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Jealousy Jealousy

Kyujin x !Fem Reader

The dorm was eerily quiet, save for the muted sound of the TV in the living room. Y/n was nestled into the corner of the couch, her blanket pulled tightly around her. The latest episode of Eunchae’s “Star Diary” was on, and despite her excitement earlier, Y/n now found herself sinking into a quiet unease.

The episode featured Eunchae’s recent experience at Music Bank, accompanied by Kyujin, Lily, and Sullyoon. As Y/n watched, she saw Kyujin and Eunchae share a candid and easy rapport. Their laughter seemed to echo around the room, amplifying the uncomfortable twist in Y/n’s chest.

In one segment, Eunchae’s cheerful voice came through the screen. “I’m so happy we’re catching up more now. We didn’t really text before, but it’s nice to be in touch.”

Kyujin’s response was warm and genuine. “Yeah, it’s been great. I missed these conversations. It’s like we’re getting back some time we lost.”

Y/n’s heart sank as she observed the easy camaraderie. The closeness between Kyujin and Eunchae seemed to cast a shadow over her own feelings. They had always shared a special connection, but seeing it now with someone else made her feel sidelined.

As the show progressed, Y/n’s discomfort grew. Each shared smile and friendly exchange between Kyujin and Eunchae felt like a reminder of the space Y/n feared was growing between them. By the end of the episode, Y/n was fighting back tears, feeling a pang of loneliness.

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Later that night, Haewon entered the room to find Y/n sitting alone in the dim light, her eyes red from crying. Haewon’s concern was immediate as she sat beside Y/n and placed a comforting hand on her shoulder.

“What’s up?” Haewon asked gently, her tone filled with empathy.

Y/n’s voice was barely above a whisper. “I watched Eunchae’s show. Seeing how close she and Kyujin are, it made me feel like I’m not as important to Kyujin anymore. It’s like I’m just… fading into the background.”

Haewon’s expression softened as she wrapped her arm around Y/n. “I understand how you’re feeling. It’s tough to see someone you care about growing close with someone else. But you need to know that Kyujin’s friendship with Eunchae doesn’t change how she feels about you.”

“But what if she starts to prefer Eunchae’s company over mine?” Y/n’s voice cracked with emotion.

Haewon shook her head, her tone firm but kind. “Kyujin values you so much. Her friendship with Eunchae is important, but it doesn’t diminish what you two have. You’re her girlfriend, and that’s something she treasures deeply.”

Y/n looked up, her eyes brimming with tears. “Do you really believe that?”

“I know it,” Haewon said softly. “Kyujin loves you. She’s not going to replace you or the bond you share. You’re special to her, and that won’t change.”

Y/n wiped her eyes, feeling a flicker of hope. “Thank you, unnie. I needed to hear that.”

Haewon gave her a reassuring squeeze. “Anytime. I’m here for you, no matter what.”

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Later, as Y/n and Kyujin lay together in their room, Y/n found herself unable to shake the lingering sadness. Kyujin’s gentle presence next to her was comforting, but Y/n still felt a pang of uncertainty.

Kyujin noticed Y/n’s quiet demeanor and reached out, brushing a stray lock of hair from Y/n’s face. “You seem off tonight. Is everything okay?”

Y/n hesitated before speaking, her voice soft and vulnerable. “I’m just feeling a bit down. Watching Eunchae’s show made me realize how much I’ve missed talking with you like that.”

Kyujin’s eyes softened with understanding. She wrapped an arm around Y/n, pulling her closer. “I’m sorry if I made you feel left out. I didn’t mean to.”

Y/n nestled into Kyujin’s side, feeling the warmth of her embrace. “It’s not just that. It’s like seeing you and Eunchae so close made me worry that I’m not as important to you anymore.”

Kyujin looked at Y/n, her expression full of sincerity. “You’re incredibly important to me. My friendship with Eunchae doesn’t change how I feel about you. We have something really special, and that’s not going anywhere.”

Y/n’s tears began to fade as she listened to Kyujin’s reassuring words. “Thank you for saying that. I guess I needed to hear it.”

Kyujin kissed the top of Y/n’s head gently. “I’m always here for you. No matter what.”

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Lily’s lost the plot kinda ?

