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therapy isn't enough i need to be someone else

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Disappointment after disappointment after disappointment. It never stops.

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I’ve got a sixth sense it’s called paranoia

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“You tell me I look dimmer, like the light in me is underwater.”

— Vanessa Angélica Villarreal, from “Witness,” published in The New York Times

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But I feel like I somehow deserve all this suffering. That’s the only way I can make sense of it

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i’m burned out, i’m tired, i’m falling apart. every day is the same but simultaneously gets worse. 

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i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now. 

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I can't get rid of that feeling that I wasn't made for this world

My brain has malfunctioned

I am an error

I shouldn't be here

21.08.21

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feeling the weight of the unlived life today girls

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am so tired in a way that never leaves

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the mood swings have been insane lately. one okay productive day costs me two weeks of grief and apathy and anger. hot girls get it 

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how y'all be dating like 6 people in one year? It takes me like a year to find someone i even like

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Bakemonogatari

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yoshimura?!

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