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Not expecting something unexpected

2 a.m.

I am sitting here at the dining room while my 82 years old aunt is watching his brother in law’s 50th anniversary video. Actually, she is watching me writing right now, yes!! just right now!!!! in front of me!!! :)

I was expecting everything but this one,

I was imagining every scene but this one,

You know, there are thousand things for you to expect but they never happened while there are some rare things you never ever thought and they are happening in a day.

I am more than happy and exciting to be able to serve my mom, I mean being her driver, paying her bills for her shopping lists, or simply just hang around and manja with her all day long and then start my office hour on 10 p.m.

I am glad to be able to put on my favourite lotion on my Mi-Ku’s.

And the climax of today is, out of nothing, in the bedroom, there are the 3 unyils, mom and I, my lil one suddenly said toward me, “姑，我长大了我也要做Amway。” I was blank, I was muted, because I was too touched and too shocked. I hugged her, and said I love her because there is all I can do, NOW.

Her unconscious statement gave me a super huge courage and I promise I will do everything for her. She might not even aware of the power and strength of her words, but I saved it as a long last battery life.

And then I saw what happened on my surroundings, my brothers, my sisters in law, my friends, my parents, my aunts, my uncles…..myself

How I miss my mushroom when I try to go out dating or seeing other guys, all those memories,….

I pray, for something better to happen, for them, for me, and for everyone,

Amen!

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我，从来没想过忘掉过去。

三年了，这三年里发生了很多事情，但一切又仿佛还停留在原点。

曾经试着去整理2011年开始的那些回忆。

到底需要多长时间，要跑多远、逃多远，才能划上句号。

遗忘，真的有那么难吗？

只是，他，越想忘记越记得深、越想漂洗越清晰。

时间一晃的，有时候真的以为把他给放下了。然后某个动作、某句话语、某种片段、某些人，像倒带一样又把我拽回从前。

我害怕失去它，可能是真的没有信心。以前是没有信心可以找到比他更好的人，现在是担心无法用一生的时间来承担对方所给予的喜怒哀乐。

我可以吗？

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解剖·爱

以前有一个妈妈希望自己的宝贝儿子和女朋友分手，但是又不想只说。于是，她用了一个高智商妈妈会用的办法。

妈妈告诉儿子，“如果那个女孩儿可以给你的人生，你的这个人加分，那么她就是对的人。你好好想想，你和那个女孩儿在一起，她给你加分了还是减分了。”

 事实很残酷，她被甩了。

听了这个故事以后，我回顾了一下自己的恋爱史。既然没有办法给对方加分，那么我会很坦然地接受，然后充实自己，未来一定是给别人加分的人。

归根结底，加分减分本来就取决于个人需求和接受程度，利己利人。爱情往往也一样——是感性的，主观的。最坚韧的基础是爱，如果基础不够扎实，轻轻被人一碰就摇摆了，那么人们就会很容易的把它搬到桌上向普通的事件一样来分析和解剖。

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寂寞的陪伴

他们一起住了一段时间，然而住在一起的感觉就像她对他的爱一样——始终如一，并且越演越烈、越爱越深。但后来因为种种原因，那两人还是分了。她后来遇到了另外一个人。从一开始自己就很清楚那不是爱，但还是愿意尝试一下。在一起住的第一天，她看不惯他起得太晚；第二天，她觉得吃面条声音太大很不礼貌；第三天，她觉得厕所和厨房应该一直保持干干的。后来，她决定还是算了。道理其实很简单——那不是爱，只是陪伴。那个陪伴叫做寂寞。

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爱的方程式

婚姻生活往往在开始的一两年最容易破裂。一年俗称纸婚，一搓就破。两个独立的人变成一个个体，同一屋檐下难免发生摩擦和争吵。总有那么一瞬间看对方不顺眼，总有那么一段时期觉得两个人没法过了。这个时候最考验爱情了。如果两个人当初不够相爱、如果两个人不能commit，毕竟诱惑那么多。

