numberonegonegirl

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Found out My polyamorous enby roommate who I was decently close to and have been living with for two years hangs out with my ex bf who cheated on me while he has a new gf??,, even after I told her I wouldn’t be okay with that (no shit cuz wtf)?? When I found out she had absolutely nothing to say to me besides that she doesn’t think cheaters are bad people and she’s rooting for him to be a better man ??? I barely know that many enbys but man the lack of general intelligence “they” have is concerning. Imo poly ppl have very bad morals and no self respect too LOL

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TW: woman who has feelings for a M*le

Found out My work crush (m*le😔🤢) doesn’t respect pronouns and that made him so much more attractive to mehahah .having to see him almost every day makes it impossible for me to shake these feelings. I can’t resist speaking to him and our conversations are always so meaningful/enjoyable and we get along so much. fuuuuck I keep fantasizing about being with him romantically but I know he’d end up being horrible bc all men are and I just haven’t seen his true colors . I don’t know how to get these feelings away hellllppppp😭

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I hope someday you break out of the social illusion of sex being real and gender being unchangeable that the patriarchy convinced you of. With how much your ideology surrounds hating being a woman mabye you'd even be a boy or an enby, that would be nice, other trans people could hug you and give you cuddles and tell you how handsome you are, and you'd probably look lovely with a flat chest, and T would make you lose weight so you could have cute boy muscles. Wouldn't you like to be a pretty prince‽ It takes some people a lot time (it took me interacting with the goddess Hel to realize I was genderless), don't worry, don't die wandering. And even if you do die wandering, your descendents will be queer, and your descendents will draw pornography, and your descendents will change infront of the opposite gender, and your descendents will get transgender surgeries, and there's nothing you can do about it.

Me: “i think gender is misogynistic oppression and should be abolished to create a better world for everyone”

YALL:

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Wow, bpd tends to come from trauma, is 75% female, and was added to the dsm the same year that female hysteria was removed. This could mean nothing...

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people hate self diagnosis because it provides Mad people with autonomy.

self diagnosis goes against the idea that psychiatriac professionals have unique knowledge - knowledge only obtainable by someone who has studies for years, specifically from a removed & outside perspective to any individual's Madness: even if that student, themselves, is Mad.

self diagnosis goes against the idea that Mad people are inherently incapable of telling their own story - that any ways in which they do communicate, express themselves, etc. is tainted by their Madness and thus unreliable.

self diagnosis says "i know my own bodymind better than anyone; i live here. this is my life. i get to define my experiences." self diagnosis holds self compassion. self diagnosis holds self empowerment.

diagnosis is typically something "given to" Mad people. in psychiatry's eyes, diagnosis is something to describe us that we must have, yet can never attain for ourselves.

so even though self diagnosis takes from the boxes that psychiatry has prescribed, it is still a rebellion. it may not be The Solution to freeing Mad people from psychiatry - but it still means something. to me, at least.

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exhibit 100984 of why women shouldn’t bother having male “friends”

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POV: the side chick who upgraded to main chick defending her male manipulator bf😫😫

pickmes will get played & love believing their precious bfs over women who actually care for them 😓

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Being a radfem who really enjoys bimbo music made my tims (Ayesha erotica) is my toxic trait . I CANT HELP IT OK😭

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What made me the asshole exactly? Asking if her ex beat her? Sorry I mean it was offensive that she wanted to talk about me being a victim blamer ,then ask me if I was a stripper as if that means I’m complicit in female objectification.

I didn’t say anything else slightly rude to her, while she insulted my interests, intelligence, & called me insane and crazy..

Chat what tf. This is my mutual ive been internet friends with for a looong time. Talking to me like this bc she disagrees with me over the Sabrina carpenter shit. Literally sounds like worse than how men speak to me..Women have no solidarity, what a surprise.

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i will support women who have killed men, no matter the reason.

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Men are not sold the same lie of romance as women are from a young age. In fact as bold as it may be,I fully believe romance between women and men is fiction and impossible because heterosexual relationships are inherently built upon the exploitation of women.

