frank Ocean / Disco Elysium (1) / The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman / That’s Okay - The Hush Sound / Checkers by John Marsden / 1986 by Hollis Brown Thornton (pigment transfer on paper) / tumblr post by @ryebreadgf / Outhouse by Rachel McKibbens / 6 ways to draw a circle by tumblr user @filmnoirsbian / From the Scars series by India Lawton / House Fire by Becca Stadtlander / Back to the Old House - The Smiths / How’d Your Parents Die Again by Fatimah Asghar / Giovanni’s Room by James Baldwin (2) / Disco Elysium (2) / The Four Generations of Chang E by Zen Cho

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final girl vii: the terrible place, daphne gottlieb

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Have You Tried Doing An Art About It?

Acrylic, beads, glitter, glitter dust, stickers and eyeshadow on canvas

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i have 2 have to bet that deleting half my friendslist on discord would feel so good. it would feel so fucking nice.

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theres a difference between actively being nice and caring about people

theres a bloody difference between wanting to cause harm and actually causing harm

i just wish i could get a headpat or sth for like. how much effort i put into looking like a regular person.

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2 much socialization happened 2day. time 2 be sociapath man

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starting 2 wonder some shit

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been building a collection of posts from like minded individuals

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“gravestone in pet cemetery, lisbon” (1998) by nan goldin

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2018

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having nearly died 2 months ago im trying not to say "kill me" as much and be grateful with whatever fucking life i have so i keep trying to redirect "kill me" -> im going to kill (insert thing)"

like for exampleeeee

Im going to kill my dad