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Yes, sometimes I have a bum of energy, but sometimes I don't have it at all!!! I don't have a purpose and I don't know what results I want to achieve. That's why my motivation is nothing. Maybe I still can't believe where I am, but all what I want is to understand how to level up my skills, prove all my advantages to myself and show my personality!

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The thing everyone should know🙏

It's not a comedy! It's the truth, that makes our life easier and better 🌿

Love!

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just save it, maybe i will need to listen to this playlist 

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I do not think it is normal i have a sense that everything happening around me devoid of feelings. Without love, detestation, sympathy life does not have meaning and all actions are pointless. It looks like an algorithm. People must evaluate the emotions which they experience

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«Man in other people is man’s soul. That is what you are, that is what your conscience breathed, relished, was nourished by all your life. Your soul, your immortality, your life in others. And what then? You have been in others and you will remain in others. And what difference does it make to you that later it will be called memory? It will be you, having entered into the composition of the future»

- B.L.Pasternak

«Doctor Zhivago»

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The lips which have already forgotten what a real kiss means. Or better to say that they haven't completely know about the moves of the lover's one, due to all kisses from the past were based only on lust, but not on passion

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Just look at this picture and feel such queer emotion that Tatyana has. The words “God, i dont know why you have come to me, i am really didn’t want to see you and now you are kissing my hand, why, Eugene?” are readen in her face’s expression. It is something between the uncertainty and despair

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Is this a coincidence?

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my mood for all time

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Wonderful life

(original by Black)

Светило, не жалея сил, все волосы мои наполнило лучами.

Я снова направляюсь к морю, которое по мне скучает.

И, не стесняясь сам себя, я думаю о невозможном,

И воздух полон магией надежд, и чайки машут крыльями свободно.

Ты думаешь, что все не так, как дóлжно быть?

Поверь, кто говорит такое, точно бредит.

Я не ��очу один всю жизнь свою прожить,

Но я один, один на этом белом свете.

В твоих пронзающих глазах я тоже вижу Солнце,

А в волосах - жара резвится над пожаром,

Мне кажется, не нравится им вовсе,

Что ты стоишь сейчас со мною рядом.

И нет им никакого дела, что с тобой

Я чувствую себя, как некогда, счастливым,

Останься здесь, побудь пока со мной:

Души своей я чувствую порывы.

Не следует бежать или скрываться,

Ведь данная нам жизнь поистине прекрасна.

Не следует ни плакать, ни смеяться:

Вся слава жизни нашей не напрасна.

My translation:

Here I go out to sea again // Я снова иду к морю

Sunshine fills my hair // Мои волосы полны лучами Солнца

And dreams hang in the air // И мечты витают в воздухе

Gulls in the sky and in my blue eye // Как чайки в небе, отраженном в моих глазах

You know it feels unfair // Ты знаешь, это не совсем правильно

There's magic everywhere // Магия здесь повсюду

Look at me standing // Посмотри, где я стою

Here on my own again // Взгляни на меня снова

Up straight in the sunshine // Я стою здесь, тянусь навстречу Солнцу

No need to run and hide // Нет нужны бежать и скрываться

It's a wonderful, wonderful life // Это прекрасная, прекрасная жизнь

No need to laugh and cry // Нет нужды смеяться и плакать

It's a wonderful, wonderful life // Это прекрасная, прекрасная жизнь

Sun in your eyes // Солнце в твоих глазах

And heat is in your hair // И жар в твоих волосах

They seem to hate you // Они выглядят так, будто ты им не нравится

Because you're there // Потому что находишься здесь

And I need a friend // А мне нужен друг

Oh, I need a friend // О, мне так нужен друг

To make me happy // Чтобы сделать меня счастливым

Not standing on my own // Не зависимо от меня

Look at me standing // Посмотри, где я стою

Here on my own again // Взгляни на меня снова

Up straight in the sunshine // Я стою здесь, тянусь навстречу Солнцу

No need to run and hide // Нет нужны бежать и скрываться

It's a wonderful, wonderful life // Это прекрасная, прекрасная жизнь

No need to laugh and cry // Нет нужды смеяться и плакать

It's a wonderful, wonderful life // Это прекрасная, прекрасная жизнь

I need a friend // Мне нужен друг

Oh, I need a friend // О, мне нужен друг

To make me happy // Чтобы сделать меня счастливым

Not so alone // Или я останусь таким одиноким

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Yesterday i did one incredible thing which i wanted to bring to life for a long time.

