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in this society not everyone is "brainwashed" the only people who are truly brainwashed are those who hate on others because someone told them to.

for almost everyone else, we're just hot wired to think Differently. even if ur Christian, Muslim, atheist or simply just have different world views than someone else, does not mean you're brainwashed. we're all born one way, and we can change and grow, but it's not something to feel ashamed of.

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I don't feel enough so I wanna feel everything

pain, lmao, but not in a visible way anymore

there's loopholes to it I've realized now

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I dont wanna die, but I don't wanna live

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This blog had really turned to shit

Dont expect another bord of the day

I cant do anything right

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My trauma makes me seek approval through likes and comments.

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Have you stopped liking me

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Im hopeless

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Do i tell someone when i feel bad?

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I dont think im doing as well as i thought i was

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I have a good life, im not depressed, im well fed and i should be happy

But im just not

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I need to stop feeling sorry for myself

Jealousy is not a good look

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Why do they enjoy ignoring my problems so much??

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How am i so good at messing things up

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I have the "ignore everything under the 'bed bug ramble' tag" for a reason, yk

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All i want is attention, someone to care. And still, it is all too much when i see my notifs at something over 20.

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Im so deep in this fucking hole now

My angstu teenahe hesrt cant take it💔

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I bet no one even remembers this is my sideblog