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Season one, episode one. It has begun.
Doctor Who!
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UGH
#i always have one perfect day#or one perfect night#with a best friend#or someone i have a crush on#and then nothing ever compares to it again#its like the peak of the relationship#before it even starts#and that fucking sucks#like mike#i spent an entire day with him and everything about it was perfect#it was just so much fun#and the talking never stopped#then theres ryan#the first day i ever really talked to the kid was the best day ive had with him#and mark#that day was a little awkward but fun#and talkative#and man oh man#can that boy kiss#and now this#one day simply spent cuddling watching family guy for hours and it was amazing#now it just seems like hes already pulling away#and im probably just being stupid#but maybe im not#maybe hes getting to know me more and isnt interested#but hes so nice#and so funny#and the beat cuddler ever#*best#and even when i had a tiny little cry
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It takes so much effort and nerves to hold someone’s hand for the first time, to linger in their hug, to lean on them, to cuddle with them and to even kiss their hand. But once you do, it just feels so great.
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Parents need to realize things can’t magically be done as soon as they ask
#im sorry i only did 13 college apps#im sorry i managed another 4.0#i cant have hs#college#time for homework#time for food#time for sleep#and time to workout#and time to do scholarships#you know?#everything takes time#big surprise#it wont all magically be done#senior 2013#magical indeed#no food obviously
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Do parents not realize that teens are easily disappointed in themselves or?
#like seriously#they do not need to add onto it#i got a b+ and now i have to beg the teacher for extra credit when she never does#i didn't have time to work out today#so of course i need to get that look of shame#and the snarky tonr#and the fckjng DOG JUST SPILLED MY LEMONADE#amd i TRIED TO PICK IT UP#but of course thd ice spilt#so he got mad at md#and he just realized how dirty the room is#AND TOLD ME TO FIX IT#im sorry that everytime i put sonething down people move it#into a guant blob of a mess
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There’s that one relationship you’re never really going to get over. That one person you won’t ever forget. And it sucks. Because the stupidest and smallest things can make you remember the best moments. And all you want to do is move on.
#relationships#it really is just too painful#like oh someone said 'xxx'?#here's a memory of something relatin to'xxx'#oh someone said something that makes you think of aomethinf physical?#remember when you two did that?#like seriously#stop it#breakups#heartache#IT HURTS#AND IT's ALMOST BEEN A YEAR#I DONT UNDERSTAND#the stupidest things make me think of our best moments together
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#alright#fuck minnesota#of course i would reblog this saying i'm moving to minnesota#and then a couple years later my college boyfriend and i would break up so he could go to minnesota for grad school
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Curious: is there a pansexual pride day/week?
#i kind of want to temporarily dye my hair to show the flag#it would make me oh so happy to so#pansexual pride#I saw some sweet edits using the flag and was just like#oh man#that would be so much fun to do#question#back when I posted this#I was already thinking pan#reduction#i think we're leaning bi#bc idk if i like cis men#and bi lets me love the shes and theys
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Awkward Greeting Cards by Emily McDowell
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#the fact that i reblogged this#and then he got me the one card#there have only ever been two men in my life who knew me like that#who cared enough to notice#touchy subject#idk what i called the other guy#ik he was#he who has yet to be named#for awhile
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3, 8, 11, 37, 43, 45, 46, 58. These should be fun.
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.I’m pretty sure the book closest to me is Katie’s Q&A daily thingy so I’m not going to do that.
8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?Lately? Walking to class. In high school? Running.
11) Do you believe in karma?If you treat people shittily you aren’t going to get anywhere in life.
37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?Why the fuck is this a question? How is someone supposed to answer this? Make out with them? Act like an innocent baby doll? Show dem titties? Like what? No. I act how I usually act and if someone happens to enjoy being in my company and they like me, cool. I don’t think I’ve ever tried to get anyone to like me because why would you do that? If they don’t grow to like you without your interference is it really going to end well if you act differently to gain their affection?
43) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?“Perfect Two” Auburn
45) How can I win your heart?My heart is not something to be won, nor given away. If I fall for someone, yay. Kudos to them for being awesome. However, I’m never going to make a romantic interest the center of my life again and that’s what this makes me think of.
46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?Yes, definitely. So many things burst out of the seams in moments of insanity.
58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?Katie’s response “But I have to pack…I’d go to Italy but I have to pack…” Megan “Do we know what we’re going to do when we get there? Or is it not that far thought out? But I want to go to India.” Me….. Scotland!
