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i am sick of social media censorship. and have idea

instead of making up words like unalive, slapping funny emoji for censoring art we can make this:

[(SM)DLMSI]

[(SM)DLMSI] or, [ (SocialMedia) Doesn't Let Me Say It ] - can be used to show, what is actually happening and scale of it. (Social media) part depends on where you posting - so here, on tumblr, it would be [TDLMSI]. I for instagramm, X for x etc

From now on, every time then i will stop while writing a post, realizing that i am not really allowed to write a word because my post or account can be [TDLMSI] and will think how i can change my words, i will write this, instead of the word. Every time while making art i will think "mmm i guess if i will not censor [TDLMSI] of the character, my account will be [TDLMSI]" i will slap black square on censored parts with this text.

It's not funny or ironic that we can't write basic words. Then we changing our words in fear of our accounts be [TDLMSI] then we change our art and photo, it's not "ha, i played them!" no, this is exactly what they want.

The goal of censorship is hiding things, making people go silent. The only way to fight it is to show the Truth and call things by their names. And right now most of things name is "i can't say or write this word or show a picture because of wild censorship spreading on all internet"

I didn't get out from country with one of the worst censorship politic on the world, after living there for 26 years which is all my life for not being able to write about [TDLMSI] on my tumblr page. "Go [TDLMSI] Show [TDLMS]" my [TDLMS]

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you know what it's a cat paw poll now

like 4 beans. rn (night of 25 april) third one leading so it's like cat showing a middle finger

by the end of the poll will draw cat with the paw based on numbers and will try to give it a memeist face. i deserved some happy funny lil shit rn, having rough days, gimme funny paw cat

fuскing tumblr app i was editing a serious poll to get feedback on are people comfy staying on this blog even if i post less art and more text

but i blinked and this bitch made all answers identical to last answer which i added if someone want to just press button

and now it looks like some meme tumblr poll and i just can't not to post it and be angry about it because it's fuскing funny

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fuскing tumblr app i was editing a serious poll to get feedback on are people comfy staying on this blog even if i post less art and more text

but i blinked and this bitch made all answers identical to last answer which i added if someone want to just press button

and now it looks like some meme tumblr poll and i just can't not to post it and be angry about it because it's fuскing funny

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Science Museum Group changed offensive object tittle after getting my letter

here's the story about it:

Wonderful @solariium commissioned me wonderful victorian-era wheelchair user character to draw. Refs were provided, and one of the links was an object in online museum gallery - vintage wheelchair.

solariium, who is wheelchair user theirself, mentioned that tittle of the object is incorrect but it was good picture for the ref. i wondered "what's with the tittle?" looked in the link and saw

ID: screenshot of online museum collection, vintage old wheelchai object page. the tittle of wheelchair says: Invalid chair, Europe, 1850-1890. end ID

welp. incorrect indeed! [i* is outdated offensive term]

so i decided to make a special move

ID: my drawing of a character from anime "mob psycho 100" - Arataka Reigen. He holds a phone next to his ear, his face epression is very confident. It's all anime sparkles lights effects around him and text "REIGEN SPECIAL MOVE". end ID

and USE MY POWER

of writing emails

i don't have problems with writing emails, so i thought why not

and

https://collection.sciencemuseumgroup.org.uk/objects/co120657/carved-wooden-wheelchair-europe-1850-1890-invalid-chair

ID: screenshot of online museum collection, vintage old wheelchai object page. the tittle of wheelchair says: Carved wooden wheelchair, Europe, 1850-1890. end ID

it worked!

As human who made bunch of projects, i can say that keeping museum gallery is tone of work.

And tittle change - no, it's not just changing few letters.

Changing tittle of object in museum is similar to changing name of game file. Catalogs changes, maybe they have irl gallery, so new card, they probably have some code objects system related to tittles, and scientists, students, make reference to this object in their researches and articles and etc etc.

So, yeah, it * is * a lot of work. Also, they changed description, it now says that this object was "historically referred to as ‘invalid chair’". And i think it's good, because it is not erasing fact of people used this word, and it's addition to the progress context - we literally see now old term clarified as past, and new one, now, in the tittle.

(and yes, web link. i just saw that i* word still there. yeah, not perfect but still, considering things i said above - big work done)

I used some conversation strategy in case "this is offensive can you fix" will not be enough — started on positive attitude giving compliment on their collection being big and interesting, gave them extra argument on why this should be fixed (more actual search key words on this now are "vintage wheelchair", not "i* chair"). Then we had a little letters chain, where they answered politely too, and in about few days i got detailed answer on this, and yep, changed tittle.

And i think this shows, that if someone did mistake and someone noticed it and giving feedback on it, if both sides are interested in progress and making good changes, no matter how hard it is, sides can make a change, working together and being kind. And i think we should be more brave about making such connections!

Thanks again to @solariium and museum workers!

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okay okay hear me out HEAR ME OUT

F09!Kim

(or postconcussion!Kim there his concussion was non treated well and did things to his health. F09 is ICD code of most close diagnosis to described and by that i mean i have it)

detailed scenario (prompt?) under cut

after concussion he start to get strange weird "something wrong" feeling for hours which he can't describe and find any info anywhere.

other symptoms came too, vision affected, migraines, hallucinations, stress, all feelings and thoughts turned to gray mash. He mostly just lay in bed trying to rest but 24/7 in bed is not rest it's depression. harry came to him more and more often for "giving a thing back" [kim care for harry after tribunal] but from some moment he just stays because Kim feels * really * bad. Lay, staring into the wall, sleep, getting out of bed to just eat, sleep on table, not getting out of bed, getting fried eggs with ketchup smile to the bed, sleep sleep sleep, starting to make just "mmmm" "nnnnnnggghhhh" sounds instead of words. not going to doctors at first because "i am fine" then "i. don't. care" and at this stage just "...". just gray nothing in his thoughts

untill first epilepsy seizure with passing out.