爱情没有固定的方程式，别人的故事仅供参考。

有的人很快坠入爱河并且闪婚，看起来爱得很深很深，最后抵抗了不七年之痒～

有的人同居了七年，婚纱照还没来得及修好就闪离了～

有的人谈了十几年恋爱，一起上学一起旅游偶尔小住一下，登记一年不到终究还是分了～

有的人结婚头两年是吵着闹着过的，他们挺了过去，现在日子过的很好。

我们不评论对与错、是与非。很多事情从来不能只是从一个角度来观察、从某一方来听取，因为我们不是他们，所以“感同身受”这句话其实很敷衍。

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床的另一端～

记得以前小时候经常挤到妈妈睡的床的左边那一段，或者躺在她睡过的那暖乎乎的床单，被单和枕头。奇怪的是，她不喜欢我蹭她也不喜欢她的位置被别人躺得热呼呼的。

长大以后发现，这个习惯原来并没有改变。我还是爱蹭到枕边人那里，一块枕头两人用，我也还是喜欢那暖乎乎被捂得香喷喷的枕头味儿。这个味道叫做依靠。

 当一个人太过于独立，并且独立的时间长了的时候，依靠便成为一种奢侈又或许是多余的。有时候其实不是那个人，仅仅只是那种感觉，而那种感觉往往是自己堆积的错觉。

 他说的对，“You never learnt.”

时间倒转，我不会和他在一起。

时间倒转，我一定还会和当初一样的选择，选择和他在一起，及时结局或许不会改变。

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尊贵的爱

I have always loved the way he encourages me. I think he born natural.

很简单的一句，“过期了！”

他说，“用时尚圈的话说就是不流行了。”

那天发生了一起很诡异的事件，而那诡异的事件持续到了隔天甚至一个礼拜后。我边看着他擦拭自行车，边听他讲述。我们是否往往因为不甘心所以才放不下？是不能放下还是不想放下？ 

谁没过去？大家都有着独特的，或丢脸或窃喜的过去——但是过去依然只是过去，只能从纪录和记忆里试着寻找一丝丝回忆。

爱，本应是尊贵的，而我们把它贱卖、践踏了——常常以爱之名犯了很多错误，并且越犯越离谱。

我们的爱，等到了昨天，等不到明天。

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寻找——答案。一路走好，Jess

Oh Tuhan, begitu rapuhnya manusia di hadapanMu.

今早从他那里得知，Jess是QZ8501的遇难者之一。20天过去了，我今天才得知。记得事发时我仔细查看了乘客名单，还无意识的特地对了一下她的姓。当时拿出手机想问问她飞机里没有亲戚朋友吧，但是打开app时，最后登入日期是25号，我想她或许换号码还是不在印尼。没有想太多，就这样日子照样过。

Jess @ 国贸大街

Jess & Nova in front of 国贸三期

Jess & Nova @ 国贸三期 shopping mall

我们俩不算太亲密，但我们终会时不时问候一下。当时到泗水出差本来早上安排见面的，而我居然。。。。我们最终还是没见上。

在北京的时候我们偶尔会见面，我们还一起一日游一起喝醉。

她是他的同班同学，于是我们认识了。我很喜欢她，很可爱的一个女孩儿，声音细细的。最难能可贵的是，她是少数女生中很大度、最不小气的。以前的那个男朋友很淘气，经常逗她玩儿，拿她开玩笑。但，她一次也没有红过脸。我和她在一起时，经常说起那些他曾经逗她玩儿的经典句子，那些记忆依然很新鲜。远距离那时，我从她那里得到了安慰，因为在她身上可以分享他的事情。