Mens idea and view of getting a woman is conquering her. In my language it is literally the word used for getting women. Which is why women who are “hard to get” (aka to conquer) are so appealing to men,and why we have so many dehumanising metaphors for women who have been conquered by multiple men. Men love dragging independent and successful women down to their level and making them submit,it is their greatest fantasy to posses them and surpass them,they are literally energetic vampires,their only path to success is sucking another womans life dry. This is why loneliness is so devastating to them,because they have no woman,no battery to drain,no mommy to hold their hands and do their chores so they can focus on whats important.

From a young age I had a deep intuitive aversion to relationships,and I couldn’t exactly explain for a long time why,but now I have the words for it. Which I understood back then intuitively I now see clearly: being a mans woman is humiliating. You are conquered,owned,his. Even marriages and weddings are a symbolic transfer of property,the woman goes from her fathers (name) to her husbands (name) she is never her own person,but a daughter a wife a mother. I could go on about how the wedding itself is a test and a humiliation ritual but thats for another post.

Men “invest” in a woman,as they would in a property,they buy her nice things,manipulate her,just to secure her as a wife and get what they want (sex,a personal maid etc). Again in my country they are literally using the word “invest” to describe buying a girl a drink,isnt that wild? They re literally telling you what they are you just have to listen.

Men are our predators and opressors and there is no exception,when the foundation itself is exploitation,you cant possibly have a “healthy” one of a kind hetero relationship,its inherently an unbalanced power dynamic and I just dont understand why women keep putting themselves at risk (because thats what dating a man is really,a risk) for no rewards. Love is presented as a reward but we all know thats a scam.

I have learned that no matter what women do men will still hate them,and no matter what men do women will still love them. Because otherwise i cannot fathom why women keep going back to them after each heartbreak and lesson. Why keep making children for a species that despises you?

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Chat what tf. This is my mutual ive been internet friends with for a looong time. Talking to me like this bc she disagrees with me over the Sabrina carpenter shit. Literally sounds like worse than how men speak to me..Women have no solidarity, what a surprise.

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“Happy” Father’s Day l0l.

Tbh, if my dad wasn’t my dad, I would hate his guts. He is a full on MAGA cult member.

I been looking at stuff about MAGA / Fox News and outlets like it. I’m trying to understand what tf happened to him. It’s very much brainwashing tactics and psychological warfare. It hurts me to know this stuff worked on him and turned him into a really, really insufferable guy.

I never wanted want my dad, who raised me, was my best friend, who had done so much for me and my siblings, who never left my mom, and did the best he could, to be a full blown fascist. I really put myself in denial about the fact that MY father is just as bad as any other bastard father or MAGA scumbag.

It really does break my heart and fuck with me so much. It’s so difficult to have a relationship with him now. Who knows all the shit he’s done that I don’t know about too. I don’t want to think that someone who has been by my side my whole life is capable of so much harm. My family is so broken. it just makes me feel empty, thinking about the good times I had with them when I was a little girl, and wondering where it all went wrong.

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All the men I’ve been involved with have been a few yrs younger than me and i refuse to get involved with another man period, but I feel that it’s better in hetero relationships when the woman is a few years older bc her wisdom gives her power and it makes the dynamic between his male privilege and her female oppression more even. I’ve tried to explain this to people I know irl and no one gets it ??? But literally if you are going to date a man, at least be wiser than him. life experience is the best way to acquire wisdom. I stg this makes sense why doesn’t anyone ever get it :/

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ew I could have sworn I was a lesbian but then I got excited when my involuntary work crush (m*le🤢) broke up with his gf. Someone convince me not to get involved with him. I even had a dream we made out I HATE my involuntary bisexuality:(

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everyone loves to demonize radical feminism.

I open any app and there’s someone talking out of their depth and the worst part? people eat it up. they don’t read. they don’t think. they just parrot whatever makes them feel comfortable within the system.

radical feminism isn’t trending because it doesn’t cater to men. it doesn’t soften itself for approval. it names the violence. it names the structures.

if your feminism is easy to digest, easy for men to agree with, easy to brand ask yourself why.

if your feminism isn’t constantly being undermined in a patriarchal society, it’s not radical. it’s not liberation.

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sorry but this literally looks like a still from a domestic violence incident. im not gonna pretend a vapid pop star is a harbinger of doom but this seems like just the kind of backward propaganda that would only be passable in the culture if we had someone like trump in office!