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Anthony Ramos in The Good & The Bad music videos     ⮡  requested by @mad-love-for-musicals

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““"I don’t want to spend all this time avoiding whatever it is that’s between us and never get our chance.” She swallowed and asked, “But what if we ruin it?“ "I know,” he said. “But what if we don’t?””

— excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via yourhandwrittenletter)

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dead by daylight starters

❝ i’ve jumped from higher places. ❞   ❝ no excuses, no equivocations… no crying. ❞   ❝ you’ve fooled them, haven’t you? but not me. ❞   ❝ be kind to one another. we’re all in this together. ❞   ❝ the paint is still fresh but i’m long gone. ❞   ❝ i am old and have wasted this life, but i cannot bear to destroy yours. ❞   ❝ you remind me of someone. someone i used to be. ❞   ❝ i’m not sure what you hope to find here. most stay away from this place like the plague. ❞   ❝ have courage. courage will put the odds in your favor. ❞   ❝ apple doesn’t fall far from the tree, eh? ❞   ❝ though my heart beats, i feel emptiness where it should reside. ❞   ❝ truth is no one is really in charge in this shitstorm and we all gotta take the lead in some way or another.  ❞   ❝ that’s my line. find your own. ❞   ❝ bad luck, strange things and unexplainable accidents seem to follow you. ❞   ❝ i was born with a wonderful curse. ❞   ❝ i didn’t get a good look and i really don’t want to! ❞   ❝ what does it matter if you gain the world if you lose your humanity? ❞   ❝ you called death to your door the instant you done me wrong. ❞   ❝ just like i’ve always said: live slow and die old. ❞   ❝ nothing here but the eyes, and they’re probably watching us right now. ❞   ❝ when all else spills out, cling only to your honour. ❞   ❝ you’d be surprised what tools can save a life. ❞ ❝ it is no coincidence that man is so familiar with demons. ❞   ❝ we’re not safe anywhere… ❞ ❝ whatever’s in there…is meant to stay in there. ❞ ❝ it isn’t that i don’t like adventure. it is more that i don’t like graves, tombs or places that feel dark, creepy and dangerous. ❞ ❝ well, this was pleasant…pleasant as a funeral. ❞ ❝ know who you are so you may shield your heart. ❞   ❝ it disheartens me. all this knowledge and effort and yet nothing usable to get out of this nightmare. ❞ ❝ sometimes a man’s best work is what puts him in the grave. ❞   ❝ i’ve kept my head down since birth. ❞   ❝ well…you don’t see that every day, do you? ❞ ❝ it’s entirely possible that if you were to understand all that this place is that you would go insane. ❞   ❝ i have failed you, but no more. ❞   ❝ i’ve seen the look on a man’s face when he realises he’s going to die. ❞   ❝ people are remembered for the challenges they overcome. ❞   ❝ i relied on others to protect me once and i lost everything. never again. ❞   ❝ slow down, don’t rush and try not to worry so much. ❞   ❝ just stay there. i’ll come for you! ❞   ❝ i’m good…don’t need a doctor. ❞   ❝ don’t play with powers you don’t understand. ❞   ❝ i’m becoming my father and i’m not sure if that’s a bad thing. ❞   ❝ you have passion and passion is everything. ❞   ❝ you’re very upset and i understand, but don’t…don’t stoop to their level. ❞   ❝ the only luck you get is the luck you make. ❞   ❝ empathy is what makes us human…if you lose this you are just a machine. ❞   ❝ words are more than words. they can build. they can destroy. ❞   ❝ maybe your need to prove yourself is killing something in you that doesn’t want to die. ❞   ❝ don’t apologise, no need for that. i’m just glad you’re okay. ❞   ❝ what the hell was i thinking? oh yeah…i wasn’t. ❞   ❝ what’s the use of winning if you lose all your friends? who are you going to share your victories with? ❞   ❝ you want revenge? best revenge is success. ❞   ❝ enough stupid talk and more drinking. ❞   ❝ i want this to be over. can’t this just be over? ❞   ❝ i don’t want to think about it. thinking about it hurts. ❞   ❝ i’m losing my mind if i haven’t lost it already. ❞   ❝ the weak are sacrificed first. it’s nature, it’s business…it’s the truth most refuse to face. ❞   ❝ you can run away and forget what you’re capable of or you can face your fears and remind the world who you are. ❞   ❝ i pity you. it’s as though every action you take brings the opposite of what you intend. ❞   ❝ and you? would you kill for me? ❞   ❝ i feel alive with you. more than alive. complete. ❞   ❝ i’m losing my grip on reality and maybe that’s a good thing. ❞   ❝ am i okay? will i be better? i don’t know. ❞   ❝ i’ve lost my edge. my anger. my rage. my hate. was that all i was? ❞   ❝ i never really had friends. not real ones, anyway. ❞   ❝ something is happening. i can’t see myself succeeding anymore. ❞   ❝ a curse is upon you. it will cause your ruin. ❞   ❝ never stop moving and hope you’re always two steps ahead of the beast. ❞   ❝ i was raised by a strict man who taught me how to make the best of a bad situation. ❞ ❝ enjoy this moment, few get so close. ❞   ❝ i feel wrecked. i am wrecked. ❞   ❝ shining in the darkest dark, your eyes pierce the night and sting my soul. ❞   ❝ ok, look. if we survive the next 24 hours, then i’ll take you out on a real date. ❞  ❝ come here little friend, i won’t hurt you. ❞   ❝ i’ve always felt like a cat. ❞   ❝ forgive me for waking you, but without you, i just can’t go on. ❞   ❝ i’m gonna be here when you wake up. you’re gonna make it. ❞   ❝ i’m not dying here in this hellhole. ❞   ❝ home…i don’t even remember where home is. ❞   ❝ we have to work as a team. i need you to survive so that i can survive. ❞   ❝ damn them as they would damn us. ❞   ❝ greed isn’t just about money. it’s about wanting more of anything.  ❞   ❝ you have no control. people like you never did. ❞   ❝ just stay there. i’ll come for you! ❞   ❝ if a father sacrifices not for his children, then who does he father? ❞   ❝ don’t run away, don’t say we’re through. ❞   ❝ what kinda ruckus you stirring? ❞   ❝ i’ve never been so scared in my whole life! you couldn’t care less about me…could you? ❞   ❝ i don’t like this game anymore. ❞   ❝ don’t let them turn you into what you’re not. ❞   ❝ please, don’t do this… ❞   ❝ know your place. know your damn place. ❞   ❝ you call these tools? …really? ❞ ❝ if you think you’re beaten, you are. if you think you can’t, you can’t. life’s battles aren’t won with speed and strength, but mind and will. ❞   ❝ it doesn’t matter who i am. i’m here for you. ❞   ❝ there’s what is easy and then there’s what is right. if you confuse the two, there’s no telling what you become. ❞   ❝ basic botany knowledge could save your life someday. ❞   ❝ only a fool would spit in a demon’s face and declare victory. ❞   ❝ i’ve never missed a race. i always reach the finish line. ❞   ❝ they will never catch me! ❞   ❝ you never leave a broken home. you only run away until the memories stop haunting you. ❞   ❝ in my restless dreams, i see that town. ❞   ❝ i dropped my precious ring, but i’ll never ever go back there. ❞   ❝ i’ve been watching you for a while. ❞   ❝ paying attention is what kept me alive through the years. that, and my good looks of course. ❞ ❝ all this time i’ve been trying so hard to pretend like everything’s fine, but it’s not. ❞   ❝ what can i say? i’m just a very lucky guy…i’m sure some of it will rub off on you. ❞   ❝ everything that glitters isn’t gold. but gold isn’t worth a damn in this place, so this should come in handy. ❞   ❝ your whisper on me, warm as can be. ❞   ❝ shit! i dropped the gauze! ❞   ❝ maybe winning isn’t everything. maybe you’re greedy. ❞   ❝ you are torn between right and wrong, good and evil. ❞   ❝ i’ve dealt with psychopaths in suits. you’re just uglier and worse dressed. ❞   ❝ when they come with a wrecking ball, build stronger walls. ❞   ❝ we can write our own story and decide how it really ends. ❞   ❝ that sound when you bleed…let me hear it again. ❞   ❝ attack an enemy with precision and their allies will feel it. ❞   ❝ within your enemy’s strength is weakness. ❞   ❝ ain’t no mess can stain a hard-working man’s soul. ❞   ❝ eat…eat. you’ll feel better when it’s down. ❞   ❝ this is my world. and you can’t ever leave. ❞   ❝ showing up when things get rough, listening to people’s problems, and supporting those in need; that’s how you become stronger, that’s how you grow. ❞   ❝ death is only