number1weirdo2010

[number1weirdo2010]

hope

the love i have for u is real

its unconditionally and undeniablly perfect

when im with you i feel normal like any of my problems just fade away

because all i have to do is take one look at your perfect face and feel happy

your smile warms me like a hot water bottle when you dont feel well

your hugs feel as good as ice cold water at 3am

your kisses feel more at home then anyplace ever has

and if you ever overthink about me , about us just remember that i love you unconditionablly and you my love are indefinetlly mine and only mine and i am yours and yours only

so when ever you next want to pick a fight with me just remember who was there for you with your family problems , who was there for you when u was crying in my arms , who bought you your fav snacks and drinks when u felt sick , the person who let you fall asleep on my chest for more then two hours even though i was uncomfotable , the person who made you feel safe at times you didnt , the person who loved you and held you , the person who would sleep call with you talking till 3am even if i was tired , the person who watched your fa movie with you even tho i didnt like it , the person who brought you presents , me that person is me i was there for you and you dropped me

normally i would hate someone that would do that to me but u i cant hate i cant be angry i dont want to lose you , you have me wrapped around your finger i would do anything for you

and i think that u do love me and i love you so even tho u left you came back , u came back cause you missed me and realised how good i was too you , and i think now we have had space we are even more inlove bc we both realise how much we really need eachother and we make eachother better

so hope yes i love you , yes you love me and there will be ups and downs we are not perfect but i know no matter what happens we will be ok bc thats what love is right .

[number1weirdo2010]

convertations are strange

u talk back and forth and have a good converstation and then nothing changes i mean it changes but not in the way i wanted it too

u like me u dont like me i dont get it its all just mixed signals

please just tell me what i want to hear

u like me , u love me its going back to the way it was but better thats all i need to hear

[number1weirdo2010]

hope

love is a funny thing you know

you can spend a long time with someone , give them your everything for them to just decide one day that they dont love you anymore

it hurts , it hurts so bad sometimes u wanna just end it all

but u dont bc u still have a hope , hope that someday that person will realise how good u was too them and realise that they do love you

so u stay friends while everytime u see them ur waiting for a sign of that love .

a sign that they miss you and that maybe , just maybe u will get the love u once had back insted of this never ending pain

i love that girl and someday i hope she realises what she had with me

[number1weirdo2010]

halloween costume announcement

i want to say that my halloween costume 2024 isssss...

MAGIC MIKE bit cringe but we move

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kinda a face reveal lol i look like shit but there ya go lol

[number1weirdo2010]

He’s gone and he's not coming back , he’s gone and he’s not coming back.

Its my birthday and i'm still here , i'm a coward and i'm still here it’s pathetic 

He died helping a stranger because that's the person he was,yet i'm here without him

He was the love of my life and he didn't even get to find out

tiny peice on regretting what you didn't get to say this is your sig to say what u need to without worry of the repercussions for once !

[number1weirdo2010]

heart

heyy guys here is a poem i wrote on the spot my bad for spelling mistakes i try my best.

the words you say make me feel loved

they way you look at me warms me inside

they way you say i love you with all my heart

makes me want to say i do

until death do us part

because they feelings i have for you

makes me feel im lovable

i went through a stage of forgeting self love

the cuts and the scars still there to remind me

of the feelings, emotions i know i once had

i hate that i had them i hate that i still feel them

but when i feel bad all i need is you

you have the brightest blonde hair

the cheekiest smile

and some of the craziest jokes i have ever heard

but the best thing i know deep down in my heart

is that you love me for me with no judgement of my scars

i love you j i really do

and forever i hold you in my heart

in my heart i do

.

thanks for reading guys i tried my best i hope you like it.!

[number1weirdo2010]

Hi

heyy

[number1weirdo2010]

u are loved lol

reblog this to remind the person you reblogged it from that theyre loved

[number1weirdo2010]

wth thats so weird (says the person that has also rewatched it like 100000 times )

i want to rewatch heartstopper (ive seen it 237 times)

[number1weirdo2010]

this made me giggle bc it looked like nick kissed his hair

I love...

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Hey guysss

so basicly i wanted to ask all the heartstopper fans a question

do you like the books or the series better and why . Bc im genuinly interseted in the diffrent opinions and choices so yeah comment and let me know !!!!

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REAL LIKE I NEED IT NOWWWWWWWWW

im so so exicted for season 3 like omgg

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I NEED FRIENDS

hey guys so basicly i need friends lol so im gonna write about my favrioute things and if u have things in common dm and we can be friends lol

so im obssessd with Heartstopper and spider-man !!

i am 41 backwards

i am bisexual and non-binary

my favrioute animals are sharks , snakes and dogs

single (sadly)

my fav things to do are : drama , singing , gaming ,writing and sports

i can play the drums

and i like to exersise

so yeah thats me im kinda boring ngl lol but yeah dm me is u wanna be friends

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i love this

posting a page of heartstopper comics every day in honour of pride month 🍂🌈

day 25: episode 196 💙🏳️‍🌈💛🍂

[number1weirdo2010]

I NEED THIS ON MY WALL

SPIDEY CHAR & CAPTAIN NICK!!!!!

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i think everyone needs a nick in there life