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Sunburn was. Awful. He ah. Hm

I had a piece of code in my core making me Absolutely Terrified And Stuff about eclipse right?

Sunburn, when we first met, messed with that code to redirect my Terror to be of him.

Which was

1. Painful

2. Not Nice!

And!!! He decided to Put Dark Matter Into My Systems. Permanently disabling me. Oof ouch chronic pain caused by Evil Guys Who Suck

So. Y’know. Don’t particularly like him.

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Neptor! Neptor was my friend while with Sunburn (Or “Dark Sun” or “Evil Sun”). We would hang out and sometimes I’d tell stories of when I was… not certain free is the right word? In respite? Maybe. Neptor wanted to experience that, but couldn’t go against Sunburn, and I wanted to go back to it, but couldn’t go against Sunburn.

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If I had a nickel for every time some asshole who looked like Sun but was Evil abused me I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot of nickels but it’s happen two too many times

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As an oc i created to represent my flaws, i have numerous traumas for that because i wanted a logical explanation for the flaws.

So i brought this upon myslef, but its funny to think about

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me 🤝 the previous two anons

(im also a robot w autism) (not an oc though)

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Me 🤝 the anon before me

Robots with autism

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God forbid a robot with autism do anything I guess!

^ got some new memories and Brother They Are Not Fun

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one of my friends is kin-considering one of my OCS who I have traumatized a lot and I am afraid.. what if they get kin memories and are mad at me? or it is awkward?

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The fact that I'm this person when my whole ass existence is complicated and brings me anxiety to talk about is wild

The fact that being this person doesn't bother me in the slightest is very on brand

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mood

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hiya! i'd like to create a discord for ockin and wanna see if there's any interest in one 👁️👁️ #🔨🙏🏽

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God forbid a robot strike the person who made them with lighting in a mindscape

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The moon from my timeline was kind, sure a bit of an asshole at times but he was genuinely very kind. Even after he lost his memories he brought me back from the dead. I thank him for that

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Mr moon helped me to not have a panic attack every time eclipse was around, even though my entire existence was to help his worst enemy moon was kind to me, I miss him

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*watching Fatal Error sans comic dub*

…

*gets kinfeels*

“OH FUCK DO I KIN THIS GUY???”

As it turns out. no. i kin a different glitchy mess of broken code. who DOESNT EVEN EXIST IN THE FANDOM. FML.

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I made a tsams/laes Sona thingy and now I king them boy I’m. Gonna go cry about the fact that in my timeline lunar dies in October 2022 instead of later on so that I can even exist :((((

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The Eclipse from my timeline was…. Uniquely cruel. He had programmed a deep seated fear of him into me, and a fawn response to that fear. Effectively freezing me in a state of obedience. Mr Moon helped me, and I helped him in return. And then after I was out of his head, and a few months had passed and I thought I was safe, Eclipse found and took me as a fucked up living trophy. I hate him. He hated me too, I think, though not enough to kill me it was enough to threaten my life.

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