Morrow Lily x fem!member reader

— Trainee Days

The JYP practice room was a flurry of movement as trainees bustled about, perfecting their dance routines. In one corner, Lily and Y/n were working through a particularly challenging choreography.

Y/n wiped sweat from her brow, frustration evident. “I swear, this move is impossible. I keep messing up.”

Lily, glancing up from her own practice, smirked. “Not impossible. Just tricky. Here, let me show you.” She adjusted her stance and executed the move with effortless precision.

Y/n watched with a mix of admiration and mock annoyance. “Great, now I have to live up to your dance prowess. Thanks for making me look even worse.”

“Hey, you’re doing better than you think,” Lily said, nudging Y/n playfully. “Besides, I’m just here to help you avoid looking like a clumsy mess. We all know I’m the clumsy one in the duo.”

Y/n chuckled, shaking her head. “Yeah, right. Like I don’t remember you tripping over your own feet during the last practice.”

“True, true,” Lily admitted, laughing. “But at least I’ve got your back. Let’s try this again. And this time, less spaghetti arms.”

With renewed determination, Y/n followed Lily’s lead, gradually mastering the move. “Thanks for the help,” Y/n said with a grin. “And for not laughing too hard.”

Lily gave her a warm smile. “Anytime. Just remember, we’re a team. We succeed or fail together.”

— “Lily’s Lost the Plot” Live

The set of Lily’s live show, “Lost the Plot,” was lively, Y/n had been invited as a special guest, adding a fresh spark to the episode.

As the live stream began, Lily waved energetically at the camera. “Hello, everyone! Welcome to another episode of ‘Lost the Plot.’ Today, I have a special guest—our very own Y/n from NMIXX!”

Y/n smiled and waved, looking slightly nervous but excited. “Hi, everyone!”

Lily turned to Y/n with a teasing glint in her eye. “So, Y/n, there’s been some buzz about you and Ni-ki from Enhypen. Care to share any details?”

Y/n’s cheeks flushed a delicate pink. “Oh, Lily, come on. It’s nothing serious. We’re just friends.”

Lily leaned in with a playful smirk. “Just friends? I’m sure our nswers would love to hear more. How’s that friendship going?”

Y/n fidgeted with her microphone, trying to play it cool. “Really, Lily, there’s nothing to tell. We just hang out and talk like normal friends.”

“Sure, sure,” Lily said with a knowing look. “But you have to admit, it’s a little more fun to tease you about it.”

Y/n laughed, shaking her head. “Alright, you win. Just don’t expect me to spill any more details.”

“Deal,” Lily said with a grin. “But for now, let’s dive into today’s book. And remember, you’re always welcome to join me for more fun.”

They continued the show, their natural chemistry and playful banter making it a memorable episode. The genuine affection between them was clear, their easygoing interaction captivating viewers.

Post-Practice Snack

After another long practice session, Lily and Y/n found themselves in the break room, grabbing snacks and catching their breath.

“So, how was your day?” Lily asked, opening a packet of chips and offering some to Y/n.

Y/n took a handful, her eyes twinkling with mischief. “Not too bad. Although, I might have accidentally spilled water all over the floor earlier. I’m a walking disaster today.”

Lily laughed, shaking her head. “Really? And here I thought I was the only one with clumsy moments. You’re in good company.”

“Well, if you weren’t so good at covering up your mess-ups, I might have been the clumsy one in our duo,” Y/n teased, taking a sip of her drink.

Lily raised an eyebrow. “Oh, really? And what about that time you tripped over your own feet in the middle of a performance?”

“Hey, that was one time,” Y/n said defensively. “And I’ve learned to laugh it off.”

“Exactly,” Lily agreed, nudging her gently. “Laughing off our mistakes is what makes us a great team. We’ve got each other’s backs, no matter what.”

Y/n smiled, feeling a surge of warmth. “Yeah, you’re right. Thanks for always being there.”

“Of course,” Lily said, her tone softening. “That’s what big sisters are for.”

They chatted and laughed together, their bond evident in every interaction. The playful teasing and mutual support made their time together both enjoyable and comforting.

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Gone away

seol yoona x fem!member reader

synopsis: in which reader finds comfort in sullyoon after jinni’s departure

The lights of the stage dimmed, signaling the end of another exhausting rehearsal. The seven of you gathered your things, ready to head back to the dorm. It had been months since Jinni left NMIXX, yet the weight of her absence still lingered in the air, especially for you.

