nowimamxnster
nowimamxnster
MOTHER / MONSTER ✦°
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independent & selective hayley marshall of the cw's the originals. mun is 21+
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nowimamxnster · 19 days ago
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hiding on here today. maybe like this if you want a starter or memes or something 🥹
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nowimamxnster · 2 months ago
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Phoebe Tonkin as Hayley Marshall in The Originals 1.07 ‘Bloodletting’
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nowimamxnster · 2 months ago
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who else mourning the person they could've been if they were treated kindly as a child
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nowimamxnster · 2 months ago
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source? female intuition
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nowimamxnster · 8 months ago
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simping softness prompts.
basically i got shippy and now there's these soft little prompts for romantic, platonic, and yearning situations!! use them at your leisure!
" you're shivering. here, take my jacket. "
" you... sorry, you just got a little something on your face... here, let me get it for you. "
" hey, so... i know you haven't been feeling great, so i picked up a few of your favorite snacks, drinks... "
" you stayed? "
" well, of course i stayed. you're here, where else would i be? "
" oh! i found this in the mall, i figured it might be something you'd like! "
" hey, everything's gonna be fine. stay where you are, i'm on my way. "
" wow... you look... you look amazing. "
" we should grab some coffee together, sometime. "
" holy crap, i thought you were dead! never do that to me again! "
" i made some breakfast, if you're hungry? "
" your hands are freezing! let me warm them up... "
" i knew you wouldn't go to sleep willingly, so i brought you some chamomile tea and a blanket. twenty minutes of shut-eye, okay? "
" it's okay. i promise you, i will be here when you wake up. "
" hey! hey, hey, it's alright! it's okay, my darling/friend/love, i'm here, i've got you... "
" i'll walk you home. "
" you need a lift? "
" i... sometimes, i guess i kinda wish you could see yourself through my eyes. "
" i see you still have my shirt! "
" i got starbucks. this is your favorite, isn't it? "
" you look like you could use a hug. "
" okay, quit it with the drinks. i think that's enough, hmm? i'll cover the tab, but for now, let's get you home... "
" i'm not letting you sleep on the couch. come on. get under the blankets. "
" i mean... i-i'm cool with sharing the bed if you are. "
" you were in a really bad way, i wasn't about to abandon you. "
" hey... you've been crying. "
" don't think i won't carry you if i have to! "
" of course i noticed. i notice everything about you. "
" i knew you wouldn't bring a jacket, so i made sure to color co-ordinate with you so you could wear mine on the way home. "
" please, talk to me... it kills me seeing you like this. "
" i got a reservation at that fancy italian place you like. come on. get ready, we can get there in time if we get dressed now! "
" he/she/they were an idiot. you're amazing, and if they can't see that, that's on them. "
" i'd happily go kick their arse, but i don't think that would help you. "
" you don't owe me anything. "
" i wish i could just freeze time. let this moment be forever. "
" i got you some flowers. but, if you have allergies, i also got fake flowers! just in case. "
" you realise you don't need to ask my permission, don't you? "
" what's mine is yours. always. "
" i don't know precisely what i did to earn your presence in my life, but... i'd do it a thousand times over if i knew what it was. "
" yes, these last few years have been a living hell, but... i'd live them a thousand times over if it meant you being safe and happy. "
" i don't care about everyone else! i care about you, [NAME]!"
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nowimamxnster · 8 months ago
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"i think i might have fallen in love ."
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hayley bit her tongue, refraining from offering a smartass response about how screwed her poor daughter was. of all the battles and wars she'd had to fight in her lifetime, love was always the messiest and most painful. once that feeling was a factor, all rules went out the door.
but it was also beautiful. and soft in some cases. exciting and consuming. it was what made living worth it. as much as it could suck, she was happy to hear hope was experiencing it. " you think? that's kind of a heavy word to be throwing around without being sure, kid. what makes you think it's love? "
@trihrid - ↪ 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑨𝑻 𝑴𝑬 .
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nowimamxnster · 8 months ago
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"just let me hold you ."
