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this post is for the people with memory issues

people who's memories are getting worse every day, who's memories are stable but poor, people who can't remember what they did today or yesterday or this week, people who's childhoods are a faded blur. people who have slow greying-out amnesia that seems to just fade in and out of existence, and people who have complete blackouts, and people who have both. people who mourn the happy memories they know they've lost, who fear the bad memories they've lost that still affect them.

people who have "emotional amnesia" that makes it feel like none of their memories are their own, because there's few or no feelings attached. people who can ONLY remember the feelings from certain or even most memories, not actual events. people who's memory issues scare them or make them angry or make them miserable. people who's memory issues get them called childish or difficult or rude. who can't remember the names or faces of those they love. who are constantly forgetting the things that "you'd remember if you really cared". who misplace everything. who remember so little of their lives that they barely know who they are. people who's memory issues come from trauma/dissociation, ADHD, traumatic brain injury, brain fog/chronic fatigue, drug use, alcoholism. people who have no idea what causes their memory issues. people who's memory issues come from something else entirely.

i love you, you're strong, and you deserve support and care for what you're going through. memory issues can be frustrating and upsetting and disabling, and your suffering deserves to be recognized. whether you're soaring through recovery or are only ever going to get worse, you deserve good things in life and to live the fullest you can, regardless of how much you remember.

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Sad Satan 43: Emir of Cosmical Transfiguration Shogunate; Utter Osseous Renunciation And Feverish of Hypostathon Would Conceal Neither Protect And Abscission Yamaoka Protectorate

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Andrei Tarkovsky - Polaroids

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Image Description: blog logo with green background under text that reads "A-Little-Revolution's Community Care Request - Queer and disabled blogger and community member seeking assistance after a car crash that has injured themself and household. Please etransfer to elliotcalciferbutton@gmail.com if possible!"

Hello lovelies, Elliot (they/them) here, two days ago I was in a head on collision with a truck driver who was texting and swerved into my lane - myself, my partner, and two of our friends were in the car, all with various injuries. As the driver, I took the brunt of the crash and will now be out of commission for a while - I am now without a car, which I rely on for accessibility, and will be getting help from friends and family around the house. I am sending out a care request as there will likely be added expenses related to access needs. Any help from my lovely followers would be incredibly appreciated at this time! Thank you so much!!

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Are they ‘trauma dumping’ or are they just discussing their life experience and you are such an asshole that you can’t stand to be confronted with information that makes you uncomfortable for 0.005 seconds???

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source

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I managed to wrangle my brain enough to read ONE (1) book, wrow!

Anyway, here are some attempts of drawing The Tombs of Atuan era Sparrowhawk from Earthsea.

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Another amazon package for the white buddhist

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by chantal.r.h

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Bloom

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encounter with an angel

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Rainbow Doe??

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Ah shit my bowling team has unionized

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Scoff. You guys only fuck with man boobs when they're on a muscular man. Tch. You aren't a real man boob enjoyer unless you fuck with fat man boobs too. You're just a poser. You'll never be able to defeat the demon lord.