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who needs mental stability when i have them?

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wondering if u guys ever look at the homies like this?

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i think thg fandom should all collectively agree on middle names for katniss and peeta

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a detail about katniss that nobody EVER talks abt is how instead of hating her body hair, katniss finds comfort and home in it

and how at the end of mockingjay, when her eyebrows grow back in and her leg hair is back, she truly feels like herself again

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i will never EVER forgive the directors of the hg movies for not including the roof scene in catching fire

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people are starting to ruin peeta and finnick for me :(

like i understand they are hot are all, but im starting to get tired of the "omg they are so fine!" "they went through the worst.." "katniss didnt deserve peeta!" "ugh they are just soooo perfect!!"

like the constant peeta and finnick love and constant katniss hate is getting to me

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people dont understand when i say "im always thinking about the hunger games!" i genuinely mean it.

im slowly going more and more insane every hour, because thg is taking over my brain.

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its always: "im in love with you"

and never: "no❤️"

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haymitch started the sassy man apocalypse.

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happy autistic awareness month to her

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IM NOT DEAD I SWEAR I WAS JUST ON VACTION!!!

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katniss is so funny she’s like “oh i know i care about peeta but i don’t know if i love him” then they have to sedate her every time she thinks of peeta being tortured

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There's something so special about the fact that Katniss uses the word 'hunger' to describe her desire for Peeta. She could've said passion, desire, wanting but no she used hunger.

Katniss' prime motivator throughout life has always been food, she's spent hours foraging through the woods to uphold herself and her family members. Her thoughts have always been food concentric and you can see her obsessing in the first book, going into excruciating detail even when unnecessary.

A thick carrot soup, green salad, lamb chops and mashed potatoes, cheese and fruit, a chocolate cake.

That I’m being upstaged by a dead pig. My heart starts to pound, I can feel my face burning. Without thinking, I pull an arrow from my quiver and send it straight at the Gamemakers’ table. I hear shouts of alarm as people stumble back. The arrow skewers the apple in the pig’s mouth and pins it to the wall behind it.

I always find this paragraph so interesting, that out of everything Collins could've chosen to upstage Katniss, she chose food as her competition.

Even in the games Haymitch has to bribe Katniss with food to stimulate her romance. That being said food/hunger is a heavy recurring theme in the books and Katniss has always been drawn by hunger on instinct.

So kissing Peeta for her is instinct, it it something that pulls at her. Something she cannot live with out, because without it she shall starve.

I think this also goes back to her first interaction with Peeta which is again associated with food ( burnt bread), I find this scene a literal parallel to her 'starving' without him to the beach scene.

when I saw the dandelion and I knew hope wasn’t lost. I plucked it carefully and hurried home. I grabbed a bucket and Prim’s hand and headed to the Meadow and yes, it was dotted with the golden-headed weeds. After we’d harvested those, we scrounged along inside the fence for probably a mile until we’d filled the bucket with the dandelion greens, stems, and flowers. That night, we gorged ourselves on dandelion salad and the rest of the bakery bread.

This scene as well, one of her most important interactions with him is again associated with food/hunger.

So really the word hunger is the perfect fit for what she feels for Peeta, Food brings her hope and happiness, it is a literal and physical metaphorical motivator to keep going. And only Peeta can give her that.

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Katniss: No, I can go 24 hours without talking to Peeta. I'm not crazy.

Also Katniss, that night: I take back what I said about being able to not talk to you for 24 hours. That was the longest 6 hours of my life.

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forever thinking about peetas hijacking.

the capitol could take away EVERYTHING from peeta. they could take away his family, his friends, his life, but the one thing they couldn't take away, was his love for katniss.

until they did.

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sometimes im watching dead poets society and i genuinely forget that todd and neil aren't canon..