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for the longest time, there was an empty space in her bed that made hayley's heart hurt. at one point it was jack's side. she'd sleep comfortably knowing he was there. safe. hers. and then he suddenly wasn't. not long after facing the loss of him, as if she knew of hayley's grief, hope began to crawl into bed with her. it'd always start the same-- hayley tucking her in to her 'big girl bed' and reading her a story before she'd fall asleep for all of twenty minutes. sure enough, the sound of her tiny footsteps would force a grin on the mother's face.
she'd never, not once, turned her kid away from sleeping by her side.
it was hope who'd ultimately decided to stop, claiming she was too old for it. hayley kept on a brave face and just let her, never complaining about how much she missed knowing hope was there. safe. hers. eventually it all faded, a new routine making the loneliness less painful and more normal.
seeing her daughter walk into her room, an almost shy but needy look on her face as she asked to just hold her mom was way out of routine, and hayley was left surprised by the rush of emotions that it brought on. she sat up, pulling the covers of the empty side of her bed down for hope to join in. " you wanna talk about what's happening? " she asks as she leans in to brush her fingers along her daughter's hair like she used to when hope was small. " don't tell me it's monsters under your bed. we're so past that phase, right? " she smiles, trying to make some light out of the situation.
@trihrid - ↪ 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑨𝑻 𝑴𝑬 .
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nowimamxnster · 8 months ago
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blood, blood, gallons of the stuff ! a collection of icky, bloody prompts for those who like to choose violence. actions are reversible. general warning for blood, violence, murder, death.
𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙺𝙴𝙽 :
" that's a lot of blood. "
" it isn't mine. "
" what did you do ? "
[ sigh ] " what did you do ? "
" come on. have a taste. "
" holy shit, are you okay ? "
" it looks worse than it feels. "
" you should see the other guy. "
" it's a good look on you. you should get covered in blood more often. "
" lean on me. "
" oh my god. oh my god, oh my god, what the fuck ? is that what i fucking think it is ? "
" . . . gross. "
[ standing over a body ] " oops. "
" is that a fucking body ? "
" look, i'm sorry, okay ? "
" what the hell happened ? "
" before you say anything, it wasn't me. "
" at least it wasn't me this time. "
" look at me. this is who i am, no matter how much you pretend it isn't. "
" look at me. this is who i am, no matter how much you wish it wasn't. "
" i'm not scared of you. "
" you don't scare me. "
" shut up and let me help you. "
" i got your shirt all bloody. "
" let's get you cleaned up. "
" that looks like it hurts. "
" i'm fine, just. . . give me a minute. "
" we are so fucked. "
" what the fuck is wrong with you ? "
" are you gonna help me clean it up or not ? "
" the fucker deserved it. "
" red looks good on you. "
" what the hell did you do ; tap - dance all over the body with ice - skates ? "
" what, did you run over the body with your car a couple times after ? "
" i. . . i didn't mean to. . . "
" sorry. fuck, i'm sorry. "
" this isn't what it looks like. "
" it was an accident. "
" motherfucker ran right into my knife, i swear. "
" people need to look both ways before crossing. . . bullets. "
" would you believe me if i said wrong place, wrong time ? "
" hey, look at me. i don't care. are you okay ? "
" they deserved it, right ? please tell me they deserved it. "
" you're bleeding. "
" what the fuck happened to you ? "
" you're getting blood on the carpet. "
" sit down before you fall down. "
" that looks like a you problem. "
𝚄𝙽𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙺𝙴𝙽 :
sender spits out a mouthful of blood at receiver's feet
sender spits out a mouthful of blood on receiver
receiver finds sender covered in blood
sender tries desperately to stop receiver's bleeding
sender helps receiver clean up after a kill
sender wipes blood from receiver's face with a washcloth
sender wipes blood from receiver's face with their thumb
sender licks receiver's blood off a knife
sender licks receiver's blood off their thumb
sender lights up a cigarette a foot away from someone they killed before offering one to receiver
receiver finds sender stood over a body
sender stitches up receiver's wound [ optional wound placement ]
sender digs their finger into receiver's wound [ optional wound placement ]
sender frantically checks receiver for injuries under all the blood
sender guides receiver's bloody hands under a faucet / water source and begins washing them clean
sender bites receiver hard enough to draw blood
sender tilts receiver's head back to staunch a nosebleed
