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So hi my name is Jeralyn an 18 years old girl who is a born in the province and lived in the city, but before that please click and subscribe hahaha MSA yorn, but actually I don't really like my name because for me it's too common but my lolo and lola decides it, so I have nothing to do with it. And when I was born my mother wants to named me Jae-ann Rose but sadly that name was given my youngest sister:(.

When I was young I realized and knew a lot, just like household chores, and when I was 6 years old, I knew how to cook rice and cook vegetables, because usually the dishes in the province are usually vegetables like literal provincial dishes, we only sometimes eat meat when we really don't have any think about cooking it just like when there's really no food we'll just catch chicken in our yard because it's really ours, and that's what we'll cook. We have many farm animals such as chickens, pigs, goats, and cows, and even buffalo, we also have crops such as corn, and vegetables and various kinds of fruits. I was used to that way of life back then because I grew up content with the life I had and I also come from a broken family so even though I was young I knew a lot of things, as they say, when you came in a broken family you learned and realized a lot of things.

So actually I'm a shy type person huyy hahahaha bitaw,but actually when I was young I'm scared of people who I don't really know and even in school I'm shy to raised my hand. But even my personality is like that I have my what I called other world where I feel happy and free, when I started sketch or draw gowns and dresses( but now I don't know how to do it na ) and started writing cuz when I was 8? I have a lot of pocket book like a lot jd cuz my tita buy's me everytime when she's going home from the city, and that's the reason why I love writing (ay weh) but yeah I love I'm not saying I like:).

And there's a time in our school's that our teachers are looking for the journalist and I was 5th grade that time and I build my courage to join because it's a opportunity, and it wasteful if I refuse it so in the end I joined and luckily I selected as one of journalist of our campus but before I become a journalist I was a athlete before when I was in a 3rd grade until I was in a 6th grade,so even I'm a shy person I encourage my self to overcome it through entering into different activities in our schools, and with that I experience being a winner in different contest such as sayaw sa buwan ng wika and even spelling bee just don't join the math bee hahahaha and when I was joining journalist I one of the writer who luckily entering into the top 3, and then I was athlete that time and luckily also got a chance to play in the unit meet. And then I discovered that in that early age of mine I already know what talent and skills I have and what skills or talent that I need to improve.

So fast-forward now that I grow up, I used those kinds of talents of mine such as writing, and I already know how hard the life is when you don't have a father in your side, I saw my mother suffering and struggling, and I realized how hard she suffer for us. When I was 13 we moved here in lapu-lapu city where it's a city na not just like before that we lived in tha province and life in there is hard cuz we lived far away in the city and not get easily buy the needs that we need every single day, but by the way we came from Negros Oriental province of Bais City. So continue that now that I grow up I already overcome the things that I am scared of before and overcome my shyness,and already continue the things I used to like writing. And looking forward to enhance my skills, because I know one day this skills of mine is one of the reason to lift up my family situation right now,to prove my mother that this daughter of her have a special talent that her two daughters haven't, because if you don't know I'm different from my two sisters, cuz they both have a good voice, such a beautiful face and even skin hahaha,and here this me I'm different because I know how to sing but not just like them na angelic voice kaayu but me nvm, and not so pretty face hahaha and morena?. Because one time the 3 of us bonding outside people thoughts that I'm not their sisters gosh🥲 cuz I'm different jd,the way I talk the way my actions are different from them the face and looks so I realized that I am a different daughter of my mother, I have a very special skills and talents that they never know,cuz my older sister is her talent is just singing and you know she is a academic achievers since day one of school, our younger sister naman is she is also an good singer and me (hindi sapag mamayabang) I have a talents that I can but they can't,like drawing and painting a slightly bit of sketches and writing so,I am greatful that even I look different from them but at least I'm special:(

And now that I already in a legal age I already planned the things eich are good to my future such as I was planning right now that after one year I continue my college in Hawaii,and it's a good opportunity to grab for, and I'm grateful of the things that I achieve, the life that I leaving right now even though we are in a hard situation but still we thank that we are happy and are in a good health.

It's not matter that even the situation is hard you stop fighting cuz I learned from my mother when my father left us she still going,she still fighting because she look upon our future as her son and daughters and,that's the reason why I didn't stop my dreams because even the world left me but still I have my mother to hold on.

So that's all thank you!