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I'm not joining art fight this year but hopefully next year I will!! I just need to figure out my artstyle since I keep changing stuff but I'll be ready next year, I think

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of course of course!! tbf i joined last year without knowing what kind of art style to stick to and it went well, but if you’re not ready, that’s fine ☆

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After making like ten thousand of ocs that are "just like me" by making them losers with no friends that are considered weird and insecure with a gun liking I've realized that's not actually an unique trait it's a character trope

It's like the second or third movie that has a character like this that I watched my history teacher passed die welle for us to watch and not only it was peak but it's making me re write like 4 of my ocs after denying that they were basic ocs to everyone else

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yuppp.. i also have an oc follows that trope as well n he’s my favorite. they’re always the best characters anyway!!! keep making ’em!!!

also ough die welle mentioned... i had a hyperfixation on it a few months ago and i became a stolte yume so i get you 😭

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I really wanna talk more about the prince cuz he's kinda a fav and I've been drawing him and trying to figure his design out

He not only lost his father but his whole family, and he was quite close with them. Especially his dad. His sword is actually his dad's sword, he took it cuz uh a wooded sword is not the most effective when fighting a literal ANGEL.

–🐌, give me questions about him and I WILL answer them

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i don’t have any question atm but he’s cool :3 are you joining art fight? you could get fan art of him

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Hize un me×canon(au) Darkship lol

Mis bebés 😻

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your self insert is cute!!

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CONTENT WARNINGS FOR GROOMING AND KODOCON

I'm not gonna make it canon for fear of backlash, but I have this whole OC story and the dynamic between the protagonist (13 years old, but kinda looks younger) and their adoptive mom is driving me crazyyyyyy

She definitely would groom that lil kid and just grrrrrrrrrrr gnawing on my mental kodocon porn with these two

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this is the time when you gotta create an AU that you focus on more than the canon story.. sorry i don’t make the rules

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CW me venting

I was angry at first, but it was just so funny that I started laughing over it. Someone with anti ship views messages me on discord a long message how I shouldn't self ship with my f/o because it's minor teenager x adult pairing. It's problematic blah blah... And that I'm ruining my f/o because they seem like a hot bad ass interesting character.

And then they tell me to change it up and make them date someone else. ?????? WTF! My f/o is my oc. MINE. I spent the time creating them to appearance, personality and backstory along with me in it.

Why the hell are you in my space telling me what to do? Entitled prick. Block me and go away. And I had everything tagged, so you had to be clearly stalking the dead dove and dark ship tags to find it.

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the fact that they put time and effort into composing a message just to tell you what you can and can’t do with your f/o is so bizarre.. you’re completely in the right here, they should mind their own business and leave you alone

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[ TW FOR ZOOPHILIA(?) AND TECHNICALLY SA AND JUST SEXUAL SHIT IN GENERAL ]

Angel fucking Milenko when he's puppy regressing,,,,,

holding him down and telling him to be a good puppy,,,,,

also i've been thinking so fucking much about Ivan and Milenko spending time together and it starts with them hanging out, making kandi n watching youtube, it ends up with them fucking NASTY and SLOPPY style and everyone else in the apartment can hear Milenko whining n shit

Also a (not) new oc alert :3

her name is Mercedes, and she's a sex worker, and she has some loose ties to Angel.

but yuh :3

-🦑‼️ im glad ur back n doin better btw mootie!

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not a single dingle damn day without someone having sex in this /pos

mercedes aww... i hope we get more character stuff... ♡

and thank you <3

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Oh did I mention Claude and Daniel are BOTH into primal play, just for funnies. I'd like to imagine after like Dan tries to escape for like the first time he discovers something about himself. And every other time it's probably just Claude "letting him go" so he can hunt him down and fuck him into the ground as "punishment"(it's not really punishment since Daniel really really enjoys it and Claude doesn't even call it that)

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interesting interesting...

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I GOT COMM ART IF MY OCS LETS GOOOOOOO I see it as the pfp for my sideblog im so happy I luv them ^_^

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AHHH RHATS SO COOL!!!!! YAY

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Not a confession, just telling you to take care of yourself properly! You deserve care and love, things will be okay!