sender draws a smiley face out of the blood they spilled :)
receiver finds sender cleaning up a kill in a daze
sender looks receiver in the eye as they shoot / stab / kill someone
sender ruffles receiver's hair, getting blood all over their hand
sender gets some of receiver's blood on them and makes a face
sender flicks blood at receiver to annoy them
sender stomps in a pool of blood to splash it on receiver
sender slips in their victim's blood but receiver steadies them before they can fall
sender steadies receiver when they slip in the blood sender spilled
receiver comes home to sender covered in blood and waiting for them with all the lights off
sender spits out a tooth and it hits receiver
sender tries to wipe blood off receiver but the blood on their hands just makes it worse
sender takes an injury meant for receiver
sender shows up on receiver's doorstep covered in blood
sender sits down quietly next to receiver after receiver kills someone
sender punches receiver in the mouth
receiver watches sender lick the blood off their fingers like its cheeto dust
sender helps receiver bury a body
sender hugs receiver just to get their victim's blood all over them <3
sender hugs receiver just to get their blood all over them <3
sender leans on receiver for support
sender kills someone to protect receiver
receiver finds sender in a frenzy maiming a body after they've already killed it
sender kills someone and the blood spatters on receiver
receiver finds sender desperately trying to wash the blood off of themself
sender kisses receiver to taste the blood on their busted lip
sender shoots / stabs receiver non - fatally as a warning
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nowimamxnster · 8 months ago
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Like it might kill me.
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nowimamxnster · 8 months ago
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↪ 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑨𝑻 𝑴𝑬 . ( a collection of lyric starters from an assortment of billie eilish songs . adjust phrasing as necessary . )
you scared me to death .
there's nothing left to save now .
i don't think i caught your name .
i like it when you take control .
you're sacred and they're starved .
how dare you ? and how could you ?
one of us is gonna lose .
i don't even really know how it happened .
i'm out of sympathy for you .
just let me hold you .
don't talk about me like you might know how i feel .
try not to abuse your power .
i wish someone had told me i'd be doing this by myself .
it's not like me to be so mean .
you just want what you can't have .
would you like me to be quiet ?
i haven't slept since sunday .
i don't want to want you .
it hurts , but i know how to hide it .
i'm the only one who does it how you like .
you better keep your head down .
a lot can change in twenty seconds .
why aren't you scared of me ?
i thought that i was special .
you're looking at me like i'm see-through .
you were a hero , you played the part .
i never really know how to please you .
see what you wanna see .
gold's fake , and real love hurts .
no way , i'll call the cops .
maybe you should leave before i get too mean .
i just wanted to protect you .
you only listen to your fuckin' friends .
they're never gonna give you love like ours .
all you wanna do is kiss me .
don't you know too much already ?
it's weird that we care so much until we don't .
i didn't change my number , i changed who i reply to .
i don't know what feels true .
did you really think this is the right thing to do ?
i would hate to see you go .
i'd never treat me this shitty .
i'll only hurt you if you let me .
you made me feel like it was my fault .
now i know what you are .
i feel more and more like i was made for you .
you wanna kill me ? you wanna hurt me ?
don't try to make me feel bad .
wait , you know what ? maybe just forget it .
was i made from a broken mold ?
you want me to be yours , then you've gotta be mine .
tell me "nothing lasts" , like i don't know .
wait a minute , let me finish .
you know i'm not your friend without some greenery .
my demands aren't high to make .
stop , what the hell are you talking about ?
we both know i'm worth waiting for .
you ruined everything good .
you really know how to make me cry .
your love feels so fake .
i wanna be alone . alone with you , does that make sense ?
spit it out , what is it exactly ?
i'll never let you go .
if we were meant to be , we would've been by now .
you can pretend that you don't miss me .
just fucking leave me alone .
don't say i didn't warn you .
it's pretty cool , right ?
i think i might have fallen in love .
i tried not to upset you .
do you even feel anything ?
don't ask questions , you don't wanna know .
i've been walking through a world gone blind .
i just wanna make you feel okay .
i know you don't care , but can you listen ?
don't you know i'm no good for you ?
