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I shut down. Motor off. Engine dead. Battery drained. This way I am free. Muscle may twitch, but I am shut down, completely. Existing Internally. This way, while I am free, I can call my dearest friends, whom I usually see once every few weeks. I call my dearest friends, in this dream, and ask them to see me. We walk through the wood. Through the green of moss, the golden of sun, the grey of fog, the white of snow. Me and my dearest friends, whom I see every couple months, we walk through the beauty, breathtaking majesty. I break down to them completely. It all pours out, like the winding whirrling water near our feet. In this dream. I scream, I cry, I writhe like a child in the dirt, in the moss, in the snow. And my dearest friends, they hold me. They don't speak, but they see. They hold me in the moss in the dirt in the wood in the snow by the water, they hold me. In my dream. My dearest friends to whom I no longer speak. No words are needed, and soon they melt along side me. We are crying. We are holding. We are seeing. I am staring at a crack in the paint of my ceiling. Tears I can't feel have been falling off my cheeks, neck itchy, face blank. Lost in this dream, with my dearest friends whom I haven't bothered to see.

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Happy Out Of Touch Thursday

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I Am Somebody by Glenn Ligon, 1991

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if she’s your girl why am i covered in her blood

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theres nothing wrong with drinking excessively or taking other peoples prescription medications or jacking your friends off

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Oscar Chichoni!

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Cargo shorts are one of the ugliest clothes ever invented. Next to overalls.

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Juan Manuel Sanabria

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rosie holding

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A little critter!!! I made for a friend for Christmas

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i’m so obsessed with this 6 seconds of an eminem freestyle it’s not even funny

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