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pan themed yoongi for @prettysei

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do u ever think about someone and ur like: i wanna take care of them so hard??? i want to be their #1 supporter especially during times when they think no one believes in them. i want to comfort them when their thoughts are too loud and i’ll stay up with them all night until they drift off into a peaceful sleep in my arms. like u just wanna b there for them???? and love them endlessly????? and give them affection and so much love that they have never received????

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you may be far away but just knowing you exist is comforting

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thinking of meeting you and kissing you for the first time gets me out of any bad day

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Don’t imagine your crush surprising you with tickets to go see your favorite band.

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wearing nothing but a big tshirt is such a look tbh

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concept: it’s the night of halloween. we sit on the couch and watch bad horror movies, but all i can pay attention to is you.

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wanna make you breakfast while you sit on the counter and tell me about your dreams

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when u like someone and ur stomach feels like 🌹🌹🌹🌼🌼🌸🌺🌺🌺🌸✨✨🌙⭐️🌟🌟🌤🌤☀️🌙💫✨✨☄🌙

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would you believe me if i told you ive had this tab open for 4 hours now trying to find the right words? its 1 am and i have class tomorrow but the only thing i can think about is how my heart seems to sit differently in my chest since reading "I wrote this for you and only you." its a good different though.. the feeling of knowing youre not the only one experiencing something. i want to say more but i really can't find the words. i wish i could hold your hand though. i do.

did I punch my bed because of how sweet this is? did not. mmm anyway, I think I believe you; plus, it’s actually really fucking cute to think about you mulling over this for four hours lol. and don’t even worry about finding the right words because you have succeeded at stealing my heart. kinda like you took it once, pretended to give it back, and snatched it right back like, “jokes on you, this is mine!” but I’m actually really okay with that. very okay with that. like … out-of-this-world okay with that. and no worries, beb! my friend does a thing with her girl that goes something like, *holds hand* and so, from me to you: *holds your fucking hand*

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sorry for not showing up last night. college is uh not good right now and im kinda gonna take a break from social media and focus on school and counseling i guess. i love you a lot i'll be back eventually ♡

I’m sending you off with lotsa love and support! pace yourself, take it one minute at a time, and breathe! also sending you many many many kisses for … general luck ;) I’ll be here when you make your grand re-entrance.

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im not a horror fan either so like lets say we did watch one together i'd 100% be curled up against you trying to hide my face during scary parts and i'd probs spend more time looking at you than i spend watching the actual movie. also i really like to play with other peoples hands so yeah. i'd be distracting as hell during horror movies.

fuck. me. up. fuck. me. up. fuck. me. up.

god, I’m trying so hard not to crack a smile so my mom doesn’t ask questions but it’s so hard when you do this!!! you’re gonna make me sob at some point, just you wait. and the hand thing? oh my god, please! I’ve had someone play with my hands at like six in the morning while we talked with a movie playing in the background and it was amazing. but I bet it’s be a gazillion times better with you and now I’m :))) catch me in my mcfucking grave.

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i honestly have no idea what happened on campus for family weekend bc i went off campus with mine but there was a big football going on or something?? idk! anyway im glad theres someone who can provide youngpil content bc like people talk about them but they dont follow through !! ps wonpil getting giggly after younghyun does literally anything is me @ you. i guess we're actually youngpil now

yeah, youngpil’s one of those ships that people mention for a split second before moving onto other “main” yh/wp ships (like dopil/sungpil/“jaehyungparkian” or in simpler terms: younghyung). I love those other ships but too damn, there’s so little of youngpil that it hurts lmao so it’s like unspoken duty to provide the quality content. and speaking of quality content, “i guess we’re actually youngpil now” :) I swear, I can never get enough of you. I’m trying to watch a movie with my mom right now, but I’m too busy feeling things for you and it’s distracting as hell.

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ive been wanting to message you all day but it's family weekend at college and like family is cool but it's impossible to get them to hurry up and leave. and it's not like i could message you while i was with them bc im literally smiling to myself rn just thinking of our conversation last night. and like i wanna say more but i dont know how! im speechless now. anyway i was watching that vlive where wonpil cooks and younghyun pats wonpils ass like multiple times. younghyun please youre on camera

okay but what in the fuck is a family weekend? lol whatever it is, I didn’t think it was A Thing but whatever. I never know that Anything is ever A Thing. and god yes! I downloaded the fucking video and was skimming through it and noticed all the booty patting that younghyun was doing and not to spoil anything but guess who’s planning to make a youngpil gifset? ;)

p.s. we’re ordering pizza and the first thing I thought of was you euhehe if only you were really my delivery person >:(

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my thoughts are all over the place tonight and it's like everything you say has me pressing my face into my pillow in an attempt to hide my smile and blush even tho im the only one in the room. you make me so happy !!! like my heart is literally ❣️ 💕 💞 💓 💗 💖 💘 💝 and even though my mind is going a mile a minute you still make me feel so calm and giggly.

I’m over here about to sob all over myself. I can’t put together a proper response because I keep rereading this over and over and over and each time, I end up smiling like the fucking dumbass I am. you’re just a 4′11″ ball of happiness, and I wanna give you all my love. let. me. give. you. all. my. love. it’s ten o’clock, and I am literally going to burst (and so are the peeps in my group chat because one of them said verbatim, “ONE OF YOU BREAK BEFORE I DO ISTG”).

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honestly i wasn't planning on sticking around this long like i kinda figured i'd send the tweet ask to you, maybe talk back and forth a little that night, but then it just kinda became a thing that i really fucking enjoyed and now im gay 4 u too. i do wonder what your other followers think sometimes. like i wonder if they keep asking themselves when these two gay people are gonna let their dash get back to normal. sucks for them tho bc im here to stay at this point

lmao we are the epitome of Shit Happens but this isn’t the shrugging it off type of Shit Happens but the holy shit this is the best thing ever type of Shit Happens (at least to me it is). I kid you not, every message of yours gives me this amazing feeling and it’s so heartwarming and cozy and, of corse, Gay. like I feel so many things that I can’t begin to describe, and I wanna tell you all about it but I don’t know where to start. like ahhh, I’m so !!! about you. just think of me squeezing you tight right now because that’s what I’m in the mood for lol

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i'll be honest i've never been good with words so to be the one making someone else struggle with theirs is new. a good majority of my thoughts are just vague hand motions and yelling so its amazing ive been able to say anything more than just "im dying". especially bc you make me feel like all my thoughts are trying to escape at once and trying to organize them is a mess. i told my friends about a portion of your last response and all i got was "ur gay" in response. theyre right.

oh my god, jinx because that’s literally how my best friend replied to me some time ago. a couple messages ago when I sent a screenshot, she said something along the lines of, “this is turning gay,” and I nervously laughed through it (she was onto me). but not to be dramatic … you could literally just send me an ask that says, “hi,” and I’d be a pool of happiness at your feet. like, being absolutely honest with you, I didn’t think I’d end up here with all the Gay Feelings. I just thought you would kill me with one or two or three messages about youngpil and that would’ve been the last I’d seen of you but nah fam. you kept coming and somewhere along the line, shit happened and look at me now. shouting about you from the rooftops (and to my friends).