the beginning. ❞   ❝ it is impossible to describe the horrifying scenes i have witnessed…death and misery, in every shape of terror, rule this place. ❞   ❝ knowledge without wisdom leads to self-destruction. ❞   ❝ don’t lose all your strength focusing on the negative. ❞   ❝ now why don’t you just fucking die? ❞   ❝ you’re struggling to maintain your humanity as you chase your dreams. ❞   ❝ monsters aren’t born. they’re made. ❞   ❝ your face is both beautiful and hideous at the same time. evil veiled by beauty. ❞   ❝ an eye for an eye and the world plunges into infinite night. good. ❞   ❝ better go back to sleep, there is no moon this night. ❞   ❝i barely escaped with my life—and wounded my arm in the process. ❞   ❝ pray all you want, your words are getting lost somewhere up here, in this place. ❞   ❝ i’ll hit you with everything i’ve got. then i’ll do it again. ❞   ❝ so, remember once you get in there… pretend like you don’t care. there you go, you’re learning my friend. you’re learning. ❞   ❝ what happened? you were supposed to keep a look out. you were supposed to warn us! ❞   ❝ i couldn’t be mithered with it all anyway, you know what i mean? can’t be arsed. ❞   ❝ dance with me, until sun’s up. ❞   ❝ your hands just can’t keep ahold of me. ❞   ❝ one small dose can cause severe hallucinations. ❞   ❝ the night assists me and it’s endless here. ❞ ❝ there won’t be nothing to fear soon. till then, fear me. ❞   ❝ get your prayers in, you’ll be swinging by noon. ❞   ❝ deals made in desperation are paid for in madness. ❞   ❝ that’s not enough to beat me. not even close. ❞   ❝ i promised to keep you safe, and that’s exactly what i plan on doing. ❞   ❝ something i learnt in the industry: when the axe is swinging, keep your head down. ❞ ❝ i wanna finish what we started. i want to kill it. ❞   ❝ these monsters… they adapt! they emerge with strange new abilities. ❞ ❝ ok, stay calm. don’t overthink it and just keep moving forward: you got this. ❞   ❝ that song, it drives me crazy! ❞ ❝ i’ll stop this. i promise. ❞   ❝ get outta my face! ❞   ❝ sorry i got a little jumpy there. didn’t know quite what to expect. ❞   ❝ i can do this. ❞   ❝ let them know you’re the best even at your worst and that will be their worst fucking hell. ❞   ❝ an image is worth a thousand words. ❞   ❝ there’s no need to worry. i’ve been preparing my whole life for this. ❞ ❝ smartasses get killed. i always see to that. ❞ ❝ there are moments when we cannot believe that what is happening is really true. pinch yourself and you may find out that it is. ❞   ❝ it doesn’t matter. it just doesn’t matter. all that matters is surviving. ❞   ❝ this is not how i imagined my first day. ❞ ❝ i want to return home. i must return home. ❞      ❝ the silence is so deafening it hurts. ❞   ❝ look…just so you know, this is the last fucking time. ❞   ❝ it knows what it wants and won’t stop till it gets it. ❞   ❝ i don’t mind a little detective work. ❞   ❝ that’s what this place is. the embodiment of madness. ❞   ❝ most of the city has been reduced to shit. smoke and fumes seep through the streets. the air reeks of burning civilization. burning humanity. ❞   ❝ being brave doesn’t mean you’re not scared. it means you’re scared as hell, and then you pick up the shotgun anyway. ❞   ❝ it’s like…a nightmare. ❞   ❝ wishing longevity in a realm of terror and torture may be more akin to a curse. ❞   ❝ it’s my turn, bitch. ❞   ❝ probably stings like hell, but it ain’t gonna kill ya. up and at ‘em soldier. ❞   ❝ you’re doing it wrong! let me show you how it’s done. ❞   ❝ you have to stay smart. stupidity gets you dead. ❞   ❝ we can’t just leave them there! ❞   ❝ something wicked pierces the shadows of this frightful night. ❞   ❝ now we find a safehouse and get some rest. ❞   ❝ lose the tie. lose the god damn tie. ❞   ❝ words won’t work on this thing. ❞   ❝ in a wasteland of forgotten dreams and endless routine, the only man with a way out is god. ❞   ❝ listen, there are rules. ❞   ❝ to plan subterfuge, begin with a counsel of none. ❞   ❝ there’s no getting out of this now. we’re too good at it. ❞ ❝ this is no place for cowards. ❞ ❝ it is a trap. but a trap one must step in. ❞   ❝ there’s nothing to be scared of. ❞  