她的声音很好听，当时清华大学的留学生歌唱大会她拿了三等奖。她总是笑嘻嘻的，很乐观的一个人，是一名虔诚的信徒。她，走了。

我下班后到庙里烧香了。给Cakra老师发app，让他把Jess也加在他的祷告里。请他教我怎么祷告，因为可能通过她深信的路径，我们的祷告可以传达祈福和思念。

生命多脆��，活着多珍贵

我昨天受刺激了，受完刺激后把好朋友弄哭了，因为我勾起了她的回忆。我们总是在寻找答案，然而重来没有想过其实很多事情是没有答案的，是不需要答案的。

寻找，是因为放不下；寻找，是因为想不开；寻找是因为无法接受；寻找，是因为无法释怀——于是，一直在徘徊。

我说，生命很短暂，于是我不想后悔，于是我要坚持到底。

她说，生命很短暂，我为何要纠结。

其实，一切答案的精髓都在于“接受”两个字。坚持了，做过了，那就无怨无悔了。最后一关就是接受。度过了这一关，眼前的世界很晴朗。

  珍惜身边爱你的人，同时也别忘了要好好爱自己。

多陪陪父母，因为她们也在变老。

和好朋友保持良好关系，因为他们会给你带来正能量。

给很久没有联系的朋友一通电话，

因为，人类重来无法预测明天是否会到来。

Here is the prayer he let me do:

Pray for the family, Nova. And ask God in the name of Jesus to give the family left behind comfort, strength and patient and leave everything to God.

And ask God to reveal the body to the searchers where it is and the wisdom to them to find it. And if God is still willing and she is still alive somewhere, let her be found and let your (God's will) will be done.

In Jesus name, Amen.

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扑通扑通

原来，心疼时，心跳会加速，跳动得好快。越来越快。

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The hidden paradise -- Pulau Weh, Indonesia

Getting There

Banda Aceh is the main gate to the island. From Sultan Iskandar Muda airport, take a taxi to Ulheu lheu port where there is fast and slow ferry and boat to the island. Just remember that there are only two trips to the island which is 9 am and 4 pm. Double check the boat schedule prior to your arrival to make sure you can catch the boat, otherwise you may need to make an overnight stay in Banda Aceh.

This is Inn, my college buddy. She is still the same person as she was in college.

 Catch the boat, just on time!

Ferry at Uleu Lheu port

Once you reached Pulau Weh, there are couple options to go to your hotel, basically there are motorcycle, tricycle and car. You can get in the car with other traveller or charter the car all by yourself. It took around Rp 50,000,- per person if you are willing to travel with another traveller and around Rp 200.000,- per car directly to your place, this rate is to the further part of the island which is near KM 0. 

Where to Stay

There are many options for stay nowadays in Pulau Weh, whether you are a regular traveler or a diver. You can easily find professional diving-based stays on the island, just make sure you booked in advanced to avoid any unexpected things.

  We did explore most of the most-recommended places to stay during the road trip. After all the exploration, I will definitely choose to stay in BIXIO. BIXIO is actually an authentic Italy restaurant run by Indonesia and Italy couple, but they are building some bungalows. There is only one bungalow available when we’re there and lucky us we got to stay on this one and only facing Seulako island bungalow with our own wooden balcony fully attached with the inside bathroom. Not to mention the food, which is super awesome, and I can guarantee you that they make one of the best tiramisu in the world (for me, it's the best Tiramisu I have ever had!).

That's my buddy swimming freely toward Seulako island

The owners live in a separate house on the big land, where the bungalows and restaurant also located. They also rent out the room at the backyard if you need another option. The longest beach on the island is 300 meters, local called it long beach and they are just in front BIXIO. You can hardly find people sunbathing on the beach because literally there is no beach on the island especially during high tide. For snorkeling option, you don't need to travel far, the best part is just steps away too. If you are lucky and get to snorkel in the morning, you will see black tip shark and sea turtle wandering, and they are just really near to the shore.

  Right in front our Bungalow

Eva & Luca built this for Little Kalyla, but we can't have enough fun with this

Water colour? Emerald green it is!!! Because the coral is just mostly two years old, the water colour is significantly different. I think this makes the place different and special comparing with another snorkeling spots around the world.

