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antibullyng​:

         ❝  WOULD  IT  BE  EASIER  IF  YOU  WERE  PRETENDING  to  be  my  sweet,  innocent  neighbor?  ❞    steve  teased,  pencilling  soft  strokes  that  would  eventually  resemble  her  hair,  still  unable  to  let  that  gimmick  go.  how  she  managed  to  fool  and  surprise  him  remains  impressive  to  this  day.    ❝  that’s  perfect.  ❞

          “ IT CERTAINLY WOULDN’T HURT -- ”  the teasing tone plays on her tongue as well, glad that the both of them can talk about her past job without their being a bitterness there anymore.  “ believe it or not, i think the nurse kate would have been more busy than i am on a regular basis. hospital shifts can be incredibly time consuming. ”

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what kind of weather are you ?

O V E R C A S T .

you feel like you're often overlooked, and are desperate to make something of yourself. you sometimes have difficulty expressing yourself to your friends, and struggle between the desire to be understood and the desire to be seen as complex and mysterious. you want everything in your life to be tinted with romanticism, and have probably struggled with depression in the past. 

you’re not alone, no matter how it may feel, and don’t be afraid to reach out to the people who care about you.

TAGGED BY: @myrkvae tagging: anyone that wants to do it.

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It’s funny, I was looking in my drafts and completely forgot that I had saved the way to add colored text to my replies. I don’t know that I have the patience to put color in often but . . . maybe sometimes? The one color I saved is actually pretty.

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reminder that rp is a hobby. it has always been, and will always be, a hobby. don’t push yourself too hard. don’t force yourself. try to be as gentle & patient with yourself as you are with others. the people who matter won’t care how long it takes you to reply. don’t burn yourself out, allow yourself to write when you want to. never forget that rp is supposed to be for fun.

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antibullyng​:

        PENCIL  IN  HAND,  STEADY  BUT  SWIFT,  head  is  raised  only  upon  encountering  an  inconvenience.    ❝  hey.  SIT  STILL.  ❞

          “ SORRY -- you’d think I’d be a little better at this. I’m not used to sitting still unless it’s related to some kind of mission; not for art. ”  She’s trying her best though, and takes a breath in an attempt to try again.

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     “Scared isn’t the word I’d use,” Sharon replied, though she couldn’t deny she’d been a little startled at having someone show up so unannounced.

     The gun in her hand isn’t pointed at her but a finger still lingers on the trigger, just in case. Too much experience to stop being cautious.

     “What are you here to talk about?”

“there’s no need to look so scared.” she holds up her hands. “I just came to talk.” nevermind the knives shoved in her boots. 

OPEN STARTER

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lol remember when i had high hopes for sharon in tfaws way back when? or tried to? i’m not saying i won’t definitely play around with sharon being the power broker but i am saying that mostly my sharon is gonna be an au version and i have a lot of. thoughts. about what they’ve done to her.

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Sebastian Stan, Emily VanCamp and Anthony Mackie in The Falcon and The Winter Soldier, 1.06 -  One World, One People

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NATASHA ROMANOFF BLACK WIDOW 2020

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Wanna know how dirty Sharon Carter was done by the MCU?

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The ‘Steve Rogers’ Stance

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multimuse/oc/crossover friendly

Rules

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until we just never get a spiderman movie ever again or they’re announcing the next one, i’m just going to choose to stop caring but also stop believing anything i read. because now i’m reading things about how it’s not over and we could still keep peter in the MCU and it’s exhausting so. i’m just. gonna not care.

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@battlesthatmatter is an amazing blog and you should be following them.

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@soulgiven sent a meme: “ i’m strange and off putting ”

“I was going to go with something more like unique, but -- are you drunk?” It’s mostly a joke, because Sharon can read tone, but still. Natasha’s one of her best friends and while she’s certainly interesting and different than most, Sharon wouldn’t really go with the term strange to describe her. Off putting? Okay, maybe a little bit. Happens when you’re an agent.