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                                     this corner is my destiny.

                                                           WE’RE HOME! 

LOVED BY SELENA EST. 2016 REVAMPED 2021. 

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i’m gonna live forever,

                                      i’m gonna learn how to fly

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But, guess what?

IN THE HEIGHTS (2020), dir. Jon Chu

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❝      𝑔𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑠      𝑤ℎ𝑜'𝑠      𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘      𝑦𝑜𝑢      𝑜𝑛𝑒      𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑑      𝑏𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ      ?      ❞

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❝ well, at least we’re together. ❞  /  @brrios​ 

CHEST    CONSTRAINED   as   tears   pool   and   he   nods.    losing    abuela   is    the    HARDEST    thing    he’s   ever   gone   through.   the   LIGHT    of   the   barrio    gone     as    the   HOURS   slip   by    with    no   sense   of   POWER.    he   feels   lost,   bones    ache    as    he   sits   on   stoop   with   head   in   hands.   ‘   i   dunno   what   i   thought   would   happen   mel,   maybe   i  thought   i   could   get   through   this,   but   i’m   finding  .  .  .   ’    WORDS    fall     flat    as     he    stops,   and   that   SOB   in   throat   is   swallowed   down.   he   wishes    he    was    stronger,     wishes   that   he   KNEW    what   to   do    next.   navi   can’t   bring   himself   to  look   at   sonny,    TOO    many   questions.   should  he   stay   ?    the   question’s   been   LOOMING    and     now     he’s    re-thinking   his   whole   plan.   maybe   he   doesn’t   get    to   be    SELFISH,    not   as   if    he’s   ever  been.    he   knows   that    sonny    staying    HERE     is    the    best    thing,   and     the   RIGHT   thing.   ‘   maybe   i  should   stay  ’    words   uttered   so  softly   that   one   would   doubt   if    they   TRULY   heard   them.   

                   ‘  i   know   what   i  said   but  ,    abuela’s   home   was   RIGHT   up   these   steps  ’   HEAD  turns   as   he   looks   back   at    the   HOME   she   had    created,   ‘   i  can’t   loose    her   yet   ,    she   was    more    than    just   my     abuela    she    was     mi   mama  ’   VOICE   breaks   as   tears   run,   and   a   hand   goes   to   wipe   them   away.   ‘   why   didn’t   she   take   her    medicine   ?    it   was    so   simple!  ’   ANGER   makes  it’s   way    as    voice   raises.    why   abuela   didn’t   take   her   medicine   he   TRULY   will  never   understand. 

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hitundo·  /   MARY

       “yeah, okay.” a small nod of her head. though, she doesn’t really know entirely what he’s talking about. a lot of specific references tend to be lost on her, but mary would consider herself to be somewhat familiar with his fashion sense, by this point. she keeps moving her fingers through different shirts, stopping every now and then to get a better look at one of them. eyes drift back to him at the question about her cafe. “well, i guess depends. are you think about your store?” the answer is yes. they both know it. head tilts a bit as she thinks on it, and comes to the obvious answer. “honestly? i don’t know if i’ve really had a real day off. like, does it count as a day off if you’re worrying the whole time?” the question is genuine enough. “i dunno. isn’t that all part of it?”

                            LAUGH      light     and     full    as   he   shakes    head,   ‘   ah   i    dunno   . . .    people   SAY   that   you’re   supposed    to    get    a    day   off    in   all    my    years     workin’     i    THINK    i    took    maybe   a    HALF    day    for    Sonny’s    eighth    grade     graduation  ’   eyes   still   on   shirts    as    he    comes    to   a     VERY    bright     BLUE   shit.    Written   in    white    letters    is      ADIDAS    accompanied    by   logo.    the   shirt    itself    vintage,   and   his   eyes   ROUND.   he’s   found   something!    navi   then  shrugs   as   he  pulls  the  shirt   down.   ‘   i   was   thinkin’   about   stoppin   by   after,   that’s   TERRIBLE   right?  ’   looks   at   her   as   a   smile   hangs   on    handsome    visage,   and   he   sighs,   ‘   maybe   retirement  will  be  good   to   us?  ’    QUESTION   made   out   of    statement    as   he    clears   throat,  ‘  do   you    like   it   around  here   though?  ’

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a reminder that we are all so happy seeing you on our dash and getting to be witness to your incredible amounts of talent and kindness. ilu <3

KENNA !!!!! 🤍🤍 this is so sweet how dare you??? currently sobbing into my glass of wine and !!! ilysm im so glad we met and!! you are so talented and i am just!!!! 🥰🥰 t

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🤍 a reminder that i am so happy by who i see on my dash you are so crazy talented and!!! this has been an amazing experience. drink water, take care of yourself!!! 🤍

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+Bonus

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STARTER CALL**          tap that heart for a little something! 

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icb fear street is on Netflix LIKE these books were my life from 1999-2002 MY YOUTH. it definitely started my love for spoopy and true crime. though? the reasons never made any gd sense.