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[nyxdm]

Act l .scene one

Life is like pancake ,you just live in the loop of not burning and turning and turning and turning ….

So basically shirts are stupid.In fact If you give it a think ,our clothes hug us every time we put them on.

Well…that’s one reason the other is that ….I don’t know just stick with the first one.

I put on my shirt when my dad knocked on the door for the third time.

Well indeed I needed my dad to stop knocking on the door and call a taxi instead, but I was too concerned about my shirt to stick under my pants.

the first day of school and I was really exited because that day was the day I was finally meeting my boyfriend after a long time of chatting and online conversations finally seeing his face would be a releaf but I was really anxious because we once exchanged photos and he was really hot but now that I think I can’t find any logical Eason why would he date me after seeing that picture though maybe he was a psycho huh?

Act l.scene two

Rumors spread like memes same idea but not funny (well at least in my case )

I am actually a kind of man to be known as talkative but that day people were talking and I was all silent.

Those looks …. If you know what I mean then I’m deeply sorry for you.

When I got on the bus with a mind full of shitty romantic happy hopes, all ended with those looks because I knew something was up and that wasn’t something good.

I didn’t have any friends ,there were just people who I knew close. And Layla was one of them.

Layla looked at me in such a weird way when I sat next to her.

“Did you see those?”I said. Of course she did.

She sat there in silence and ignored me until “this is so shitty why would you do this ?”

I didn’t have an answer.

She gave me her phone and said “why …just why would you ?”

Yes it looked even more awful in someone else’s phone.

“Look I don’t…I mean I don’t really think I want to hang out anymore.”she whispered.

And that’s it I wasn’t someone to get so emotional but something broke in me after seeing that photo.

You wonder what was that photo about, I think you can guess .

There were photos and one video of me getting fucked by this guy I thought I loved over summer.

I gave her phone back and sat silent, one part of me not giving a shit about what they whispered or shouted. “Whore”, “disgusting” and the other part trembled with a broken heart trying to hide tears.

Act ll.scene one

Fuck who fucks with my eyes.

It was the second break and I was sitting in the toilet trying not to cry.

“Fuck!”I thought.

What was I thinking , I should have killed that guy god!.

Yeah well I know, not so bright thoughts but fuck you I was twisted until somebody said.

“Are you crying?”

I was so fucking frightened that jumped two meter high.

Then I looked up and guess what I saw the guy Who was supposed to be my boyfriend.

Stephan.

“Shit are you ok ?”he asked.

“No I am not.”I said ,completely forgotten about him and tried to keep my cool.

“Open thee door.” he demanded.

“Okay.”I said. hadn’t he seen those things? I told you he was really a psycho because no one would have hugged me after seeing those things.

I felt so guilty in that moment.

Cheating on this cute super smart handsome kind humble hottie wasn’t the brightest idea.

Because after hugging I looked up to see his expression but he immediately gripped my face hard with and whispered. “You are dead to me.”

I would have been caught dead in that moment if he hadn’t closed the door and started to kiss me so harshly I couldn’t breath.

Finally I released myself. “What the fuck ?!”

My face hurt because of his grip but my mind was rushing . Why were we kissing ? Wouldn’t he be hating me by now ? He said I was dead to him ! Wtf !!

“Shut the fuck up twink and suck my dick!”he said and pushed my head down till I was on my knees looking at him taking the big thing out.

I was so shocked I use sat there looking at his big cock and balls.

“What are you doin..!”I was about to say but he grabbed my hair and pushed me into him.

It was frightening because yeah when some guy pushes his dick into your face you should be.

I tried to release myself but he pushed harder me when this didn’t work , he grabbed my sweater and pushed my up and whispered to my ear. “Don’t you wanna fuck?”

“Yes.”

“Then undress”

He grabbed my waist and pushed our naked bodies into each other.

Kissing and biting me every inch.

“I can fuck you better.

He pushed his big dick into my tight hole and put his hand on my mouth then fucked me.

It felt really good to feel him inside me.he had a big cock and knew how to use it.

So I came like six time in a row.

After he was done my he was done and finally came, my hole was all screwed.

I sat there trembling and fucking tired ,trying not to look at him dress.

[nyxdm]

Can bipolar people tell if they are bipolar?

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