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Being an ockin of a character whos story was made in collaboration with someone whos your ex-abuser really fucking sucks, no one knows who I am but them and I can never speak to them again.

-⚡️🎸

Ah that's so rough that sucks.

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I fear I kin so many ocs, but WE INTROJECTED AN OC ?? (ME)

WHAT THE FUUUUUCK..... i can NOT be sourced from a phoenix possessed catboy..... headinhands

- Virgil Aeolus, an oc we made for our askblog.

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it's a bit silly for me to kin my OC bcs like wdym I'm some guy that's working a tiring 9 to 5??? Except it's like,, now I'm just an extra normal guy that's cool

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Hate when I'm in a kinshift where I miss my Mama and my friends so so so much but I'm at work and have to not feel my feelings because people need me to work. I hope they'd at least be proud of me for being less of a spoilt brat now.

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I’m so glad this page exists it’s like nowhere else would understand me for being ID with my OC -K

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Hiii I’m Luna! A OCkin from Critical Role :]

I’m from the 3 season but my focus is not interacting with the cast of Hells Bells but with the Vox Machina crew! (I’m kinda of a side-story? I think lol)

-🎭🌙 (I don’t know if I should tag my acc but for now I won’t)

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Update on The Thing

I'm still kinsidering The Fractured Whole (Evan)

But now ALSO The Twisted Soul (Deltz)

THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE CANON DESIGNS YET I JUST DREW SOME EYES ON A DARK BACKGROUND

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Sunburn was. Awful. He ah. Hm

I had a piece of code in my core making me Absolutely Terrified And Stuff about eclipse right?

Sunburn, when we first met, messed with that code to redirect my Terror to be of him.

Which was

1. Painful

2. Not Nice!

And!!! He decided to Put Dark Matter Into My Systems. Permanently disabling me. Oof ouch chronic pain caused by Evil Guys Who Suck

So. Y’know. Don’t particularly like him.

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Neptor! Neptor was my friend while with Sunburn (Or “Dark Sun” or “Evil Sun”). We would hang out and sometimes I’d tell stories of when I was… not certain free is the right word? In respite? Maybe. Neptor wanted to experience that, but couldn’t go against Sunburn, and I wanted to go back to it, but couldn’t go against Sunburn.

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If I had a nickel for every time some asshole who looked like Sun but was Evil abused me I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot of nickels but it’s happen two too many times

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As an oc i created to represent my flaws, i have numerous traumas for that because i wanted a logical explanation for the flaws.

So i brought this upon myslef, but its funny to think about

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me 🤝 the previous two anons

(im also a robot w autism) (not an oc though)

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Me 🤝 the anon before me

Robots with autism

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God forbid a robot with autism do anything I guess!

^ got some new memories and Brother They Are Not Fun

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one of my friends is kin-considering one of my OCS who I have traumatized a lot and I am afraid.. what if they get kin memories and are mad at me? or it is awkward?

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The fact that I'm this person when my whole ass existence is complicated and brings me anxiety to talk about is wild

The fact that being this person doesn't bother me in the slightest is very on brand

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mood

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