notasoulss

[notasoulss]

Hey Daddy,

It’s Father’s Day today, and I’ve been thinking of you.

Things between us and Mom weren’t easy, and that shaped so much of life for me. But i wish you were still here dad. You mattered. You were part of who I am.

I miss you in ways that are hard to explain. I miss the parts of you that made me feel safe, or proud, or cared for, even if life didn’t always make those moments simple.

I wish you could see who I’m becoming. I hope you’d be proud.

Even with everything, I love you. I always will.

Happy Father’s Day, Daddy 🫶🏻

[notasoulss]

Just three letter word 🧡

[notasoulss]

So that i could be happy before i fall

[notasoulss]

Hey its been awhile i just wanted to say @alostsoulfinallyhome

I love you forever bubs ❤️🦋

[notasoulss]

Happy birthday my love.

May Allah showers you with lots of happiness and blessed you with all the good things.

Thank you for being a wonderful person for me.

Thank you for always choose to be better daily.

I love you too much and i hope you have a greater year ahead! Sorry we long due alot of impromptu vacation. I promised once we back on track, we going Japan! Your present will be due abit but I promise you this is surprise for you!

Love you so much J!

P.

[notasoulss]

Swiping right for you it was the luckiest thing that ever happened to me and its always gonna be you 🫶🏻

Happy V day love ❤️

@alostsoulfinallyhome

Love J

[notasoulss]

sometimes the best therapy is a long car ride and music

[notasoulss]

Things I want to tell my partner

She is healing my inner child.

When I'm with her all my problems go away.

When she tells me I'm pretty, she helps me become more confident than ever

Just her being herself, makes me fall more in love.

When she holds me around other girls I feel like I don't have to compete.

Hearing and talking to her every day makes my day.

[notasoulss]

Darling,

I always hope I'm enough for you, sometimes I feel like I'm not, and that scares me because I think you'll find someone who is. Someone who can give you everything I can't. Someone 'better" than me. Is it crazy of me to feel this way? Tell me I'm more than enough, tell me you're always gonna be here. No one in this lifetime or in the next could even begin to measure up to the way you make me feel or to the way that I feel when I'm with you, I loved you in my past life, and I love you in my present life and I'll love you in the next life. "I love you" means to me that I accept you for the person you are and that I don't wish to change you into someone else or any other way.

JJ

I <3 U

[notasoulss]

It's been awhile...... I was not expecting you, I was not even looking but some how you came to me as if you knew i was needing, i tried to resist it not wanting to let us begin, i was afraid of getting close to someone and letting my heart getting broken again and have the same trauma. For some reason you were persistent and reached out to my heart like no one was there, your words felt real to me but i needed to be sure was you the one? I had to make sure if my heart would be safe with you, please understand i guard it will all my worth. The moment we promise to be there for each other i knew my heart was safe with you and that's where it would forever stay.

Thank you for finding me and making me your own. You know those moments when you are so happy for everything that ever happened to you? The bad things, the good things, things that made you cry and feel you love this world even more, All those things that happen because otherwise i would have never met you.

I didn't know that this was possible but you make me feel this crazy and my heart hurts so much when I don't see you and I miss you the time you turn around and start going away. You make me so happy that I don't want to go anywhere without you around, even tho you always think that I don't want you around. And I love you like I've never loved someone else in this world and I will ever do.

Let us always always find each other over and over again.

J <3

[notasoulss]

Time always exposes what you mean to someone.

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[notasoulss]

Happy 1 Year 2 Month baby!

Oh gosh we are to busy to just have time for us, i still love you till today its been tough lately and everything will always be easy when you always make it easy for us. Thank you for being you and always be you. I'm glad we made it till 1Y2M, i hope you like your monthsary surprise.

I love you P and still do 🧡🫶🏻

@alostsoulfinallyhome 🐈‍⬛💕

[notasoulss]

To the LOML

I know what you've been through these past few days is scary and not a good experience, but you managed to went through it with me, i hope i did a good job to take of you as i learn as i go.

I'm sorry if i have hurt you in between this process, feel better my love because you deserve to feel better and healthy.

I love you ❤️

Love

J

[notasoulss]

I hope one day we find each other in some distant future. I hope one day i run into you by coincidence. By accident, like you crossing the street and so i happen to look toward your direction at the right time and the right moment to say

"There she goes. The one who only understood me. It's shame it didn't work out. A shame we didn't spend more time together. A shame something so fucking good had to come to and end. To a complete halt. It's sad to think we're not together anymore.Sad to realize how it fell apart we ignore because we mutually there's was nothing we could do. I now understand.

Love

Notasouls

[notasoulss]

Happy 365 days!

Happy 1 year anniversary my love!

Thank you for being such a wonderful girlfriend for me. Thank you for tolerating with my ups and downs and thank you for loving me unconditionally.

To many more years together, to many more adventures and to many more memories!

I love you for you and will always stuck with you!

Happy anniversary sayang. Selamat hari kita 🧡

[notasoulss]

Here is to completing the first milestone in our relationship.

Happy 1st Year Anniversary LOML 🫶🏻

365? Yes sir! damm we've been through so much within this 1 year of being together how time flies, oh im so grateful and so glad for your existence, you turn my life upside down.

Reflecting on our first year, the love and warmth you have given me, grown stronger with each passing day. Through all the ups and downs, we have stood by each other's side, supporting, encouraging, and loving one another unconditionally bubs.

It's been crazy ride, but here we are BBBBB!! I don't know where I'd be without you, and I never want to find out. Look at us we made it, I'm happy and sad at the same time, happy because we still here for each other, sad because the love that I'm so grateful for.Thank you for the support, patience and the amazing love that never stop for me.

God knows how much i love and care for you 🧡

For my most amazing hooman being on earth i love you and Happy 29 my love ❤️

Fill with unconditional love,

J 🫶🏻✨

@alostsoulfinallyhome

[notasoulss]

Dear P,

It's hard to believe that it has already been 11 month since we started this journey together. Time flies when you're having fun, and every moment spent with you has been an amazing adventure filled with laughter, love, and joy.

On this 29, I want to tell you how much you mean to me. Thank you for being my partner, my confidant, and my bestie. Thank you for being there for me through thick and thin, for supporting me through all my triumphs and struggles, mostly struggles 😌

As we celebrate this 11-month milestone, I look forward to all the adventures that still await us. I can't wait to see what the future holds, and I know that with you by my side, forever 🎈

Happy 11-month anniversary, my love 🧡

Happy 29 🫶🏻✨

Yours always,

J