The owner, Eva and Luca are a great help. They will sit with you when the kitchen is not busy, but do not expect them to talk to you during the lunch and dinner time, its always full you hardly get anywhere to sit. But after the peak hours, enjoy the Indonesia-version of Samantha!!!

  Eva, Nova(Me), Inn 

What to do

1. Snorkelling

This is on the top of the list. As 

I mentioned before, the best snorkeling spot is just in front of Bixio. If you want to travel further more to several spots, you can book with Luca and he will takes you with his boat to the most beautiful spots on the island.

  On the boat to Rubiah island

We went to Rubiah island and made it to two spots. First stop is super awesome because it is sunny and the water is calm. We’re lucky to met Mas Putra, a very professional guide and instructor turned out to be an awesome photographer. Most of our underwater pictures were his masterpieces. He makes sure we are all comfortable and safe, this is the most important things even when you hold a diving license yourself.

  We did a short jungle trekking to another part of the island; there is no body else but us. The wind is strong, the wave is high at that moment. We managed to snorkeling and saw a better corals, spotted sea eel, many of colorful fishes that I cant tag the name, blue sea cucumber, purple and white and many colors of starfish. It is calm under the sea but we decided to end the activity since the waves didn't seem to calm and it started to rain.

Short jungle trekking to another part of the island

Meet the friendly Nemo

2. Diving

No matter you are a diver or not, you can dive in Pulau Weh. There are Stepphan’s near BIXIO, the famous lumba-lumba and monster dive for you to choose. You can even get you freediving license here.

We didn't dive this time due to the limited time, but if you do, make sure you visit the underwater volcano where you can experience the heat and bubble comes right under the sea floor.

3. Road trip

You can choose to rent a motorbike or car. Since it is a raining season and the road is slippery, Eva helped us to rent a car and here we met Mas Maskur, local young guy who is also super nice (I am amazed of how nice locals are on this island) and also turned out to be a great photographer.

On our way to the waterfall

  Judging by the size, I think he is the monkey king

Monkey Mama and Monkey Baby

4. KM 0

Here is the beginning of Indonesia, the starting point of the country. Even though it is far beyond construction, they are manage to build a KM 0 monument at the moment. There is a stone where people would queue to stand on, at the edge of cliff to snap their best pic of the day while adoring the power of nature and God’s creation.

  Sunset at KM 0

5. Being lazy

Yes! Tuck your headphones, lying down in a swinging hammock. That’s all you need, for the one whole day. Yes, I can!

  What to eat

If you stay in BIXIO, then you don't need to worry about what to eat. Eva will take a good care of your tummy. But if you want another options, you can travel to the city, which I called “CBD” for the famous Mie Sedap, Octopus satay, Nasi Aceh, Mie Aceh, Martabak. Do not expect the city to be big, it is only a mere 1 km one way street “CBD”, with mostly Chinese descendants doing the business.

The non-MSG non-preservative freshly homemade noodle

The famous Mie Aceh

Martabak

PS: Do try BIXIO's tiramisu!

The ultimate Tiramisu

Transportation

Motorbike, car are the options. But, let me tell you what! What we have done most of the time is hitchhiking!!! And you don't even need to stretch your arm and point your thumb up, when they see you walking at the roadside, they will stop by and ask you where are you going. It freaks you out at first but then you feel so extraordinary and thankful for this. We were on a bike (two of us plus the driver) to KM 0, and this was our first hitchhiking. Back from KM 0, we were on the trunk of the pick up car. There was one night and we walked back to BIXIO after a dinner and we met the owner of the Stone Park which happened to be BIXIO neighbor. They stopped and asked, “Where are you going?” “BIXIO”, we said. “Get in”, and there we’re smoothly arrived in front of BIXIO.