Take your time and don't force yourself to be active on here until you're ready/feeling better!!!!

-🐶🌸

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thank you so much this means a lot to me!!!!! (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

i’m a lot better now that summer saved me from endless torment

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[TW FOR SA/CSA]

me when i have icky icky feelings so now im giving my discomfort to various oc's to cope :3

Kovnik switching between taking frequent showers and not showering or changing clothes for weeks because he feels disgusting and cant forget the feeling of his dads hands all over him

Elinor only wearing baggy clothes and being covered in blankets and just sleeping but having something on her tv or phone constantly to distract herself from the memories of the shit that Angel did to her

Ivan getting up to bake something to give himself something to focus on that isnt his trauma and how disgusting he feels

-🦑‼️ (can u tell im trying my best to cope lolllll)

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i’m sorry for whatever you had to go through, i wish you heal soon </3

ouhh... they’re all so depressed i’m sobbing they deserve better 🙁

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Asterisk is being hunted by a fucking 14 year old cuz they killed his parents.

like they lit have to fight a 14 year old vampire boy, and hes not even weak. he has been trained, but still hes js a 14 year old so its kinda insane.. oh and hes like defeated most of their allies, just so he doesn't have anyone in his way to stop him from getting revenge

-🐌, desrved tbh.. shouldn't start wars against a kingdom whos prince is a very very energetic vampire with a sharp ass sword

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oh not the training arc... asterisk you’re done forrrr....

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When ur genuinely loss if you should make your toxic main couple unnaturally incestuous (father of one partner is both the cousin and a half sibling of the second while being the creation made of two sisters of the second partner, I love mythical based incest like it happens in so many mythologies even though the "culprits" aren't really gods) but also kinda resigning bc you lack the way on how it would make sense...

~~~💛🌈🍋

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well! i say give it a go and put it in the story, the idea as to how it can make sense will come to you naturally ☆

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i don't mind how dark they are!! or abt mischaracterization, i mean i want a fandom someday or like a little fanbase so why would i not be okay with it

-🐌, blegh i js took a cold ass shower and i feel like heaven

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OKAY here we go!!! my hcs for some of the characters!!!!!

Claude — whenever he sees a wanted poster of himself, he scribbles something like “claude was here” on them. even though he’s smart so he knows he shouldn’t be doing that, his confidence that he won't get caught is what makes him do it

Daniel — former clean freak, but after being kidnapped by claude he’s accepted that he’s “forever dirtied”; he still prefers everything around him to be nice and cleaned, he’s just not obsessed with it anymore

Asterisk — so devoted to polaris that he began creating a shrine. so many things displayed are handmade because he believes that they have more value because they’re created with love. also because he’s canonically made statues of polaris before, he does keep a few smaller ones as part of the shrine

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sorry for the inactivity, i’m kind of struggling with mh stuff rn... i will be way more active next week trust!! (╥ᆺ╥；)

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[TW FOR SHOTACON]

okay lowkey,,,,,

been contemplating drawing shota Kovnik and shit of his dad n him,,,,,

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pspsppsps.... i’m the part of your brain that created this thought.... you gotta do it.....

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i thimk i should mention that Dan doesnt mind having Claude sleep on top of him-

its quite the oppisite actually, he enjoys it!! its one of the things thats mutually liked, Claude likes being on top of him while sleeping and Daniel likes having weight on him

also smth totally unrelated to what i was talking abt before,, if Dan ever like escaped Claude would prob go after him. Itd be like a hunter and prey situation. More like a few parts of my fav song rn (Lovac i košuta by Plavi Orkestar but kinda taken litareally)

-🐌, ehe i lobe them

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alright so daniel having claude on top of him,,,, but i’m curious — does he fear the proximity anyway? i mean, it is his captor. or are there conflicting feelings?

also AAA plavi orkestar mentioned!!! X3 i was at their concert once and screaming the lyrics to suada, glad to see someone else who likes them and their songs!