harry tries to make "self kim care day" (which is "hey let's watch some old ass cop film with popcorn". [i mean. it's harry]).

some intense action scene with flashes, boom, eyes rolled foam in mouth kim waking up in hospital, harry running all around. but there is some good doctor, and after month of Kim being in clinic, shivering from IV, not being able to focus visually at anything, walking only with hand on walls, some most intense hallucinations - which all was part of the process of figuring " what the hell is happening with this guy " and trying which meds work, Kim finally gets treatment. which start helps

Healing finally happening

He finally getting explanation of that "something wrong" feeling thing - turned to be epilepsy aura type [epilepsy aura is a real med term. yep]). it stop happening after some time on meds. Less migraines, less hallucinations, mostly at time then he is at bed late and stresed again, which is now happens rare. vision don't really go better, accept being able to focus came back, but he learns how to live with almost complete blindness, going to places with a lot of not visual senses interests, like nature or music concerts, which harry know all about, all bands in town, all clubs, and takes kim to places where he knows will not be flickering lights or sudden loud music

Gray mash of feelings and thoughts turns into fine life and Kim can finally Taste what flavor is the syrup on pancakes harry making him on breakfast.

mm absolutely not based on my life of course it's based on my life

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someone said in some post today that i am "artist who draw fat people of all kinds" and i was so flattered that i couldn't resist sudden desire to draw my fave kind - hot queer vampires

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then i write "fat characters staying fat and hot" in my commission price list i mean it 😎

I finally got permission to post my Eddie commission by @nwarrior777 ! Such a joy to work with and an excellent artist.

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Laios invites his boyfriend first time to his flat: 2 versions

at this point i don't make aus or headcanons, i just take characters and do whateva i want, i need a word for that

also laios will stay amputee in my art because a) still in shock of such wasted opportunity for amputee representation b) because i can lol

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Without spoiling anything, I just wanna say... Based on your most recent Marcille art, I think you're gonna enjoy Mithrun when he finally shows up in the anime =3c

i googled the design and??? omg character with Ptosis?? in top popular anime??? can't wait!!!

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Marcille but her strabismus is not for making her look silly and disorientated in that early episode, but as permanent appearance feature, and she looks beautiful and epic as real people with strabismus

And Laios with prosthesis because we were so robbed of amputee representation after * event * like, i almost howl out loud then they give him leg back, but then i remembered that i have The Power of Art and i can do whatever i want and i want to do THIS

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omg the bitch is trans idk which way but wherever you go i go

(upd: i see confused people in notes - i was just sily joking around, didn't even seen this ep yet. i thought it was clearly that i am joking + added spoiler tag so i thought people who don't know context will not see my reblog... but it didn't work? sorry for that.

sorry if someone was confused by this)

(upd 2: i mean, confusing is sense that trans senshi is canon. canon as a concept just stopped exist for me in this way, so "it was joke" is not in sense "it's not true that senshi is trans" it's in sense "senshi can be trans if you want it, and we have literally image of him in chest bind, so who cares if there is no big neon sign text "this character is canonically transgender" in the source, your thoughts and art and writing can be part of narrative so go on)

those!!! are!!! his!!!! tits!!! be gentle 👉👈

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well seeing this post was an experience because

it's also not cosplay or smth, just my fashion, i wear this in city, very rarely but i did it exactly today???

i feel like a dude from some soulmate fanfic, like, how is this that specific

but um yeah would love to tear some meaty dude apart with this if they would wanted to i guess

clawed gauntlets save me. Save me clawed gauntlets

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CAROL & THE END OF THE WORLD

FAN ANIMATION

[ upd: i was so on hype about finishing this project that i forgot to mention very important thing - this is an attempt to create epilepsy friendly artsy video

i want to start making more epilepsy friendly content, because i realized that watching most of animations and edits for people with epilepsy is a torture - everyone now adding that flickering and flashing effects, and you either don't know what to expect, or have warning about a video be dangerous and can't watch. it was a shock for me that these effects are default in new editing programs, and i want to be part of changing the situation. ]

YOU THINK I ABONDAMEND THIS SHOW AFTER THAT PERIOD IN MY BLOG THEN I WAS OBSESSED?

NO!!!

I WAS JUST MAKING THIS SINCE DECEMBER!!! IT'S APRIL B T W!!!

MISSION COMPLETE * fall into bed with cartoon metal mess with cat meows sounds *

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ma dears

be ready for some

CONTENT

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me, looking at animation in my game, which is Dramatically Animated Square: game industry will be destroyed by this and humanity saved

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Was mentioned in tags and well!

spooky edgy characters are very in my art

usually also hot

recently very vampires because i am into vampires i guess

sometimes i steal characters from shows and just make them fat because i don't have enough fat characters in media/just because i wana. I also steal fat characters from shows and make cool art with them, when Origin Is Bad On Fat Character

but actually they can be endlessly whatever

sad and depressive

having dramatic plot

being vaguely terrifying

and loving loving loving each other

Fat characters can be whatever artist want them to be. We just still don't have enough artists who see fatness as appearance feature, and not stereotype. Let's fix it together!

nice magnus archives fanart. yes skinnyjon/fatmartin is always a hit. now consider if jon were also fat—no I know he’s the “cool edgy” one and Martin’s the “soft tender” one and so it’s difficult for you to understand the concep—no, I get it. You don’t have to start crying. Take my hands—okay good—take a deep breath with me. Are you with me? Okay, now imagine if the spooky edgy character could be spooky and edgy and also fat—ah, you’re crying again

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i mean, what else did u expect from me after reading post which tells that upper thigh is good place for bite play