Our very first hitchhiking to KM 0

With locals on the trunk of the pick up car 

The people

People in Pulau Weh is the kindest I have ever met on the planet. When you are out there for too long and full of the evil and negative power, you might really need to make a visit for this soul-trip. The people will influence you with their warmth and kindness, so as the paradise soil, the people’s heart is as clean and as flawless as a diamond too. You stop complaining about the food that is serving so slow, that there is no sufficient light or tissue paper, everything just become so natural and just like what it supposed to be, you feel relieved.

With Mas Maskur, our lovely giude+driver+photographer

I remember on the first day, we made a stop at the city for dinner and suddenly the light went out. I thought it was a regular lack of electricity just like most of the island do until I see an announcement on the TV monitor. It’s Azan time where the Muslim take a sholat break. To respect them, all the activities will be pending until the praying time ends.

  Have you seen the movie Tarzan or maybe Tarzan & Jane? I bet you did, but have you seen them in person? I did! I met the in real life and I call them Luca & Eva, and their cute daughter named Kalyla.

Masterpiece even on the wall of the house

   Little Kalyla spotted n the middle of the jungle

With Little Kalyla

If you ever make it to this place, please do not bargain just like you used to do in other places. I myself try to bargain and feel ashamed afterward. Trust me, it worth every penny you spent, and it worth more than any Hermes and Manolo you can ever get!

  For details information and contact of the guide, instructor, BIXIO, driver and anything, please do not hesitate to let me know. I am more than happy to help, yet deep down in my heart I want to keep this hidden paradise only to myself.

Nor pictures and writing can express this hidden paradise truly and wholly, you gotta explore and experience yourself.

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There is a paradise on Earth named Pulau Weh

It has been a while since I wrote travel journal. I read Eileen’s blog about her travel experience and I feel the urge to write mine too, in my style, messy nasi campur style.

Arrived at Bandara Sultan Iskandar Muda Banda Aceh

On the fast boat to Pulau Weh

Words cannot fully express how I feel about this Island. We travelled to the KM 0 for the sunset, lucky us who arrived on the very right time, the sun is just about to set. Everyone at peak remained silent and I believe we are all  amazed on how tiny we are under God’s magical hands. This is the start point of my country.

God is Good

KM O

We are super lucky on this trip. It was rainstorm and landslides a day before we arrived. Even when it was raining on and off, we have sun during the whole morning and afternoon, we even manage to snorkeling with a clean view under the sun. Local told us they haven’t seen sun and moon for quite long, while we even got stardust at night, stars covered almost the whole sky in our view and right in front of the beach where we sat is Seulako island. There’s natural lighting happening in every second and last till dawn, the lights dyed part of the sky turn the island into reddish and white, you can see the thunder not far in front too.

Our friendship bloom and grow during the trip

One of the hobby we share in common

Jungle trekking to the other part of the island for another heart-beating underwater experience

This is the best travel experience everyone could ever ask for.

Lost in a remote jungle.

Lying down on a private beach during the high season.

There’s minimum light during the night, so you can see the stars better and blend in the sound of the waves.

Met Tarzan & Jane in the real form, with their cute daughter and tree houses.

Experienced the holiness of a religion.

Met the most kind and selfless people on the planet.

Got lost but didn't feel the fear.

It’s within the country but I don't understand the language, yet I don't look like native too.

My best Tiramisu bites happened in a Tarzan house called Bixio.

The longest beach on the island is 300m and even it’s high season, you barely meet other’s travellers.

Day one when we’re preparing for rest, the owner came and inform us not to sleep until 23:30 because there’s Tsunami warning, 8,3SR earthquake.

  It was a very remote area where we stayed, we hardly could get phone signal. First call on the second morning was from my Mom, told us that AirAsia is missing… …

This was when I am talking with Mom over the phone, she told me what's just happening and it's heart-breaking.

