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notabonestealer · 1 month ago

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one of these days, maybe I'll be able to listen to them and not think of you. I'll be able to enjoy my best friend's kindest gifts without you plaguing them. we'll both move on from hurt you don't fucking care that you've caused and we'll all move on.

i hope one of these days is soon.

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notabonestealer · 3 months ago

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high-key concerned that since I'm the one with the discomfort it's going to feel like a personal vendetta???? which like. kind of but the reality is I'm just not comfy with someone who calls me names after one declination being in my networks. like I feel like you're just going to cause problems??? also the people you associate with have screamed at me in dms before and plagiarized so??????????

idk man. i just feel like a third declination is gonna make you start spreading rumors about how I'm shitty and evil when in reality I just wanna be comfortable in my own spaces. and someone who screams "that motherfucker" and calls me a bitchass user because tumblr glitched isn't. comfortable

for someone who hates me so much and called me a motherfucker in a very (at the time) public server you seem real keen on joining the networks I run

#it rants #and like i HAVE screenshots #but the person who gathered them wishes to remain anon so it makes it all seem sketchy #idk man!!!!!!!!

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notabonestealer · 3 months ago

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seriously what the fuck. why you so obsessed with me

for someone who hates me so much and called me a motherfucker in a very (at the time) public server you seem real keen on joining the networks I run

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notabonestealer · 3 months ago

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"I was upset you took so long to respond"

brother January was the month from hell I was barely keeping up with the people I'm actually still dating. i appreciate the open and honest communication but sometimes you gotta keep your feelings to yourself

#like if we were still dating #then fine #but being 'upset' bc i have a life and you are a lower priority now is guilt trippy #you voted the way you did. i made my choice #and the only reason i'm even sort of indulging you is bc you're part of my camp community #and im not petty enough to blast that you voted for a grifter and a transphobe in the chat #it rants

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notabonestealer · 3 months ago

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Ok and? what if I want to reminisce on how much this bitch sucks…

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notabonestealer · 4 months ago

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for someone who hates me so much and called me a motherfucker in a very (at the time) public server you seem real keen on joining the networks I run

#sometimes i wanna start the drama and just post the screenshots and be done with it #being the bigger person is taxing sometimes

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notabonestealer · 4 months ago

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me: I don't feel like the primary partner

him: okay well that's gonna be really hard to solve without sex or kink.

me: i'm asexual and you took the main title i used away from me so i'm not comfortable doing scenes rn.

him: hm. okay ig we just keep doing what we're doing. also i want to sleep with my partner once a week and for them to sleep in our bed once a week

#and i'm supposed to come out of that conversation perfectly fine???#i cant be upset when THAT is what i'm met with???#i don't know if i can do this anymore #nebulous tmi

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notabonestealer · 4 months ago

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are you frequently overstimulated?

#honestly fun for a while

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notabonestealer · 4 months ago

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this website’s easy watch. *dangles a bunch of greek gods like keys*

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notabonestealer · 4 months ago

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if y'all see me on this account crashing out over the tiktok ban pls look the other way xx

#it's dystopian and unsettling #i'm not upset about the app going #i'm upset about the precedent it sets

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notabonestealer · 4 months ago

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if y'all see me on this account crashing out over the tiktok ban pls look the other way xx

#it's dystopian and unsettling #i'm not upset about the app going #i'm upset about the precedent it sets

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notabonestealer · 4 months ago

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what if i broke all the bones in your legs actually

#former music educator here #there were a lot of discussions in my first couple years of college about how to make music more accessible #both for students and for the masses #and you know what never came up?#not once?#artificial intelligence #“you have to get really good at a program to enjoy it”#not necessarily!#sometimes its fun to sit there and push buttons in soundtrap and make funky noises #sure “inate talent” can be a thing #but much of that comes from what we are exposed to and absorb at a young age #so really it all goes back to practice and nurture and learning #i had a teacher in highschool who taught a tone deaf kid to match pitch #in like. a matter of months #so really. what does that say about “talent”?#and its importance #making music/art isn't always fun or easy #it's a well known and widely accepted part of the artistic experience that we are our own worst critics #but if you're so bogged down that you need to rely on an emotionless robot to create something that #at its root #is based in emotion #i think you need to reconsider how youre going about that creation and adjust your process #the creative process is individualized and ever evolving #so evolve #shift the angle or get a new set of eyes on the thing #idk man i could talk about this for hours sorry if i lost the plot a little #“you” isn't directed at anybody but the person in the article also #it rants #it rambles

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notabonestealer · 4 months ago

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employment

#but i swear to god #this girl was trying to tell me to run with her gaze #gm went “this is x she's great”#she went “he's less great haha jk”#and then when the gm turned back around she looked at me like 😐#i am fear #it's fine i didnt wanna go back to serving anyway #so anything is less than ideal #but if it pays

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notabonestealer · 4 months ago

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i had a 4 hour drive today so i put on the revenge of the sith audiobook and the part where palpatine tells anakin to kill dooku came on right around the time that i saw a cybertruck and for a brief and beautiful moment when he said "do it" i had the urge to ram my honda full on into that shitty ass car

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notabonestealer · 4 months ago

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oh fun! i sure don't remember posting this

nah ok I just suck and am an immature POS that's it and I have to fix it

#which is absolutely wild considering i remember literally everything else??#maybe i should be more concerned #hm #it rants

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notabonestealer · 4 months ago

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uninstalled my self-care app just in time to actually need it again

#heavy sigh #existence is hell and i want it to go away #shout out to my boyfriend for making this 10x harder too #love it #would have loved to get sober on my own time like i decided #but instead #after my worst relapse in a year #i can't do shit about it!#or i lose everything!#i love it here haha #it rants

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notabonestealer · 5 months ago

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nah ok I just suck and am an immature POS that's it and I have to fix it

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