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A crash course on non-disney films and studios (sequels not included; list is not exhaustive)
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3, 7, 11, 13, 14, and 22.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
If it’s in the back of the plane, then I would help to put out the fire. There’s no use in thinking that you’re dead when there can still be something done to stop it. Now if the fire was in the engine then I wouldn’t call anyone, but I would text people probably. There’s no use in making a phone call and scaring the shit out of people unnecessarily. I think I’d text my mom, dad, Allison, Rebecca, and Koda that I love them. But nothing more than that really. I mean I kind of plan to have little letters for people written out in case anything happens to me.
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
The person I love the most. I don’t want the trust to be ruined, ever.
11. Does love = sex?
No. I personally hold the belief that sex is something that shouldn’t be done unless you have deep feelings for the other person. But I know that a lot of people have sex when they don’t love people. And you don’t need to be having sex with someone to love them.
13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
I had to tell Koda how I felt about like, life lol. It was pretty easy though. Important things are easy to share with certain people.
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
That I don’t. When it comes time to tell someone I like them it’s always really hard, and makes me nervous and I lose the ability to say words. But I know that telling someone I won’t like them won’t really have negative side effects. So I can do that, but telling someone something that I know will hurt them is just so hard for me,
22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
Never loved them at all. I mean I know that everyone will hurt me at some point, but i’d rather never experience someone breaking my heart again, if that’s cool. And you don’t need love in order to be a happy person in life
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1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
Looking into someone’s eyes when they’re telling me how they feel. I just get shy and blushy or whatever and look down.
4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
I don’t know if i’d necessarily be scared, but i’d be sad. It’d take me a day or so to accept it first. I think I’d tell a key few people, just because I’d want to have a pre-funeral like Gus had. I’d want to hear what people have to say about me before i’m gone. But not everyone, just those who I know it’d be awful of me not to tell really.
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
I don’t really know if I have specifically one best friend. But it has happened in the past, and honestly it’s only really happened when i liked them back. I had a true best friend Jacob and he told me he liked me and we kind of just had a flirtationship until I felt too bad because my friend liked him as well. So I stopped it and he and I just went back to being friends, closer than ever really. And then again later that one told me he had a crush on me, but it wasn’t a huge one so it was kind of just talked through since I was already going out with his best friend.
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
Talking. If I was told I was never allowed to talk again i’m pretty sure that I couldn’t handle it. I would never get to experience the same kind of friendships and relationships that i had before.
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16, 20, 8, 18, 27 :3
16. Last song you listened to?
My suitemates are watching Frozen right now, and I can hear all of the music coming through. So because of that it would be Let It Go
20. Recent artist/band you’ve started to like
Arctic Monkeys, I had always heard a few things here and there and finally decided it was time to commit
8. Favourite song from the 90s?
What’s stuck in my head is Livin’ la Vida Loca now…even though I can guarantee that is not my favorite it is what i have lol
18. Last song that made you cry?
Oh man, i don’t know.. so few songs make me cry and it’s always situational I guess maybe Daylight by Ron Pope?
27. Do you play an instrument?
Yes! I’m a percussionist :) I play bells, xylophone, marimba, bass drum, snare, quads/quints, drumset, and everything else
Thank you ^_^
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3, 9, 13, 18, 19, 26.
3. Put your iPod on shuffle and tell me the first 5 songs
Okay so since I share a library i’m only going to include the ones that are actually on my phone and not just on the cloud.
‘Fidelity’ - Regina Spektor
'Hot n Cold’ - Katy Perry
'All Time Lows’ - Hellogoodbye
'Wild Ones’ - Flo Rida & Sia
'There’s a Fine, Fine Line’ - Avenue Q
9. Favourite cover of a song?
Ed Sheeran’s cover of ‘Who You Are’ by Jessie J
13. Favourite song?
This isn’t even a real question lol. There is no favorite song. I shall list some I suppose.
I Don’t Love You — MCR
The End — MCR
Let Her Go — Passenger
Liar (It Takes One to Know One) — Taking Back Sunday
Our Story — Grahm Colton
She Keeps Me Warm — Mary Lambert
These Dreams — Ed Sheeran
Restless Hear — Matt Hires
19. Last song that made you smile?
She Keeps Me Warm
26. Most played song in your iTunes
Again, I have a shared ITunes, this basically doesn’t apply lol
WAIT I do have like 4 songs in my personal library, and the most played is Ed Sheeran’s 'So In Love’ or as it’s officially called “Tenerife Sea”
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