I have registered in TANDEM. I knew about this app, but when my friend told me about it i was so interested.

I hope i will find a good person there

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The space achievement’s issue

We live in the world in which space exploring means not the last role. Soem people are convinced that the space explorations are the most useful and important achievements of the last century, but others believe that it is not true. We all know that there are a lot of space expeditions one the 20th century and scientists have done a good job to improve our knowledges about space. But why some people have an opinion that it is not the greatest achievement?

I believe that space explorations are so important for all humanity and for it’s future. All knowledges which we have about our Universe and Solar system were got from space expeditions and apparatus which were created by the scientist of 20 century. That is why i am agree with sugession that the fact about a huge role of space explorings is true. 

I would like to support my point of view with an example. The Soviet cosmonaut  Yuri Gagarin was the first man in space and his flight was so important not only for scientists but also for humans too. All wanted to know what is it - the space? It was a brilliant experience that have given us a good lesson in how to fly to the space right.

Other people have arguments against this position. They think that there was a large number of other creations for glory, for example, the computer’s creation. These people sure that knowledges about unknown are not as useful as knowledges about what is interesting for us  at this moment (the laws of nature, medicine ans other).

I am afraid i can no agree with their position because space - is something mysterious and secret and we do not know about time when we would have a troubles outside our planet. Computers is very useful thing that also is used in a space sphere for exploring other planets. And another results of experiments in another areas, for example, in medicine were just a progress. There were a lot of  observations and discoveries of some diseases but medicine was constantly developing earlier. And space exploring - is a big step of all human’s history. People have gone a log way to achieve that we have now and it is respected. 

In the conclusion i would like to say that the space is so strange place and we have not enough knowledges about it. The equipment of space exploration have still improved and i home that wi will have more opportunities for better space discovering.

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Why we prefer to do nothing than do that we have planed?

Almost every of us asked a question about it. We all planning, looking and trying to accomplish our desires. But mostly everything goes not like we desired. 

Yes, i am a great procrastinator. Almost every day i wanna share my thoughts with somebody in the Internet, write an English-post and publish it on Tmblr but it is not quite easy for me. We all have a weaknesses and i am not a exception. 

Every day i see posts about what my acquaintances are planing to do. There is a quarantine in our country that is why we all have a small holiday (if it is correct to give a such name: they were extended until 30th of April but i would not be surprised if it is the wrong date). If to tell the truth i envying them. Maybe because i believe in them. I believe that all what they have desired will come true in the future. There is a lot of time to improve some skills and achievements. 

I have just remember about one fact: my groupmate wanted to learn a Python so much. And in one day he told me about some commands and code-writing rules on Python. People must realize that another are able to take hold themselves and go to fulfill their intentions.

It is so interesting could person  do that he had never do earlier and attain a big results? I think it is possible but to my grief i can not to give an example.

there are a large amount of reasons which explain why people can not to do  that they have planed but the main is that they think they are noe able to so it and it would never happened that is why thay continue to do nothing. Maybe it is a true but  it is not always a real case. 

Thanks!!!

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Hah, it is fine

I am not ready for this day (sorry, it is a 1:00 am now) and i do not care about it at all. I hope everything will be ok today. But what is the main reason of my behavior?

Do you ever have a feelling you do not want to know something useful for you by this moment? Ok, i just do not want to take a lot of time to worries, because i would like to spend time of that activities which i want to do than to sit and learn up something that is unnessesary on my opinion. Also i think that time was not enought for it. I must not to worry and be angry with myself

Will it be better for you that there will be a lot of worries and negative emotions? I would like go to sleep, thanks