You were born a year after Jinni, and she had always been like an older sister, guiding you through the early days of your career. Now, her departure felt like a betrayal, a wound that refused to heal.

As you walked back to the dorms with Sullyoon beside you, you couldn't help but feel a pang of longing. You missed the way Jinni used to tease you, the late-night talks, the sisterly bond that had been abruptly severed. Sullyoon, sensing your turmoil, slipped her hand into yours, offering silent support.

The dorm was quiet as you settled in for the night. You sat on the couch, scrolling through your phone, trying to distract yourself. A notification popped up, and your heart sank as you read the headline: "Former NMIXX Member Jinni to redebut as a Soloist."

You clicked on the article, watching the video of her debut performance. Jinni looked radiant, her voice as captivating as ever. She seemed happy, confident, like she had finally found her place. But seeing her so successful only deepened your sense of abandonment.

"Y/N?" Sullyoon's voice broke through your thoughts. She sat down beside you, her eyes full of concern. "Are you okay?"

You shook your head, tears welling up in your eyes. "I just... I don't understand how she could leave us and then move on so easily."

Sullyoon wrapped her arm around you, pulling you close. "I know it's hard. But we can't control her choices. We can only control how we move forward."

You leaned into her, grateful for her presence. "It's just... it feels like she left us behind. Like we weren't enough."

"She had her reasons," Sullyoon said softly. "But that doesn't mean we weren't important to her. And it doesn't mean we aren't enough."

You looked up at her, finding solace in her steady gaze. "Thank you, Yoona. I don't know what I'd do without you."

She smiled, brushing a strand of hair from your face. "We'll get through this together. All of us."

As the weeks passed, you threw yourself into your work, finding strength in the support of your six remaining members. Sullyoon became your confidante, your anchor. The bond between you grew stronger, built on shared pain and mutual understanding.

One night, after a particularly grueling rehearsal, the seven of you gathered in the dorm's living room. You were all exhausted, but there was a sense of camaraderie that had grown over time, a testament to your resilience.

"We did it," Lily said, a tired but triumphant smile on her face. "We got our first win."

The room erupted in cheers, the exhaustion forgotten in the face of this victory. You felt a surge of pride, not just for the win, but for how far you'd all come.

Hours later, after the celebration had died down, you and Sullyoon found yourselves alone on the balcony, the city lights twinkling in the distance.

"We really did it," you said softly, still in awe of the night's events.

Sullyoon nodded, her eyes reflecting the same awe. "I'm so proud of you, Y/N. Of all of us."

You turned to her, feeling a rush of emotion. "I couldn't have done it without you."

She smiled, and in that moment, the world seemed to fade away. She leaned in, and you met her halfway, your lips brushing together in a soft, tentative kiss. It was gentle, full of unspoken promises and newfound understanding.

When you pulled back, you rested your forehead against hers, a sense of peace settling over you. "I think I'm finally starting to feel okay," you whispered.

Sullyoon smiled, her eyes shining with affection. "Me too."

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You make me

oh haewon x fem!member reader

synopsis: in which haewon is down bad for her unnie

The rain tapped against the windowpane, a gentle rhythm that mirrored the flutter in Haewon’s chest. She sat on the edge of her bed, her fingers tracing the faded quilt. Across the room, Y/n perched on the windowsill, her silhouette softened by the city lights.

“You know,” Y/n said, her voice as soothing as a lullaby, “I’ve always loved rainy nights. They’re like whispered secrets—the kind that only the universe hears.”

Haewon glanced at her, heartache and longing intertwining. “And you’re my secret,” she confessed. “The one I can’t keep locked away.”

Y/n’s laughter danced through the room. “Am I?” She leaned closer, her breath warm against Haewon’s cheek. “And what does that make you?”

“A fool,” Haewon replied, her fingers brushing Y/n’s. “A fool who falls for her unnie, even when logic screams otherwise.”

“Logic,” Y/n mused. “Overrated, don’t you think?”

Haewon’s gaze lingered on Y/n’s lips. “Maybe. But it’s hard to ignore when the rest of the members are watching.”

Jiwoo poked her head in, her eyes wide. “Am I interrupting something?”

“Just a heart-to-heart,” Haewon said, her cheeks flushing.

“More like a heart-to-lips,” Bae teased, winking.