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面试的乐趣～乐趣喔喔喔乐趣

 “我记得我们曾经很快乐，很幸福。但是具体说不出来到底是怎样一个情况。我想，我无法用言语表达出我心里真正的感受。看到了那些文字后我仿佛又回到了2011年，重新体验了一回。这心里的起伏就如玩了几趟过山车。他，看到这些聊天记录时是否也会感同身受？”

我的想法很单纯，只是觉得快乐和幸福的感觉真的很美好。有一天，如果有一天，我放下了他，我想，再次看到这些聊天记录时，心里还是依然会很激动吧。

这周面试了两个人，我觉得面试这个事情很有趣。或许我可以专门做Head Hunter或者“陪聊”什么的？

很想把他们每个人的故事记录起来。每个人都是一个特殊的个体。他们经历了一些很不可思议的事情。我重来没有想过，在广州500块就可以租房子；我无法想象，一个裁缝如何把儿子送到美国、女儿送到中国的；我重来不知道1000人民币的借款怎么能养活两个女儿；原来老板的女儿和儿子没有自己开过车；

没有和别人聊过天，有很多事情真的任凭你怎么想也想不到的。当然，我们也无法感觉他们的感觉。“我们没有走过他们走过的路。”

第一个男孩儿让我感觉到，“天啊，工作经验和教育背景都不错，这样到处应征还那么有精神。真不错。”

然后另外一个76年的女生给了我更多的是感慨，“可以不结婚，但是一定要有钱有才貌；不，还是得结婚；我到了她这个年级会不会也这样，被一个小自己几乎10岁的人面试，心里想着这屁孩儿竟然是我的面试官。”

我从他身上看到了一些问题，提醒着我不能往那个方向行驶。骨子里散发出来的稚气，这个年龄抱着这种态度和想法和心态都很不符合。我很同情她。

面试完了以后觉得女人还是需要有人爱的。

同一天晚上看到了聊天纪录时，就想，“我可以吗？”

还能再次翱翔吗？

还可能再遇到可以让我每天每天看都不会腻的人吗？

我真的没有那样的爱过。他之前没有，这是肯定的。他之后，或许吧。

记得有一次和WSY聊天，谈起了我们的挚爱。

我们的共同点是，我们知道并且相信他是一生挚爱，“前无古人，后无来者。”

我们的不同点是，他选择了继续前进，偶尔回头看看；而我没法继续前进。

我问他，和他的性是最美好的吗？他的回答很经典，“他不是最厉害的，但肯定是最美好的。和别人，那个叫having sex；和他是making love。”

翻看那些旧照时，man！this is so addictive！

How can two people, so much in love, end up separated?

我们曾经很幸福。那个表情，我们经常互相说想念。其实，无需再多的语言，无声胜过有声。

再看看我以前的照片，虽然那脸和月饼有的一拼，但是那脸上挂着的笑容已经“好久不见”，可能这就是真爱吧。哈哈哈哈～

就算分开了，我们彼此都要很幸福哦。

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精髓总结

三件事情决定一个事情是否值得去做：

1、此事带来的结果是不是你想要的。

2、此事你是否有能力去做。

3、此事是否给你增值。

三个成功人士的态度：

1、积极向上的态度。

2、学习的态度。

3、感恩的态度。

大会办的很圆满很成功。不知道是不是因为自己变的积极了，于是连Daniel

也变的可爱了；心态一变，于是世界也变了。

我的新梦想产生了：

我想和这些良师益友——Cakra，Sam，Imelda，Djulio等一起环游世界。

他们是我在这个环境里结识的有着共同目标和梦想的人，也是我想交一辈子友的一帮人。

我想回中国——北京，广州，苏州，上海，库尔勒和老师们去开发市场

我想去台湾以及日本边游玩便开拓市场。

我喜欢成为大家的桥梁，我喜欢在舞台上的那种感觉以及下台后的氛围。

妈咪第一次陪我参加活动，老师们在和她谈话时我看到了她眼中的闪烁，那时我心里想，“我和我妈一样，我们都是人才！”然后又偷偷对自己说了，“妈，你是未来钻石未来FC的妈妈呀～！”