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nowimamxnster · 8 months ago
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" i know, kid. i love you, too. i also know that no mikaelson in the history of ever has just said that to say it. everything okay? "
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❝ You know, I love you, right? ❞
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ONE LINER STARTER . . . . @nowimamxnster
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nowimamxnster · 8 months ago
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" i thought you were gone.  for good. ”
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" i considered it. " no use in being dishonest to an original vampire, hayley figured. if loyalty meant as much to that family as the whole damn world seemed to say it did, then her standing there before him had to work in her favor - right? or maybe she was just setting herself up for even more shit. either way, hayley was very much not gone for good.
" actually, it would've been pretty easy. you all had your heads so far up your own asses, i could've made a run for it a while ago. but i doubt your brother would let me get too far, and... i don't know. i don't know what to do. " hayley sighed as her hand brushed along her abdomen. " do you think i should go? am i actually safe here? " she didn't know why she was asking him. elijah was practically a stranger to her, and yet he seemed to be the most level-headed of the family. he got out. got away from all the drama and chaos. maybe he'd advise her to bite the bullet and do the same.
@mikaels0n-elijah - SOFT(ish) ANGST PROMPTS
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nowimamxnster · 8 months ago
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❛  care to explain?  ❜ (klaus)
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" not particularly. " she walked past him, eyes rolling once she was beyond his view but she was sure he could feel it just as much as she felt her rage. what did it matter that she had her fun with a few hunters in the woods? klaus had a thousand years of destroying things under his belt, and she had just weeks of being a hybrid under hers. if making a few gross men who considered hurting innocent animals a sport would make her feel better, then she expected he'd leave her the hell alone like he had since they'd given up hope.
though she failed to consider that the massive mess of blood and limbs left carelessly behind might pose a problem.
she stopped walking finally, a frustrated sigh escaping her when she realized he had no intention of letting up. " compel one of your lackies to do something about it. dump them in the water. eat them for lunch. i don't care, honestly. i want to go home. " go home and lock herself in. pretend no one could hear her sobbing about how angry, and sad, and disconnected she felt from the version of herself she'd grown to love and the baby she was meant to have.
@alwysndforever - 🐝 * ― 𝑻𝑯𝑹𝑬𝑬 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
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nowimamxnster · 8 months ago
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have you considered trying something else?
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she wasn't sure that others noticed it much. the doting, fiercely protective mother who'd just gotten her baby back after being separated for months was obviously going to be attached. she deserved to be attached. to hold her all night while she slept, to ignore conversations just to focus on the sound of her breath or heartbeat. but it was so much more than just attachment. hope's cries made her heart ache in ways she never knew was possible, her little laughs or small gestures of excitement reminded her that all the shit they'd gone through was most definitely worth it. and holding her close was almost like the mother's way of holding herself together. of dropping all the rage and grief she had towards the world and that stupid city that had them separated to begin with.
being hope's mom was her favorite part about life and afterlife, it was also consuming her.
she wasn't sure that others would ever understand it, but ansel seemed to be catching on. it wasn't the first time he'd found her late into the night, holding a clearly energized hope who was fighting sleep like it was her job. the baby was fine, and would likely do well with just being put down until she fell asleep on her own. "hm?" she blinked, turning her attention towards him as her hand soothed up and down the baby's back gently. "oh, no. no, she likes falling asleep like this. curious little thing just likes to look around and probably plot all the things she'll be grabbing and breaking someday. i'm trying to train her to go for klaus' paintings," she teased, a small smile forming on the hybrid's face. "she'll give in and sleep eventually. i've got her, it's fine."
@northsalpha - 🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑰𝑿 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
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