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Not even a whisper

Is that how u answer

If ur love for me is dead

Just tell me im begging

I can take it just give it to me straight

Bc I don’t think I can wonder why all night

Just tell me it’s dead

Why cant u just tell me instead of leaving me on read?

Just tell me That our love is dead

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Tell me you’re mine and I’ll do anything you want

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I feel so used. You used me and threw me away

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Please tell me I’m not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel.

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3-30-23

It’s almost 1 am and I’ve cried about you twice today

Just now was the 2nd time

Im hurting so bad

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Idk how many more nights of this I can take

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I cannot heal.. from what you said

I cannot get past the things you did

But here I am longing for you

Wishing you’d be here and want me too

To feel your arms needing me

To hear you hands all over me

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I have no fight left now

I’m so tired

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I’m so broken down

I’m defeated

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I just want to call you and tell you I miss you

But that would require you actually acknowledging me

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I’m drowning in the memories of you

Everyday is just day dragging into the night

And hurting myself till I get too tired and go to sleep

Just to dream about you and end up not escaping you once the entire day

It feels like hell

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I’m so sad

How can you just treat me like I don’t exist

You must really not give a fuck about me at all

And that hurts so bad

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It’s 3am

You posted a story of Bert kreischer and one of a traffic come u stole I guess

It’s been 3 days you left me on delivered on Snapchat

Idk why u hate me so much

It’s so scary

It’s sad

Bc my love for you is infinity

What’s wrong with me

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I wish I could have someone that looks exactly like you

Talks and sounds exactly like you

And makes me feel exactly like you do

So that maybe I can forget about you

Even just for a moment

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I don’t want to be here anymore

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It’s agony

I’m in so much fucking pain

And you don’t care

You just don’t care