Raisa&Ryan在散场时对我说，“You are my favourite translator”，胡老师前一句宝贝后一句宝贝的说我很棒很棒。这里就是这个氛围，因为大家都很棒，大家都互相鼓励互相打气。累了，会有很多人给你加油还会拉你一把。

为了梦想，为了老爸老妈，更加没有理由妥协！

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泊车小弟——续～

泊车小弟的事情原来还有待续。

昨天居然让我在会场附近偶遇他了，他惊讶地说，“对不起！我忘了。”我只是淡淡的说了两句，“太可惜了～太可惜了～”

我是真心诚意的想把机会给他，但决定拿不拿，那是他的权利。

奇怪的是，现在的我居然想明天再去约约他。

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俗话说，“Every day may not be good, but there is something good in everyday.”

“每一天可能不会很美好，但是一天内总会有一件事情是美好的。”

错过了阳光，好水，好空气，一天下来天气难得阳关灿烂，心情却是阴沉沉的。然而在今天结束之前却是美好的，世界是善良的。

供应商没等着，我在星巴克进出了两次。跟那儿等着时，之前给我做咖啡的bartender给我端来了一杯无价咖啡——红色的杯子内拉出了美丽的一朵花，这是我喝过最好喝的咖啡了。

前几天送Imelda姐姐回家时的激励故事在昨晚起作用了，我和泊车小弟聊起了梦想，如果今晚他出现了，那么他真的是把握了在眼前的机会。

晚上去了Helen姐姐的餐厅收账，聊天，她还给我做了一杯香喷喷的热拉茶以及用专门配方配置专门习惯的薄荷香瓜口味水烟。跟她谈起了梦想，给她讲了净水器。越聊越嗨，被蚊子叮了好多的包都舍不得走。那时我想着邓卉如老师的话，要想好的，“万一她想从事呢？万一她要装净水器呢？万一她要一台空气机呢？”于是乎我就继续讲了。她态度很好，很配合，也不知道是不是真的感兴趣，至少给我说完了。

“什么牌子啊这些？”，听到我的答覆是她长长的一生，“哦～～～～”，我就跟雷于鸣老师一样，心切的问她，“你加入了啊？”。这三根半夜的推荐，不但成功了，订单也下了，还给我加了大大的勇气大大的鼓励。

向前，冲！

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Inspiration

每每在他旁边，我都会感到很自然，很舒服。不知道什么时候开始，我们变成那么的熟悉那么的亲密。他和每个人的关系都很好——是一个高智商，高情商的全才、鬼才。我恨不得向全世界宣布“他是我的'男人'。”

他怀着我曾几何时也有过的梦想，并且努力的向着目标前进。

他众多身份齐聚一身——画家，建筑师，音乐家——歌手、作词、作曲，高级销售，市场策划者。他曾经是一个很孝顺的儿子，而对于我来说，最重要的事情莫过于闺密。

听他描述着他的梦想时，我仿佛置身其中，看到了那个美好的未来——因为我没有

听他细细的说着一步步向着梦想前进的计划，我很感动——以内我没有

听他激动的说着

听他兴奋的谈着

他是那么的有感染力，这个力量是那么的巨大

因此，我也开始勾勒出自己的梦想——属于我的未来

感谢生命中有一个那么激励人心的灵魂在身旁。

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You will never ever even think about the possibility of being pulled apart.

How can this happen to two people so fall in love with each others?

When thing happened, just accept it, be thankful and grateful for what's happened, what is happening and what will happen.

Thank you for the chance of meeting you

Thank you for the chance of feeling love

Thank you for the chance of feeling pain

Thank you for the chance of being alive

Thank you for the chance of experiencing the impossibility

Thank you for the lesson of letting go

And, in the end you will realise that, you are seeing things in a totally new point of view. You are seeing this world with a brand new eyes and heart. You become more mature, content, accepting, humble and know that everything happens for a reason.

Love is never a guarantee, thus never take anyone for granted.